I was in the midst of chatting with my friends in MSN and suddenly Ken bump up with a message “Hi, How R U??”. It’s been a century I’ve not meet him or chat with him because I’ve lost his number when my hp was stolen. I did not make the first move to ask for his number because I thought it is an embarassing thing for me to do. I did not want him to look down on me again. Then, I replied him by telling him bout my lost phone and the car accident I met last 2 week. He ask why didn’t I confronted the guy who stole my Hp, and I told him I didnt who was it. He thought i was drunk but I was not. Thereafter, he asked me to save his number and asked me to ring if I have any problems. The conversation we are having this time is so different from the last, I was not excited like last time. This time we chat more like a friend than a scandal or couple. I feel comfortable thereto but somehow I still feel like revenging. He used to be insolent to me and I want him to regret for letting me go. I know last time I’m not preety and alluring, therefore I will make myself preetier start from this minute. I hope I will not meet him till I slim down a little. Besides that, I know I will gain some self confidence if i reduce some weight. I really do want to change my outlook.