Well, x -mas just passed and once again I feel like nothing special happened, just the usual, dinner at home, my bf my family,play secret santa… I got nice presents, but that’s not what x-mas is about.

Yes I was with the people who are important for me, and yes we did pray and remembered that Jesus was born, but there was something missing. Maybe my dad’s phone call that is always there at 9:30pm the latest and this year there was no phone call…

Maybe that little thing that, honestly doesn’t surprise me from my dad, makes me feel like I was missing something, yeah most likely that must be it…