I have had ideas in the past like the one that I have in my head right now, actually there is one that pops up every once in while.

This new one is like that one, but I am having a hard time to control this new one, I wonder why?

I mean, it’s the same thing but with 2 different people, I should be able to control them both, but this new one… it seems to be stronger than the other one (and the first has been around for months now)

It’s driving crazy, it seems to have a mind of it’s own and wont let me control it, and I need to control it, I need to think and it’s not letting me!

Maybe a whole bag of chocolate will help to calm me down…. I don’t know, I know that I want that thought not to be there, it’s not supposed to be there….