So, I realized I was still in love with my ex, Diego. We had a conversation last week where we decided that we were going to be friends and just let things flow…

But last night, we went out to have dinner, we were talking and he started talking like if we were a couple. That took us to a very serius and deep conversation were we ended up toghether again.

I do want to give him this second chance and to proof me that he has changed. I should be jumping arround all exited and happy, but I am not… I am glad that we are able to try it again, but I need to make certain that this is for real before I start jumping around.

I guess that from all that has happen to me this year, I have learned that you can’t just go and trust someone fully if this person has not showed it is worth it. This time I will be careful and I will not do the same as last time, at the first sing of goign into the same direction we were, I’ll drop off the ship and sail away…

I just don’t want to hurt him or that he hurts me again….

Finally I got my fairyi n my belly! well, it is located over the hip bone, butthe point is, she is there!

And here she is, inspired by “Foxglove” by Amy Brown

This week, is the changes week.

I quit my job, and tomorrow I move out on my own, alone.

I still can’t beleive this is happening. Sometimes I tell myself it is only a dream and I will wake up soon. Why if everything that is happening  now is on the best intrest for me? because in some way, I am scared.

Is different to move out from any place becuase you want to, and you decided so, than moving out becuase you have to and there is no other option.

I just need to stay focused and think of the positive side , cuase we always need to find the positive side of everything.