Always search for it.

Nor everything is so bad. I was without a car for a week, it was driving me crazy, but I got to see him every morning, even sleep next to him in the bus. We had lots of conversations, one which included the possibility of  him traveling with me again, and guess who comes to work with me again?

This will give me more chances to find out if he wants to be friends with me or if he is trying to come back with me or what.

At the moment, I am just enjoying his company, the conversation… If it is meant to be, then it will happen.

“Good things comes to those who waits”

So, I’ve been without a car since Monday. I am really tired to be running around by bus, considering that I have to get up at 4am and all the places I have to go to, moving by bus is really a pain.

But  not today. This morning, he sat next to me at the company’s bus. We talked for a moment and then we both fell asleep. So, for today, not having a car was good for me, because I could enjoy a moment, a short and simple, but wonderful moment next to him.

Waking up and smelling him, turn my head and see him next to me, that alone, made my day.

Part of the process of enjoying whatever the day brings and stop being a time freak planing my life minute by minute.

Take this out of my chest! I love you!

Well yes, my fairy, the one for my belly, just took a short ride in my car.

What I mean?

Easy, my car had an issue (yes another one!) and the money I was thinking to use for my tattoo will be used to fix my dear beloved car.

On the positive side, my car will be running better, I have the money to pay for it, and I have to work on Sunday.

Positive side of working this Sunday: Gabriel, I’ll give him a ride to work and back home

I really enjoy being able to talk with him, give him a ride, make jokes with him… It’s nice and it makes me feel happy! If the chance for us to come back together is there, it will happen when it has to happen, I will not rush things this time and just be patient.

As for my fairy, I will have her in my belly before December, that’s my goal!