Well im not sure what my inspiration for this is, but its just a plain average poem, in standard form

Baby Seal

Im just a little baby Seal
Please understand how i feel
Your not my master you cant make me Heel
Everyday i frolic playfully like a seal

In this open blue sea
Please look, with you and me
I Can see my relection, look its me
Wide open stretching out is the sea

You are not my master
As i run along the ice faster
Look i can see a caster
Fishing in the sea ever faster

Every day is lots of fun
Doesnt this sound like a pun
My life as a seal will never change
Living everyday with more range.

(-)
Please look at me as i look at you
We arent standing in a queue
I Have to ask, how do you feel
I feel great because im a seal

 Well my latest Poem

~Wave/Heart~

Like a crashing wave of emotion
Gently against my emotional walls
Emotion running deep inside me
Inside, outside, my walls remain
Stronger, stronger, against my heart
Emotion as strong as desire
Desire as strong as my heart
Inside my heart quakes
Waving against my emotional wall
This Wall i built around my heart
Crashing against my very soul
Longing for our souls to meet
Eternally in an endless embrace
Emotions in my heart waving
Gently against my very soul
I Long to be with you
By your very side
My emotional walls opening before you
My heart wants you inside
To be with me forever
in an emotional filled poem week

Well, my inspiration for this, is well, nothing, its late here, but, i feel like writing about this

Left of Right

Left of an ending
Ending to the right of me
Right to a new beggining
Left behind the past
Past is to the right of me
My Future dead ahead
Left, Right, Future Present
Left by the wayside
Right  beside my heart
Left behind my sadness
Right beside my despair
Left behind my unhappy heart
Right beside the pain im feeling
Left Right, Left, Right
Whichever direction im born anew
Because thats me

Heheh… i tried to make this rhyme, not very good but readable… it seems to be an ongoing theme, emotion that is, well hope you like

Well, all things considered, a friend of mine, had a rather sad situation to be in, she also was let down by yet another guy in the past that pretty much emotionally scarred her, thinking back she obviously wanted to move on, and tried too, only to find someone, that someone was great at first to her, but it was all an act, and to be quite honest, he was a creep..

so this poem, marks, well betrayel.. or however its spealt Lol

~Betray~

Walking Beside you This fateful day
I Looked into your eyes
Your Eyes showed me hope
Hope filled my heart
You filled my heart with happyness
Each  day i thought of you
My Thoughts never changed
You were always on my mind
My Heart My Soul was yours
I Thought we belonged together
Was Together forever
I Thought things were perfect
perfect for you
You broke my heart
The Heart that was yours
My Trust , My Soul left me
You Hurt me deep inside
These Happy days are gone
All that fills my heart is despair
Happyness a thing of the past
Past, future, i cant see anymore
I Thought you were the one
The one that brought me happyness
But instead, all you brought was despair
i needed you, but you didnt need me
i was living a lie
now i live alone
just me, only me

~Betrayed ~

if your reading this, and you know who you are, i hope you feel better.. im here if you need to talk

Well, im not sure of my inspiration for this, but i put some thought in to this, and pretty much made this as and when it came to me 

 Broken Wing

Drifting through the open sky
Higher into the open expanse
This deep blue sky
Flying through the endless blue
Clouds rippling through like the ocean waves
Flying higher through the waving clouds
Blue becoming white, becoming blue
Light reflecting accross my wings
Light as a feather blowing in the wind
With the wind blowing my wings
I Feel Alive, I Feel Stronger
Dancing through the clouds
Ever so blue, ever so free
Like a bird, i fly
and like a bird i fall
for my wings are broken
Neither alive nor dead
looking up into the endless blue
this is my life, this is my future
this is how it ends
for my wings are broken
closing my eyes
following the light

i hope you enjoy, this is like the life of a bird, once enjoying life, flying through the endless sky, but for one tragic moment, ended it all, with one last look into the open blue skys, remembering the life it once, had, before going into the light to God.

its actually a sad but special poem =)

This is more a recap of how far ive gone on final fantasy 12, for reference, alright so im currently 31hours into the game, and have ashe at level 29, penelo at level 27, and fran at level 26

from the leviathan, basically, you escape and find refuge with Ondore, the group pretty much says that you need the dawn shard to prove Ashes lineage, and as such the group eventually escapes, and off to the sandsea they go, Lol…
well personally i liked the part where everyones like lets go, one character after another, i guess no one wanted to stay behind and be with Ondore, whilst everyone else is on a mission to save Dalmasca Lol..

So anyway The Sandsea which is basically 2 very huge, long drawn out areas, is so mind numbly boring it , could almost make you cry, basically Vossler joins up again, and you find out that these desert people petrol the area, Oh noes?.. and quite frankly, nothing more then that happens until you get to the kings tomb..

i found the fairly predictable flying bird before the tomb funny, i know robbert said take a lot of bows, because its difficult but after a long string of quickenings, i managed to beat within a few minutes, now finally after a long drawn out exploration of the tomb, you get, well a lovely back story from Ashe, and you get your first Esper? yay..?..

i didnt think much of the part next, because, like, you get captured, AGAIN.. why?… LOL

long story short a judge makes a deal with you, the dawn shard for the freedom of dalmasca and its people, and as you can see that doesnt end up well, since, well, the judge uses the dawn shard and, blows himself and everyone else, to, well the place DOWN BELOW LOL

before that, it basically made me go  WHAAAAAAAAAT, because, like Vossler of all people, is the boss.. LOL.. hes like. hes doing it for the good of dalmasca, im like.. well dur… Summons Belias, goodbye Vossler, it almost makes me wonder, why they gave an esper so early? because like he doesnt stand a chance.

