Wow, it´s been long since may last entry….. well a lot has happened, my life is better, I have a new job, a new boyfriend (I´m totally in love with him) I would love to say that I have a new house, but thata´s what I´m still working on.

Currently I´m doing nothing at my new job, supposedly I´m on training, but well… A frog can teach me better how to fly  lol! But looking at the bright side of it, I have a job.

My boyfriend it´s just… what I needed. He is always there for me, he loves the fact that I dance, actually if I ask him to come with me to a rehearsal, he does it, and he was Hilal´s (my belly dance group) staff for a big festival that took place April 4. He is there for me and supports me 100%, just the way a real partner should be. And of course I am there for him and support him 100%.

The house… well I´m still at grandma´s, but looking forward on moving on my own again, I do need it, specially since she does not let me take my boyfriend to my room to watch tv, he can only be on the living room, and most of the time she is around, which is kind of uncomfortable…. And this makes me wonder what went wrong with her, because my great-grandma (her mother) was a really open mind person who didn´t care about this things, as my grandma´s youngest sister, so I wonder: Why she does?

My mom says it´s because the life she has had, my grandfather left her with 6 children to go with another woman…. It´s kind of sad to see then that she hasn´t been able to get over this even though this happened more than 30 years ago, because by keeping that feeling inside her, she is missing so many good things that could be happening to her… But oh well, we have tried to make her forget about it and she doesn´t want to, so there´s nothing else we can do, it´s her own decision….

And in more happy news, my b-day it´s this saturday and I will have a nice party at Hector´s house. I’m sure i’m going to enjoy it sooooooo much, specially with Dadwin by my side