Guys, meet Alvin my adopted child during our Adopt- a - child Program in our school. a Grade 1 student from a public schoo.l

This was me and Alvin during our first meeting.

I let him experience the rides in our school. He was on the Pegasus ride at these pictures.(I wasn’t able to take pictures with other rides.)

The view at the top of the Ferris Wheel. Seen here is the grade school building and the outside basketball court.

  During the snack time at the canteen.

  I also brought him inside our building. He was with some other friends from their school, playing at our stage.

  This was before the gift giving and before we bid farewell to each other.

  Alvin together with my friends (in the civilian clothing) and his classmates (in their uniform).

I learned from this boy to share my blessing with other people. Even though I spent money for him that much I was so happy that time. The feeling was light. Now I realized how life is difficult for some people, especially to Alvin. Even though he was from a public school he touched the life of a senior high school student, a Paulinian. I hope that we would meet each other again someday. Both of us professionals? I can’t wait anymore for that day.

Even though this adopt a child program is just our project in Religious Education, this made me learn of so many things.

I lost again my money. God, how much more. I still don’t know why I can’t still learn the lesson behind these stuffs. BTW, I lost again 1 thousand. Ammmmff. And I still don’t know if I would tell this to my parents or not. It’s my allowance for 2 weeks. And the suspect is inside our classroom since I left my money in my bag. It was our P.E. time then when I lost it. I only learned that it was lost when I checked it after our P.E. class. The last time I saw it was when we were going to the gymnasium to have our P.E. class  and some of my classmates cut class during that time…

I hope that my money would be returned to me even just half for it. My parents would kill me if they learn about this…

yes, I passed one entrance exam for college. (my first choice was chemical engineering wherein I passed and my second choice was medical technology wherein I’m wait listed)  Unfortunately I didn’t pass the entrance exam on one of the universities I chose to study.

Another accomplishment is that I am an honor student (which I was not expecting) this grading period. I became an honor student last grading but I was shocked when our academic Chair called my name and said my average. It rose up by almost one point.

And this is because of hardships, the people around me and  God. Thanks to all..

Just this afternoon, somebody attempted to kill herself in our school. When I looked at this person I was shocked because this person was my former best friend. Yeah, she’s a former best friend. She was crying and shouting at the same time. I don’t know if i would laugh at her or would pity her… At first, I thought that she was just catching the attention of everybody inside our gymnasium (we were inside then) but when she shouted, I saw her looking to a guy (same year as us) who was his classmate. her eyes were like on fire. I chatted with one of my seatmates and she was laughing about that incident. I said that she should stop because somebody from the group of this crying girl was looking at her…

This girl attempted to jump on the 6th or 7th level of our bleachers. Good that she was stopped by those people around her. When I was about to ask my another seatmate we were called already to line up on the lobby of the gymnasium because our program would start in a few minutes…

Actually, I really pity this girl. She has as attitude of killing herself if she doesn’t what to do. yeah. she asks for some advices but often times she doesn’t follow these. Poor girl…

If only she knew that her life was very precious. She should be thankful because she’s still alive. She should be grateful because she is still with her family. Doesn’t this girl know that God has the only right to take away her life? I hope that she would be able to read this so that she may be enlightened a little bit…

Yes, every hour, every minute, every day in our lives we learn something.

I just want to share with you guys what I learned earlier during our P. E. class.

Don’t push yourself onto something that you cannot really do. Yes, that’s one of what I learned earlier. I really sucked in dancing. (it’s our activity earlier.)Yeah. I terribly hate it. I really get bored when I watch dance performance. And I really get irritated when I dance. (I’m bad at it) My feet are both left. My teacher scolded our group for being shy that time. (I thought I was the only one to be scolded.)

Another lesson I learned today. Don’t be shy whenever you good thing for yourself.

While we were dancing our classmate said to us “nahihiya lang kayo”(”you’re just being shy”. Now, I learned how to do things right….

