Once more I did something I am not sure I should have done…

I thought about it before doing it, this time, decided I was not going to do it…and ended up doing it anyways….

However, I enjoyed it and I think I can handle the situation… It was not my idea, so I shouldn’t worry about the other side, but mine only. I just need to concentrate in the original idea and center myself there. This time, I am the one who will be cold hearted…

Enough of being the naive me, who gets all exited and gives away everything thinking sheis receving back the same, when the truth is she is not getting anything back… Time for a little change, at least for a while.