So I supposed that he was leaving me because of her. But guessing and watching… wow the shock….

She has been leaving him messages, he has been watching over her blog… They are good “friends” now…. But knowing she spend the night in his house… watching them say goodbye…

How do I know you ask?

Well, even tough it is Sunday, I am at work, I changed the day with tomorrow so I can do somethings I need to do. Sunday morning, 5:40 am, Bus stop near his house, he is standing there, with her… she doesn’t even live nearby, she lives in another city! I know they were in a party at some of their friends house, near o his house, but why did she left with him? why didn’t she stayed at the other house?

I’ll tell you why, because he still loves her, and she knows that and that she can do with him whatever she wants… as far as I know she is dating someone…

I know it is stupid, this is a pathetic situation… I am so frustrated! I would like to kill them both!!!! aarrrrrggghhhh!!!!!!!!

How could I be so stupid?! He is the one who lose, not me… He does nor deserves me. If he wants to keep on suffering, then be it! I do care about him, he is still my friend, I can still hang out with him… but it was just stupid to consider he could fall in love with me, I was just the beautiful woman who he liked, he was able to date and that was all he wanted from me… After all he is just a kid…. the same as always, kids only know how to hurt….