So, everything in life is about decisions and not about feelings, right?  Because if I base my life in feelings… God I’ll be dead already!

So I have decided to change. My feelings for Gabriel are definitely very strong, and they do hurt a lot. But if I keep holding on to the pain they are causing, I will die of sadness.

I am cheerful, full of life, and by holding up to the sadness of not being able to express my feelings for him, would have ended up draining the positive and happy part of me.

So, last night I prayed, and ask God to please take that sorrow I was feeling away from me, to take and to please give wisdom to continue and the necessary strength to walk this path I am in now.  And guess what? I feel better today. I now that with God’s help I will be able to walk it and survive.

I have not given up,  I just realized that now is not the moment to be with anyone at all. If it has to be, it will be. Who knows, maybe I haven’t met my prince charming yet…

So, keeping my forehead on front, I will continue to walk this path, along with God, Jesus and Luna xD (I think she is the only one who loves me bunches right now, jaja)