Have any of your parents ever made you super upset?? Who hasn’t!!!? [sighs].

          Long story short. My mother left myself and younger brother and sister. I was only 11 when this happened. Then my parents actually divorced when I was 15. All this time even now that I am 20 years old, I had to figure out many things on my own. I have fell flat many times on my face and got back up. Now that I am trying to make my own life [like I have been all this time], my mother wants to put her 2 cents every time! Especially, in my personal relationships.

        Just now, my mother found out I have been sleeping over at my boyfriend’s house every now and then. Its only been twice! She wanted to call me up acting like I’m a damn child and tell me what’s right and what’s wrong. I mean I’m 20 I’ve made my share of mistakes and know how to take care of myself. All those years she wasn’t there for me, now she wants to be my mother that should have been way back when. The times when a young growing little girl needed her mother to teach her the things to look out for in life. That’s when she should have been my mother.

Always,

Panda

Yesterday, [Friday, April 25th] my boyfriend took me to go out and eat sushi. We have gone a couple of times and had great times. The place we go is really great. Its super close on pretty much being a “sushi club” LOL. Why? you asked. They play music that you would hear at a club, there’s a bar area, and just how much fun you can have by going there. ^-^

    I really enjoy going. Its not just sushi that they serve. They serve other Japanese dishes. Which is so awesome to me! Hehe…I mean we [my boyfriend and I] choose the “all you can eat” and we eat until we’re stuff! LOL.

Obviously, there are many kinds of ways making it and types. That’s why when you choose the “all you can eat” its hard to choose because you don’t wanna get full too fast.

The place we go is called Joe’s Sushi. Its very nice and amazing! Many people go there for birthdays and other reasons. We have went on Valentine’s Day and it was really crowded. >-<; Plus, you cant make reservations, its all first-come-first-serve! So it can get really busy in there. But it becomes worth it. [giggles].

Here are 3 of my very favorite kinds of sushi from there. The one in the picture to the right is called the “Volcano.” It comes in a four piece square and its served warm. [sorry the chopsticks got in the way].

The second one here, is called the “Golden California.” Golden due to the fact the rice is toasted. And let me tell you…it is sooooooooooo delicious!!! That sauce that is poured on top of it is amazing! This one is also served warm and sometimes even too warm. LOL.

And here is Albacore. All it is, a slice of albacore placed over a roll of rice  and topped off the way you see it here. The sauce it has a bit of some spices, but that what its makes it super good. Plus, this one is served in a bit of coldness I would say.

LOL. Food is good in every way it comes in served and cooked.

Always,

Panda

Well, for starters…its simple. My real and birth name is Amanda. LOL. Seriously. Though.

     Ever since I was little, my mom’s co-workers would call me that. Sometimes even my own mother. From there and time to time I was called Panda. LOL.

    It doesn’t really bother me whatsoever. My co-workers sometimes call me that. Very close friends do also. Some times it makes me laugh when I realized people actually call me Panda like a normal name at some points. [laughs.] Its just funny, but I like it.

     But then why a ninja, right?? LOL. Well, because my mother has also called me a creature of the night. I mean come on!! I was born during night time what else do you want me to be doing?? LOL. Just kidding. But some times I really am a night owl- or in this case panda. Plus, I really like ninjas [yeah I have been watching the anime show Naruto]. And thats how the name came about. Hehehe. ^-^

Always,

your one and only! Ninja Panda!! ^-^

Well, here I am. Looking down at a scraped knee. LOL. Its bleeding a bit, but its becoming worth it. You have to at least know that cheesy pick up line?? “Do you have a band-aid??” [girl replies whatever answer] “Because I think I scraped my knee when I fell for you.” Aww! Wasn’t that soooo cute?? [giggles]

      Yup! I’m speaking of falling in love. LOL. It will be my second time actually. It feels way better too. Brief story about my first time. At first it was all beautiful, but then it all came crashing down. When it did all ended, yeah, it hurt like hell. But then I just titled my head at a different angle and turned into something that made me stronger.

        Now about this “second time?” [giggles] Its a world that I had hoped for when I first fell in love. I enjoy every second of seriously. ^////^ [blushes] Its a feeling I yet can’t describe. When I’m with him, he says things to me I have always wanted to hear and feel the desire he has for me. [laughs] It mostly sends chills up and down my spine, but in a good way. You know? Yes, I get those butterflies in my tummy and blush insanely. But for sure I know that in his eyes…I am 100% perfect by only being me.

Always,

Panda