Got to finish school stuffs…bye

Good bye 2009. Hello 2010…

What awaits me on 2010 depends on me…. Let’s just wait. What I’m going to do is wait, wait,wait infront of the computer.

zzz.zzz.zzz.

A song from Paramore. My favorite band. I just can’t wait for their concert here in the Philippines. It will be on March 9. Sad to say, I will not be able to attend because it’s a class day for us…………………

I’m bored to continue this one……………………zzzzzz

I have been listening to some Beethoven’s compositions o’er the week. Actually, I don’t plan to hear them. It’s just our music teacher encouraged us to do so. I was a little bit irritated that time because I don’t like listening to those kind of music…BEFORE.

But now. I love to listen unto it. God, it feels like heaven to hear those pieces especially Fur Elise and Moonlight Sonata. I want to hate myself because I didn’t realize before that these compositions were great and these kind of music will never ever die.

And through this blog I want to thank my Music teacher… Sir, thank you because you let me hear those king of music I hated before but now, repetitively listening to it. Sorry for being a king of stupid. I now learned my lesson, Sir.

Just this morning, we garnered the second place in the most behaved and cleanest class in our year level. I was the one who got the banner since I’m the COB councilor of the class.(yes, it’s just a banner)

Some of my classmates were happy, some were not. It’s like, okay we won. And that’s it. Now, I’m wondering why I’m not happy. Since we won. I should be happy. However , it’s not. It’s just like I went up the stage and that’s all. What could be the reason behind this?

ARRRGH!!! I will not anymore bother myself for this one. It just makes me go insane..


Misery Business – Paramore Music Code

While doing this at school, I remembered some lines from a certain song.The lines go like this:
“…I’ve watch his wildest dreams come true
not one of them involving you
JUST WATCH MY WILDEST DREAMS COME TRUE
not one of them involving…”

These lines were very striking to me. Oh, for your information dear reader, this song was sung by Paramore(i really love this band.) entitled Misery Business.
Gone were those times that I could relate on the lines of this song. I remembered those people who had once criticized me but now they are now
below my precious feet. See how they would criticize me.
1. I was the ugliest person.
2 Everything bad was in me.
3. One classmate of mine said I was being influenced by my other classmate in a bad way.(SHE said I was being devilized and this means that I’m a devil)
4.They would compare me to other people who were better than me BEFORE, but now these people had now reached their downfall.
5. They said that I can’t be an astronaut someday. Why? Very simple. I would not fit in, in a space rocket.
6. One of my teachers said that i don’t deserve to be an honor student.
7. Again, one of my teachers put me in shame.(reader, if you know this person better be quiet)

Those were only some of the hurtful events in my life. You know reader, all of my anger to these persons are still inside of me. I am a kind if person who would take all things seriously. Until now and up to this time, I still feel the hatredness on these persons (especially the teacher who once put me in shame). the way I encoded this would express the anger to them. Ooops, I almost forgot that I was using the keyboard at school, I’ll just continue this when I reach our house.

…Now that i’ve reached our house let’s continue our discussion. Until now I’m very angry to those people who criticized me in that way. Now, what’s the connection of those lines on my past experiences? Simple. This just reflects me, my whole self, myself during those times. However, those times taught me important lessons in life and these were:

1. Don’t take things too seriously. You might go to heaven (or if not maybe in purgatory or you may want in hell) in no time.
2. Never criticize a person if you don’t really know who he/she is.
3. Nevermind those people who would put you in shame. They don’t have the right to do it so to you and they have no right to live in happiness.
4. Nobody can stop you from dreaming. Do your own will.
5. If you want to achieve something, go for it.
6. Don’t be a pessimist.(”For A Pessimist, I’m Pretty Optimistic” this is my themesong for this one)

So for those people who are involved here,

JUST WATCH MY WILDEST DREAMS COME TRUE!!!
GET READY FOR YOUR DOWNFALL, YOU WILL KNEEL BEFORE ME.

LOL