A week passed after the Singapore trip, I felt like a month than a week to me. I’m missing my sweetie so much…=’( We just get rid of a small little argument yesterday, it was just because of a small little misunderstanding between us. He felt annoyed because we argued over a small little things. And I finally notice,communication is a crucial problem in a relationship, even with friends or family. I found myself falling for him deeper and deeper day by day. He is the first guy that I decide to let my parents know, maybe I really wanna have a stable relationship with him. He is different from others, he is understanding which still keep his personality. His attractive part is strong in his own opinion, well, it’s not consider ego. hehe..He is simple and yet complicated. I just love the way he is. Mindy is just childish sometimes but I hope i did not hurt his feelings as I am trying to change. =)

I don’t know how long can I handle this kind of feelings which we both are far apart. But I know we both must put in afford to make this work. I hope I can learn to be independent now. I cant just depend on another party always. It’s time to grow up Mindy..=)

My summer here in Singapore is reaching to a full stop. I will be leaving tomorrow evening. Time passes so fast and I really don’t feel like saying goodbye to him. In this 2 weeks, I really enjoy being with him. I can feel the care n love he gave. This visit really helps me understand him more.The most touching part was this day, when he is going out for work. He knows that my purse is empty as i spent too much. He left me a 50dolar under my hp before he left. When I woke up and saw that, I’m really touched. He is so caring. =’(

30minutes ago, before he left for work, he asked me how am I gonna handle this feelings when he needs to work OT very often. I really feel like crying because I couldn’t see him very often after this summer. No more good night kiss, no more good night hugs, no more dating…=( *SOB SOB*

I know he also feel sad for the goodbyes but no choice, long distance relationship are like that. We’ve already expected. I hope we can walk thru this tough path and built a strong trust.

Although I only spend 2 weeks with him, but my feelings towards him is growing stronger and stronger. Believe it or not. I really dont feel like leaving him. I missed him alot. =’( I pity him, always alone while having his meals. I wished i could accompany him all the time.

This is my third day back from Singapore. Wing sze already arrived from Germany and i spent time with her for the pass 2 days. She’s really cute and adorable. Later I’ll be bringing her out with James. I did not want to go out personally with him as I know J is really sensitive with him. Anyway, I really miss J.

Actually, I’m really confused bout my future right now. After I finish my diploma, I still have 1 year free to wait for my advance intake. I don’t know should I work here as an admin or apply job from Singapore. If I am able to  work there then me and J could spend more time together. But if i give up this admin job in Malaysia, and failed to apply it in Singapore?? I will not get any of this 2 job. OMG!!!~ confused~ =(

I just reach Singapore this morning. We were all exhausted because we suppose to board the bus in the afternoon and reach yesterday night but the bus ticket were sold out, so we booked a hotel in Kuala Terengganu and rest in the afternoon, then board the bus at 9pm. We(jess ray wendy he me n J) spend 3 days 2 night in Redang, it was sooooo fun. The snorkelling and marine park was a nice experience. I swimmed with the sharks, nemo,sting ray n etc. Besides that, we also get to chat with the beach boys. They were so friendly and down to earth. During this 3 days trip, the best part was resting at the beach side listening to the waves and feeling the texture of the wind with the person i loved. It’s really relaxing and stress-free. (”,)

I really do enjoy my trip here and feel so sad to leave. I will definately come back again.

I reached Singapore on the 9th and J came to the custom and picked me. This is the first time I travel to Singapore all alone. It was a good experience indeed..=) Me n J was quite shy when we first saw each other, but it changed after the moon rise..I hope we can go further than this.

Then, when we got back from Redang, my trip to Singapore was totally AWESOME!!~ I had so much fun and memories with him.Although just sitting in front of the computer can be happy and comfortable too. Besides that, J also bring me everywhere to discover Singapore.

Here are few pictures that we took during my trip to Singapore.