We are supposed to learn from our mistakes and move on forward and try not to make the same mistake again…but what if ti changed?
Let me explain: Gabriel.
I have never in my life been so hurt by someone as he hurt me, I have never cry so much and so deep for anyone in my life. No one has ever make me feel the way he makes me feel and the way he made me feel when he left.
Yes, he destroyed my heart but… I am dumb enough to still be in love with him. I recently discovered it… what am I going to do? nothing, let it be. If he still likes me and wants o try it out again, I am not saying no, but if he is only searching for friendship, thats all I will give him.
I can’t help it, I like him a lot, and he can be cute and nice and adorable, fun, caring…. But if he is not the one, what can I do? Keep on with my life, walking forward and never back.
He has changed a lot, he is even more mature now, which brings my question: what if the mistake changed? Could he deserve a second chance if he asks for it? I am not waiting for it to happen, I am just wondering what if?
Not going to stop my life for a man, specially one who does not like me…
July 6th, 2008 at 5:34 pm
Hello there!
First you need to put things into perspective and realize that people do not really change that quickly, if they change ever. Your perspective might have been what really changed, maybe because you miss him so thats why you are telling yourself that he has changed. I might be wrong, but a good exercise would be to read through your blog again to the posts that you made about him so you can remember, not only the events that occured, but the feelings you had regarding the breakup. If you think you can put all that in the past then i wish you the best on your endevours.
Conscious