Ok, a month and a half ago, Leo told me directly and just this way “I like you, I’m interested in you, I want you to give us a chance” I was like and I was honest with him, at that moment I was still depressed and crying for Gabriel, so I was in no position to have a relationship with anyone, since I had nothing to give back, but a friendship.

Still, we go out sometimes, like friends. Two weeks ago my depression was gone, officially. Right away he asked “then what, you and me?” and  I “take it slowly, I don’t want to run, look what happened last time I ran” and he agreed, telling one more time to please let him know the moment my feelings towards him change.

Well, I think they have changed a little. He left me thinking about everything. And well… I want to give him a chance. I was all decided and gather  enough courage to tell him on Monday, but I was not able to do so for different reasons related to work, and then… courage is gone…. and I am hesitating again….

A couple of my friends who knows the whole story from my past relationships and have seen how I suffered when Gabriel dumped me, have told me to just jump in into the water and swim.

I want to do it. I like him and I have a great time when we are together. After all, it will be just dating and not rushing into a relationship. This time I want to make things right, and avoid being hurt again as bad as Gabe hurt me.

I just needed to write this down, as this helps me organize my head.I will tell him tomorrow, since I am not going to see him today and I want to tell him personally. I hope I can