How come in era which is practically dominated by the internet, a company tells their employees inter usage is forbidden in any way (even tough the only way to get the tools used to work id trough internet) and make up such an unbeliable excuse as that by using internet customer’s information will be stolen via phising…

WHAT? Do they even know how the internet works, or whay phising is? And how come in such a big comany that handles sensitive information of it’s customers the internal net does not have firewalls? Eitheir this is true, or they think the employees knows nothing about internet and they really belieave they can trick them with such a bluff…

I jst needed to let this out, I’ve been laughing so much about it… N00bs, that’s all I have to say….

Love Charlie the Unicorn, its so crazy cool!

I had a really tired weekend, and as usual on a monday, i would prefer to be at home in my bed, sleeping instead pf here at work trying to stay awake….

My legs hurt, I will prefer to avoid “rehaersal” (aka modern dance class with Edmond) the same day of a show, that is just too tired….

Hang into the unicorns tongues to be saved from the blah blah blahs!…. I know, Imake no sense, but oh well, life is life and a little fun does not hurt any one

It was short actaully, I didn’t felt lie it was 3 days but one…. Friday I arrived around 5:30 pm to Dadwin’d house, I firts went o mom’s to pick up my cake I left and drop some stuff she asked me to take her. Then I had to pick up the tickets for saturday’s race. I tried at one store nearby my mom’s house, but the person taking care of that had went to lunch and would be back in 1 hour.

So I decided to move to a mall near my bf house so I wouldn’t lose so much time. I got there to find out the person in charge was also out, but this time I would need to wait 15 min. Finally I got the tickets and went to my bf’s house. We watch a movie, ate someting and then watched some tv untill we fell asleep.

Saturday we woke up late, around 11:00am…  We played Need 4 Speed underground for a while then we went to the race. It was nice, the forst time it was raced in the night, and after it there was a concert with Alecks Syntyec which I enjoyed a lot, we got home around 12:30am.

Sunday Dadwin woke me up early since breakfast was ready. I had a rehaersal at 4pm (which I found nonsense but oh well). We strted late, of course the people who always sre late got there late, and our new scenography/coreography director told them they should not do that again since it is a unrespectful for the people who did came in early. He was the reason for this “rehaersal” sinec he wanted to see what we do before doing changes.

We have a show on saturday, I beleive it would have been easier for him to go to that show watch it and then hive some ideas, not the otjer way around, but well…. Bad thing is I will be dancing only 2 songs, not 3, and so will be Jenny, bur Ericka, she does not have all the songs she use to dance, bt she will be dancing 3, and the third one is the new song the guys made… Oh but I was forgetting that “the world revolves around her”

Oh well, some day they will open their eyes and realize the thruth…. In the meantime I will enjoy what i do, my dancing and not let her take away that feeling from me, i love dancing way to much to let her do that.

So we got out of that stupid rehaersal around 8:20pm or something… Dadwin and me run away from there, we were stsrving since we didn’t had lunch. he bought some burgers and then watch another movie, which I didn’t finish watching ’cause I fell asleep… An this morning my lovely bf told me “The weekend wasn’t long enough, not fair” to which I agreed… It was hard to leave him this morning, as time passes by I love him more and more… And I am soooo happy!  

Was great!, The started at 6:30 am with my boyfriend, her sister and his parents singing happy b-day to me with a Hello Kitty cake they made for me! I loved it, not even at my house that has ever happened, and I am glad to see that his family has acceoted me that much and that they love me so much already…

I was planning on sleeping all morning but of course text messagesa and phone calls did not allow me to do it, but I didn’t care, after all it was people who cared about me and wanted to wish me a happy day.

Then the party at Hector’s house, it was amazing, I had a greta time although I suddenly felt soooo tired (as i’ve been feeling lately, must be my job schedule that is killing me) that I felt asleep and it was not possible to keep me awake… but I enjoyed a lot anyways

So thanks to life for leeting enjoy another yera and I can say it gets better with time!

Wow, it´s been long since may last entry….. well a lot has happened, my life is better, I have a new job, a new boyfriend (I´m totally in love with him) I would love to say that I have a new house, but thata´s what I´m still working on.

Currently I´m doing nothing at my new job, supposedly I´m on training, but well… A frog can teach me better how to fly  lol! But looking at the bright side of it, I have a job.

My boyfriend it´s just… what I needed. He is always there for me, he loves the fact that I dance, actually if I ask him to come with me to a rehearsal, he does it, and he was Hilal´s (my belly dance group) staff for a big festival that took place April 4. He is there for me and supports me 100%, just the way a real partner should be. And of course I am there for him and support him 100%.

The house… well I´m still at grandma´s, but looking forward on moving on my own again, I do need it, specially since she does not let me take my boyfriend to my room to watch tv, he can only be on the living room, and most of the time she is around, which is kind of uncomfortable…. And this makes me wonder what went wrong with her, because my great-grandma (her mother) was a really open mind person who didn´t care about this things, as my grandma´s youngest sister, so I wonder: Why she does?

My mom says it´s because the life she has had, my grandfather left her with 6 children to go with another woman…. It´s kind of sad to see then that she hasn´t been able to get over this even though this happened more than 30 years ago, because by keeping that feeling inside her, she is missing so many good things that could be happening to her… But oh well, we have tried to make her forget about it and she doesn´t want to, so there´s nothing else we can do, it´s her own decision….

And in more happy news, my b-day it´s this saturday and I will have a nice party at Hector´s house. I’m sure i’m going to enjoy it sooooooo much, specially with Dadwin by my side

It´s been a while since I last wrote,a n unfortunatly, this is a sad entry….

It was not as real as I hoped so… Last sunday, Diego broke up with me… he did cahnge some things, but not at all.

Nice date to break up, just before x-mas…. anyways, I´ll just continue with my life, dancing with all my heart as always and the right guy will come…

Oh well, just smile and keep on living

So, I realized I was still in love with my ex, Diego. We had a conversation last week where we decided that we were going to be friends and just let things flow…

But last night, we went out to have dinner, we were talking and he started talking like if we were a couple. That took us to a very serius and deep conversation were we ended up toghether again.

I do want to give him this second chance and to proof me that he has changed. I should be jumping arround all exited and happy, but I am not… I am glad that we are able to try it again, but I need to make certain that this is for real before I start jumping around.

I guess that from all that has happen to me this year, I have learned that you can’t just go and trust someone fully if this person has not showed it is worth it. This time I will be careful and I will not do the same as last time, at the first sing of goign into the same direction we were, I’ll drop off the ship and sail away…

I just don’t want to hurt him or that he hurts me again….

Finally I got my fairyi n my belly! well, it is located over the hip bone, butthe point is, she is there!

And here she is, inspired by “Foxglove” by Amy Brown

This week, is the changes week.

I quit my job, and tomorrow I move out on my own, alone.

I still can’t beleive this is happening. Sometimes I tell myself it is only a dream and I will wake up soon. Why if everything that is happening  now is on the best intrest for me? because in some way, I am scared.

Is different to move out from any place becuase you want to, and you decided so, than moving out becuase you have to and there is no other option.

I just need to stay focused and think of the positive side , cuase we always need to find the positive side of everything.

Even tough a lot of things are not how they are supposed to be, This morning I feel happy, tired but happy.

I am doing my best not to worry about things I am not able to solve now, and instead, I am just enjoying what I have now. Just the way it is supposed to be so we can live a peaceful life.