i want to aishiteru.

The end of the summer is here. And all ive had it heart ache after heart ache. It seems like everytime i get my heart broken or my hopes are shot down that i become a more graceful person. I try to walk a little lighter and do everything as if it is with the greatest of ease. When i am realli just trying not to tip the balance of things. Its been a long time since i actually cried over a guy. Sometimes i allow my self a tear or two but now i cant bring myself to let people see my real emotions. Im so scared that if someone sees them they will crush all i have left. I wanted to show them to someone but im scared its too late. I dont know if they will ever read this or if they even know my blog exists. But i want to reach out to them i just don’t know how…

~alejandria~