I really am enjoying being alone, with myself and doing whatever I want.
But sometimes I do miss having someone to talk to at night, to hug, to kiss, to enjoy simple stuff… that tells me “You were great!” after a show… I like sharing this little things.
But I know I need some time on my own, to enjoy myself and clear up in my head on what I really want from a man, and if I want to just spend time with him or if I am looking for someone to be with me for the rest of my life… That idea used to sound great, but now… not so sure about it…
I guess that even tough I am already out of my depression, I am still a little hesitant about trusting men again…
May 9th, 2008 at 6:23 pm
Wow, It almost seemed as if I was reading my own entry that I have not yet written. Although your post is very vague it closely identifies with the same current situation that i’m in. Nice to confirm that i’m not the only one, because for a long time i’ve felt like I was alone on this one. ;}