It’s a beautiful Sunday today, and it’s Malaysia celebrating the 51st Independent Day. Adeline’s bf house were having party and he invited us. After that, he invited CE to come over for Chivas 18 years. Places which have alcohol, CE will most probably turn up. Lolx…He forced us to finish the 1Litre Chivas. 7 of us get so tipsy and need me to say more? Jess got damn drunk..hahaha… But we did have fun. A stressful week must have a booze or 2 to chill n relax ourselve.

Here are some pictures taken that night.

HUNYAN AND I..It’s been a long time since I last meet him..about 7 months I guess…

ADELINE AND I…=)

Can you see jess is totally K.O?? lolx…Adeline is messing with her..haha

Ever since I flip through his past, I get very sensitive with his words. I know, he has been explaining that he have nothing to do with her anymore but somehow I still have a torn in my heart.I have no idea is it normal to feel so. It will never helps if I keep on holding this issue in our relationship, it will make it worst. But, of cause I’ve tried my best to flush it off my mind. Trust me, I am trying so hard. Maybe I just need time, or maybe I over reacted on an issue which is not crucial.

Maybe he is right, I shouldnt bring up so many problems. It is making two parties feel exhausted. I am thinking bout it and I will change.

I wrote this for my sweetheart to show him how much I miss him. =)

2008,Nov 16 he says Hie,
I fell in love with this guy,
His name is Wee Zai,
I just cant take him off my eyes,
I just turn so shy,
& my heart beat rise,
We promised there will be no lies,
I’ll try to change my vice,
One two three four five,
Our love never dies.

I couldnt sleep and so i decide to click through the net. I found this 2 picture accidently. Hmm…what should I say?? I am speechless though.

 On 22 of august, when i was cleaning his room. Coinciddently,I found a box full of his ex stuff. My curiosity was so strong and i just cant help myself from flipping all those stuff. I know I am breaking his privacy but…sigh..i just couldnt help myself. I know I am too much and I was sorry. I don’t know why my tears shed when I am reading those stuff. Just felt so miserable and words just couldnt explain how I felt. The feeling was so strong and it’s painful to me. I don’t have the guts to speak to him face to face because I am afraid my tears might just shed infront of him. I know those are the past but I still feel something inside me.

Today, when I was about to leave for Sunway. He hurt my heart with just a sentence “there’s alot of things you do not know”. I felt so sad and heart broken. How would I know if he does not tells??

Anyway,he already explain everything and I felt better right now. I am glad he still cares how I feel. I don’t want to give up so easily because I still love him.

It’s my 20th birthday today. August 20, 2008. Or we could say 20/08/2008. What a lucky number. All comes in 20!!!!!!!!~Hehe…I enjyoyed myself today and I had a simple but sweet memorable birthday. My b took leave today just to keep me accompany. I was touched and thankful. We spend our day in town (Singapore) from 1pm-10pm.

First, we go for lunch at Pepper Lunch

and then went for a movie at Cathay.

Then J says that he is tempted by ice cream waffles and so we went for one.

 After that, we decided to go to the East Coast with the cupcakes bought from Central.

We were relaxing by the beach side, listening to the waves and blowing the strong wind. It was so comfortable and I had a flashback of the moment while I was in Redang. Later on, both of us wanted to get a light meal before we left the town, so we went for some western food.

Although everything sounds normal but actually a simple day out it’s enough for me as long as I am celebrating my birthday with my special one.

This my my birthday gift for my lovely sweetheart…(”,)

THANX ALOT SWEETIE..=)

Today was my first day of period. We are suppose to go to JB after J finish work but I was in agony. I almost faint in the toilet. I do not know why this time I experience this kind of pain. J took care of me and he sent me to the doctor. I was quite guilty to screw up our plan. After dinner, I felt better so we went to Mustafar and have a walk. I felt lucky because J was with me while I was sick.

I reached Singapore at 4pm yesterday. I felt so excited and happy because i can finally meet my sweetie. =) He came to pick me up when i reached and we went for dinner near Woodlands checkpoint. Then, we went to get some groceries at cold storage. We bought 10 packs of Lay’s. haha…I LOVE LAY’S!!!~

Today, we went to Orchard Road to get a pair of Havaianas and went to Shaw cinema.

We watched Journey to the center of the earth. One thing good about that cinema is, they hired senior citizen to collect the tickets.It’s an easy job and i thought it’s good for them so that they can spend their free time work and earn some extra money. Isnt that a good idea?? I was quite touched after seeing that.

After movie, we went outside of the Shaw building and have a drink at Mccafe.

6 of us..3 couples

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This is the second time meeting his friends. There were some misunderstanding after the 1st time we met, so I was quite nervous before meeting them today. Somehow it was the 1st time I chat with them so I was quite shy at the beginning. But, things did not turn out badly, they were quite friendly and nice.

We started at Times Square Starbucks then left for Sakae Sushi, Pavilion at 8.30pm. We thought the night is still young and we did not feel like going home, so we had a plan for club. Ended up at Poppy. Everything just turn up so nice and smooth..

Today is a day to remember because this is the first time I brought him to my house. I have not felt this way before, the feeling is just so complicated. Although he just spend a few minutes with my parents but I hope they know who am I dating.

I know the efford he is putting in and I am really thankful and glad.

I always wanted a nice and beautiful nose. Beside injections and plastic surgery, what other ways can I use?? Can anyone tell me??

The passed few months, I saw this “NOSE UP” accessory selling for Rm39.90 and guess what?? I was able to buy the same product for only  

Rm2.50!!!~

YES!!~ is Rm 2. 50.

I am not sure whether it is effective but no harm trying right??

This is the way we spend our free time. Holding the mic,open our throat and SING!!!~ =)