you eventually get the dawnshard back, and after a long drawn out talk its off to Jahara, which is south of the Giza Plains.. Ashe wants to learn more about the power of the dawnshard….

so, after reaching the half way point, and quite frankly a bit, well A BIT more happens then what ive said, but… nothing exciting, it was cool seeing the Arcadian council/Vaynes dad talk, but the Ghost of Ashes lover at different points NAHHH, if they want to do that kinda stuff they should of made a romantic back story at the start, something theyve failed to do thus far.

im pretty sure Penelo loves Vaan, or that its probably just a brother sister thing, shes so protective and cares about him? is that love.. maybe

i have to admit, Ashe is a pretty strong chick, after all the stuff thats happened, she keeps on going.. its obvious when her dead lover appears in ghost form, her defensive walls, you know emotional ones start to break down.. with the words “I will avenge you” coming from her.. mouth..

but.. isnt it, like his fault? he see at the start of the game when its Dalmasca vs Arcadia the battle of the airships/ground forces, him and Basch fighting away, and bamn, hes like il go on ahead, a flying arrow hits him, oh noes i died LOL

Well i sorta figured i should do this, basically this will be a section for me, to well, say hey to people i know, i wont do everyone, as that would sorta make it redundant but one per week or so

Steph, just wanted to say, for the time ive known you, you”ve been, an awesome freind, and a great person to speak to, heck you”ve listened to me when ive had a problem, and me you, and well i hope we can remain freinds forever, if possible, i know its difficult online, as we may lose touch, but as long as im here, well il be there for you when you need me.. well try to be, i know we”ve had one or 2 minor issues, but yeah, your awesome, dont change

You know how much i love hearing from friends, and generally chatting and getting to know people here, joking around, having fun, the usual, i admit my sense of humour does sometimes confuse some people or maybe make them, mad, well anyways, for a little while now, someone keeps emailing me, and being very forward to say the least, im thinking, she/he/it knows me, but.. they like all sound alike, from 3-4 different usernames now

Basically this girl, says how hot i am, and how she loves me, and uses nothing but hearts after each comment, ive tried asking who are you? but never get a response, well for the first time i responded, ive been deleting them, as and when they appear, because to be honest its not worth the hassle of replying

Now if your the girl in question, and i know , well i think i know who you are, your being creepy, i dislike girls that are THAT forward that i dont even know.. heck i dont even know your first name,  you MAY love me, but thats not love, just because im a guy, doesnt mean, well you can say those things, heck.. im not one to , like tell on people, but dang…  send me anymore email like that and il have a section up, to show the world, well my readers, what youve been saying to someone you dont even know period.

and well to anyone else, that i know, keep emailing, i love hearing from you guys =P

You are the only one for me
hearing of you makes my heart race
hearing of you makes my heart soar
high into the sky like a bird
in the sky , in the heavens
hearing of you makes me look to the future
you are the only one
my heart belongs to you
because my heart is in the heavens

well a short but sweet write up lol

for the longest time now, ive been a fan of Negima, the anime and the manga, more so the Manga, since the anime, went a little off the rail at different points and didnt follow the manga like it should do, so anyway, ive loved this show purely because its fun, and well annoying at the same time.

Basically Negima tells the story of a Class in Mahora Accademy, taught by a 10 Year old Boy Negi Springfield, the class is 2-A, i believe most girls in the class are like 13, 14?, Asuna being who im guessing by, so talking about the anime, how does this work out? well quite simply, Negi and the 30 other girls have like 26 episodes of weirdness and fun, at Mahora Accademy, you get a real sense of classness from this, and at the same time friendship

if i could summerise the series into parts it would probably be

Negi introduces himself to the class, the girls reactions, and how Negi settles in to his new life as a teacher, a 10 year old teachers

Evangeline episodes, dealing with her

Random Class girl episodes dealing with them, and Negi

Negi + Asuna Episodes, more characterisation

Class episodes, where they do activitys as a class, or the girls alone

and finally, Save Asuna, come on Asuna,

Basically, as ive just mentioned Asuna, and Ayaka are probably the 2 most important characters next to Negi as they have, well an unspoken crush, in Asunas case, but the most dominant personalitys out the 30 or so girls, and have the most involvement with Negi whilst hes well there.

i liked how Nodoka had a crush on Negi, but was too shy to say anything, this was, at the same time weird, but suited her character well, shes so quiet, you have to just go aww when shes on screen, shes best friends with Yue, it seems like to me every girl, well the ones that have screentime, has someone they can call a friend.

so what does a 10 Year old do, when every girl is somehow in love with him? well to be honest nothing, it seems everyone, well most love Negi in some way shape or form.

did i forget to mention Negi is a Magician? son of the great Nagi.. well he is lol, he cant tell anyone since like he will get into trouble, they eventually find out anyway, he conflicts with Evangeline at times, but in the end they end up more as friends..

so much to say about this series, i mean so many characters and situations heh lol… i love..

My Favourite character was Evangeline, shes a young girl Vampire that was trapped on the grounds by a Magical Spell by Nagi, Negis father, she was actually a very attractive women, when she was.. well full powered, i believe she is more powerful then Negi, but then again, if she beat Negi and killed him, Negima would be over in 5 episodes.

I like Asuna, not because shes, the main female character, but because shes hard on the outside, but so incredibly soft and kind hearted, and episode 24? made me sad very sad.. meh at me getting teary eyed over an anime.. poor Asuna =(

if you havent watched Negima before, i reccomend that you do, its actually very good.