I’ve been working in TTSH for about 51 days ( 1 month and 21 days). In this short working period, I’ve learn alot of valuable lesson such as

1. How to deal with my relationship problem all by myself, this is the first time I did not call up my bestie to ask them for a shoulder or a listener ear.

2. When you meet a very nasty patient/ customer or colleagues, you must always hold you anger and put on a FAKE smiley face. Be nice to them and never give a chance for them to complain about you.But, when you think you are right, you can always stand up for yourself. DO NOT let them take you for granted.

3. I felt that I am proud of myself because I am earning for my own living now, I pay for all my expenses and I did share abit of my earning with my parents. Is not that I am showing off, but I am just happy that I can proof to my parents that I can earn on my own, and even share with them. I am no more a girl who request for the latest gadgets or attire from them. I can anyhow get it on my own. The satisfaction of getting your own stuff by your own hard earn money is even higher than asking from someone else. In this way, I know I will appreciate more on that goods.
4. I finally realise how frustrating to do the housework all by yourself after a tiring day passed,and no one offers to give you a hand. After the 8 hours of stressful working hour, everyone hope to get home and rest in their clean and tidy house. But when you reach home and sees everything in a mess. The first thing comes to your mind is ANGER, and now I understand why my mum always nag and mumble when she reaches home after work.
5. I,worked in a hospital which I always get to bump into very ill patient. I always show my sympathy to them and try to make them feel better. Sometimes there are some elderly patient who came all the way from their home all alone, without any company from family members. I really do pity them, and I try to give them a hand like talking nicely to them and explain clearly to them what preparation they need to do for the next appointment. So, I know I should do something for my grandparents before it’s too late. I will give them some money to buy things they like or loved, at least I try my best to show them I cared.

We just came back from my aunt’s baby full moon party. Before we went there, we had our late lunch at Mcd. There was an old lady sitting beside me enjoying her ice cream all alone. Age about 60-70plus. Whenever I see all this elderly, I will definately feel pity for them. So, when J came over after purchasing the meal, I story to him. But he just said “aiyah don’t bother bout ppl la,everytime keep on saying all this”. At that moment I was so angry and sad, maybe he felt that I speak too much. But, i doesnt want to argue with him so I just keep in my heart and just shut up.

 Then, we take a bus to my aunt’s house, everything was fine until when we are leaving from City Square. He keep on teasing me and purposely want to raise my temper. I was controlling my temper for once, and twice…until the very last time I get really mad and I doesnt want to speak to him.

He kept on asking me why am I like that, he felt that I am a bad tempered person and get mad easily, why cant I just forget bout it. He was asking me why must I make until the situation like that everytime.

Sometimes I really dont know whether the matter is on me or him.

I know we both are exhausted, I start to think whether we both are really suitable for each other. sigh…

It’s been a long long time since i last update my blog. I’ve started my work in Singapore 1month plus ago, time passes so fast and I am really afraid to say goodbye to my dear.

In this 1 month plus, I faught with him for more than 10times I guessed. A couple of hours ago, we just settle our problems. I felt a little sorry for him for my stubborn attitude, but I hope he understands how much I love him.

I hope in this few months time, we will learn to know more bout each other and be more tolerate.