Two beautiful and magical dates, more than a year dating on and off, every time we were “on” everything was beautiful and magical… until you got scared, then you disappeared for two weeks (at least). Same thing last time. Two magical dates, your place for the first time, had an amazing time. Didn’t even say goodbye… two weeks later you send an email… missing me, sending kisses… Argh! Why?

My friend says you are deeply in love with me. You said it once “we are getting to a level of intimacy that I cannot handle”… ???? Why do we complicate things when they are as easy as falling in love with someone?

I do miss you. I know there are things that I don’t like about you, but I do miss you, I miss your company, your words, your laugh… watching T.V. together, breakfast in the morning… I wonder if I will ever have that kind of life… I DO miss you!