Today is talk like a pirate day!

so arrghh, today we pillage and plunder, find our selves a nice treasure!bring it the gorg mate!

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Last friday was the anivarsay party of a forum I post in, I went with my friend Cristibel, and this is what happens when we both get together and we have a camera available

The smoke was not planned, we realized it after the picture was taken, butit gives a very cool and crazy effect to the pic

Last Friday I didn’t had plans for the night, but the night had plans for me.

As I was driving home, my best friend called and asked me to go out with her. We went to eat something and she paid for everything. While we were eating, my friends called me to the usual bar. I got there and they bought me a tequila :D. When the bar closed , I wanted to go to a certain place where there is always electronic music and I wanted to dance. My friends dumped me, so i went to my car and started my home, when Luis told me to go to this place I wanted to go.

As if accepting an invitation from him was not bad enough, we bought me two drinks “Ruso Negro”, it’s vodka with coffee liquor. We went to dance, and he started kissing my cheek and all of a sudden i just kissed him… That is what i think I did wrong…

He’s been trying to date me for a long time, but he knows how I feel about Gabriel, but he has keep on trying. So I decided to go out with him, as a friend, and I end up kissing him….

My head is a mess right now… Everyone is telling me that i should tell Gabriel how I feel about him, or forget about him and move on forward…. But, with this guy? They now each other and are kind of friends….

I don’t know!

I love going to the beach!!!! and this weekend was just great!

I did miss him a lot, specially because I was the only one alone, well Rodol was alone because Gaby was not able to go, but that’sa different situation.

For a moment I kind of hated them, but later I just focused on enjoying the trip, no mater what.

And well, I had fun with my camera

Always search for it.

Nor everything is so bad. I was without a car for a week, it was driving me crazy, but I got to see him every morning, even sleep next to him in the bus. We had lots of conversations, one which included the possibility of  him traveling with me again, and guess who comes to work with me again?

This will give me more chances to find out if he wants to be friends with me or if he is trying to come back with me or what.

At the moment, I am just enjoying his company, the conversation… If it is meant to be, then it will happen.

“Good things comes to those who waits”

So, I’ve been without a car since Monday. I am really tired to be running around by bus, considering that I have to get up at 4am and all the places I have to go to, moving by bus is really a pain.

But  not today. This morning, he sat next to me at the company’s bus. We talked for a moment and then we both fell asleep. So, for today, not having a car was good for me, because I could enjoy a moment, a short and simple, but wonderful moment next to him.

Waking up and smelling him, turn my head and see him next to me, that alone, made my day.

Part of the process of enjoying whatever the day brings and stop being a time freak planing my life minute by minute.

Take this out of my chest! I love you!

Well yes, my fairy, the one for my belly, just took a short ride in my car.

What I mean?

Easy, my car had an issue (yes another one!) and the money I was thinking to use for my tattoo will be used to fix my dear beloved car.

On the positive side, my car will be running better, I have the money to pay for it, and I have to work on Sunday.

Positive side of working this Sunday: Gabriel, I’ll give him a ride to work and back home

I really enjoy being able to talk with him, give him a ride, make jokes with him… It’s nice and it makes me feel happy! If the chance for us to come back together is there, it will happen when it has to happen, I will not rush things this time and just be patient.

As for my fairy, I will have her in my belly before December, that’s my goal!

I do, for real!

I have finally make up my mind and I’m going to have fairy with me all the time… yep, in my belly, near the hip bone

I’m not sure when I will do it, this week my life does not belong to me, it belongs to 5 guys, lol, to Cardamomo, we have a lot of gigis this week. But next week I’ll go check prices and all and depending on prices… go ahead at once with the plan

Fairies are soooo nice!

Since I got out of my grandma’s house, so many good things have been happening to me, it is as if that house is a negativity focus.

There is a possibility of dancing out of the country, which will be a wonderful opportunity,  and lots of gigs with Cardamomo, plus being a “decoration” on an event Prisca will be dancing… No one asks or complaints because I get home at 5am… everything is great!

I am happy, and I know a lot of better stuff will come to my life. As they say: “It can’t rain 4 ever”