レイ愛永久に宇宙を越えて、私達の愛意志育ち、何も私達を離れて引き裂かない。 真夜中、私はあなたについて考えている。 眠っている。 私の恋人へのそう甘美な夢。 接吻をあなたに送りなさい、それを受け取ることができることを望みなさい。あなたの毛布のカバーは、冷たくない.. 私の美しい男の子明日会おう!!

no matter wat happens to u ,

dun be afraid cuz there’s a cure ..

although i will move further away from u ,

u no need to fear , nothing can tear us apart ..

the moments we share ,

i will show u how much i care ..

i’ll further my study to university ,

but i assure dat our love will grows beyond the universe  ..

dun shed ur tears ,

because u will always be my dear ..

dry ur tears with a towel ,

i just step my feet to the ivory tower ..

if u feel i’m telling lies ,

then u can seek the truth from my eyes ..

still u dun believe in , u can give me some cues ,

i think i’ll probably telling u the truth ..

u made me realize so much ,

that i love u so much !!

Loves,

♥ L e y ♥

PISCES   (The Partner for Life)
Caring and kind. Smart.  Center of attention.  High appeal.  Has the last word.  Good to f i nd, hard to keep.  Fun to be around.  Extremely weird but In a good way.  Good Sense of Humor!!!  Thoughtful.  Always gets what he or she wants.  Loves to joke.  Very popular.  Silly, fun and sweet. 

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( THIS IS LEYLEY )

GEMINI  (Irresistible)  
Nice.  Love is one of a kind.  Great listeners.  Very Good in the you know where … Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out.  Trustworthy.  Always happy.  Loud.  Talkative.  Outgoing VERY FORGIVINg. Has a beautiful smile.  Generous.  Strong.  THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

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( THIS IS LUENLUEN )

it had been a long time since my last connection to my old friends .. recently , my parents  addicted to jay chou’s song .. they influence me too .. so , this morning , i opened my laptop to listen jay’s songs too .. while i listened to this song ” 止战之伤 “, i remembered u , my old dear friend .. a person who cared me a lot once a time .. he really cared me a lot .. but , i hurt him deeply .. anyway , he will always be my good friend , no matter wherever we are .. guys , u all really gave me a lot of sweet memories .. i miss da time we spent together .. the time , we all were pure and naive ..we helped each other a lots .. phew .. really a lot of memories we had .. we had joy , we had fun , together .. sometimes , i really wish to back to the past once again .. but , i know it’s impossible .. in addition , im having a good spouse right now , a person who really spend all his love to me , whom loves me the most .. so , the only thing dat i can do is to keep those memories inside my heart .. i’ll not forget u guys , instead , u all will be my best buddies forever ..

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。
——纯纯的“对不起” 。

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。
男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

—— “对不起”的快乐 。

大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。
那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

—— “对不起”也是一种承诺。

婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。
慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”

—— “对不起”，谎言的开始。

渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。

—— “对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。

女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。
那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……
许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。

—— 这样的“对不起”太伤人。

男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。
快递为男孩送来一个盒子。
男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。
离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。
对不起，我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。
女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。

—— 原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年，男孩疯了。

每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……把这个故事传下去，让你的朋友们知道，不要随意地说出对不起……

看了有什麽感觸嗎?
心疼?
傷心?

dear , u are facing so many problems right now .. im sorry , i cant even stretch out my strength to help u .. cuz im not a part of ur family member yet .. why are u so bad luck nowadays ? sigh .. but anyway , u must be tough , be strong u know ? never give up ! i know u been implicated falsely , but u didn’t say out anything , because u dun wan others worry about u .. so u just keep those grievance deeply in ur little heart .. but u told me , because u feel dat im the only person u can trust in , can depend upon .. but the only thing i can do is to comfort u , give u some simple advices .. of cuz , i will try to make u happier .. dear , dun be depressed .. remember , if someone despising u , insulting u , or watever happened to u .. i’m always the person who believe in u , supporting u , loving u till the end of my life .. i wan to be ur candle in the dark , and ur smile will be my sunshine after the rain .. * cuddles * , * huggies * * kisses * for u , or even my true love i dedicated for u .. be strong and cheer up , my lovely one ..

( here’s a song i dedicate for u , dat i found it is meaningful , and i wanna sing it for u )

WHEN YOU TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME

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I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

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I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain
I know whats beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

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And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
Ill make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
Im shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

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I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everythings easy now
I have you here

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And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
Ill make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
Im shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

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In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

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And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
Ill make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
Im shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

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You love me
When you tell me that you love me

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Good night , my love

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we were both young when i dedicated love for u , i was a school girl , my hair was black to deference school rules .. these photos stayed in my personal diary above 3 years .. recall back , my graphic design was worse huh ? due to my designs , colorful is the basic condition to make photos nice ! just now , he asked me why my blog is full with my own photos ? he cued me to insert more of our photos inside my blog , he wants to proof to other bloggers that im reserved to him , no one can take me away from him .. wat a mean-spirited person rite ? but i’m happy cuz he asked me to do so , cuz he loves me .. so that’s the way he did .. i ♥ u too dear , and this is the way i do , prove our love to others , and tell them im forever yours .. ^ o ^

mie & lunie

lunie bodo bodo dei

kelly & shirley

us , and this is ..

T h e  w a y  w e  d i n e !

nothing special , jz an ordinary day , watched terror movie , bathe , on da phone with him .. around 6pm , kak ida phoned me , so i seek her in front of 7-e .. she surveyed me , and asked me to fill in the form , then she gave me rm50 .. i earned rm50 for this survey .. just go to jalan toklam kfc to dine .. around 8 , we gathered at kfc .. omg .. the bitch staff does not have politeness , no manners at all ! wat the hell .. the worse thing was the chickens were out of stock ! wat ?? had u all ever heard chicken is out of stock at kfc ? cant imagine , rite ? but it really happened , happened today !! sux .. so , we jz ordered some ala-cartes .. finally i had my words to the survey , not just complain for the chickens , but insult the kfc staff too !! hehe…