Here’s a little song I wrote,
You might want to sing it note for note.
Don’t worry, be happy.
In ev’ry life we have some trouble,
But when you worry you make it double.
Don’t worry, be happy.
Don’t worry, be happy now.

Woo-oo-hoo-hoo-oo hoo-hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-ooo
Don’t worry. Woo-oo-woo-oo-woo-oo-ooo
Be happy. Woo-oo-oo-oo-ooo
Don’t worry, be happy.

Woo-oo-hoo-hoo-oo hoo-hoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-ooo
Don’t worry. Woo-oo-woo-oo-woo-oo-ooo
Be happy. Woo-oo-oo-oo-ooo
Don’t worry, be happy.

Ain’t got no place to lay your head,
Somebody came and took your bed.
Don’t worry, be happy.
The landlord say your rent is late,
He may have to litigate.
Don’t worry, (ha-ha ha-ha ha-ha) be happy.
Look at me, I’m happy.

Woo-oo-hoo-hoo-oo oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-ooo
Don’t worry. Woo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-ooo                    
Be happy. Woo-oo-oo-oo-ooo
Here, I’ll give you my phone number.
When you’re worried, call me.
I’ll make you happy.

Woo-oo-hoo-hoo-oo oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-ooo  
Don’t worry. Woo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo
Be happy. Woo-oo-oo-oo-ooo

Ain’t got no cash, ain’t got no style,
Ain’t got no gal to make you smile,
Don’t worry, be happy.
When you’re worried your face will frown,
And that will bring ev’rybody down.
Don’t worry, be happy.
Don’t worry, be happy now.

Woo-oo-hoo-oo-oo oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-ooo
Don’t worry. Wo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-ooo
Be happy. Woo-oo-oo-oo-ooo
Don’t worry, be happy.

Woo-oo-hoo-oo-oo oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-ooo
Don’t worry. Woo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-ooo
Be happy. Woo-oo-oo-oo-ooo
Don’t worry, be happy.

Woo-oo-hoo-oo-oo oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-ooo
Don’t worry, don’t worry.
Woo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-ooo
Don’t do it, be happy.
Woo-oo-oo-oo-ooo
Put a smile on your face
Don’t bring everybody down like this.

Woo-oo-hoo-hoo-oo oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-ooo
Don’t worry. Woo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo
It will soon pass, whatever it is.
Woo-oo-oo-oo-ooo
Don’t worry, be happy.

Woo-oo-hoo-hoo-oo oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-ooo
I’m not worried. Woo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo
I’m happy. Woo-oo-oo-oo-ooo

Easy, don’t?!?!?!

I don’t want live here in Brasil (I don’t like Brazil with z) anymore… I wanna get out fo here!!!! From anywere… well, not anywere… I don’t want go to Africa, Paraguay, Argentina… countrys like that!!!!

I wanna go to USA… Canada… Europe… until Australia can be!!! Live my ‘american dream’!!!

I’m tyred of here… this place were the things or the people doesn’t work… I wanna go to a place were the things happen!!! And happen in a right way!!! I need educated people around me and I guess here in Brasil I neve will find this!!! I wanna change…

Go to a place really far from here…

Bur for now I’m here… stuck here!!!

Bye bye…

No ideas…

Bye-bye…

Well, about my ‘holidays’… everything is ok!!!!

I don’t do anything and for a while this is really great!!!!

Next week I have an interview… I still don’t get my drive licence… damn Detran!!! Hehehehehe hurry…. hurry!!!

Only this for today…

Bye-bye… 

Yes… I’m back!!!!

I was fired Friday… and I can’t say I’m sad about it, cause this is what I want, right?! Yep….

Now I need to organize everything… all my ideas and do some plans, maybe now is the right time to do plans!!! To choose better… but who know?! When I started at Millenium looks the right thing… actually looked perfect… near from my house… easy job… great people… but after a while everything changed!!! And I realised I want a difficult job… could be far from my place, the important is I feel I’m useful… well and now I can planing!!!!

Oh, about the other post… that’s old, ok?! I just needed publish…

Bye-bye..

Until tomorrow!!!!!

“Vai, ve se me esquece, tira meu nome da lista de telefone, vai, se livra de mim, vai ver q eh msm assim vou seguir a luz dos farois q me lembram seus olhos, vai ver q eles podem me ajudar a ver q nao ha de ser nada nao ha de ser nada”

Since yesterday I keep with this song in my head…. I don’t remember the name I just know is from Ana Carolina. This song is so beautiful…

Well, for the 3rd time starting this paragraph… hope this time I can write what I want =P!!! I don’t know what to do about my sadness… maybe someone could say I’m overeacting… sadness is a strong word… but after all this time I realize that!!! I’m sad and I feel this way since a long time ago…

Actually this have a start date… end of 2003!!! Yeah, it’s true since then I’m not the same person… but the people change you can say, and I know this but this is not a good change!!! I used to feel always happy and without worryes and after ‘the date’ I can’t feel happyness anymore!!!! Just a few times of happyness… over and down!!! Sad and happy…

Three years ago I made a big change in my life, for what?! Trying change the way I felt and work for a while… but after this ‘while’ I continous feeling bad!!! Now I need another change… maybe this time I can do the right choise!!!

I know I’m the only who can decied what to do with my life… but I decied and then don’t happen, so I get more and more sad!!! I guess I’m a little tired of do plans and have expectations (?) ’cause if they don’t get like the way I thought then I get bad!!! So… no plans… just live and let live!!! If you don’t have a plan so you can’t feel bad when this gets different of your plan!!!

Lunch time…

I know I need stop live in the past… think about my future!!! Act like a grow up person who I’m… I know!!! But for live the past in the past, and think about the future, I need to make plans…  Why is so hard just live for now?!?!

Yeah… all this stuffs only exist inside of my hear… and I keep inventing reasons for complain, but I already try once change this… and doens’t work!!! I try make plans, some happens ok, but the most important for me won’t happen!!!! Yep, I realize this… won’t happen!!!!

Well, well… tomorrow I’ll see him!!! I hope so =P

Bye bye…

Well, I still don’t have net at my PC but now I’m at the reception and here have net, so I’m using hehehehehehe!!!

I guess I have one old post save but another day I publish that…

Well, nothing new, only for say I’m still here and keep alive (obvious!)!!!

Bye-bye…

Untill someday!!!

Hello…

Today I don’t feel I want write… but I’m wrighting anyway!!! Because I know this is good for me!!!

I guess I’ll try to invent a history… only things in my head… and no more about the real life!!
Yeah, but maybe sometimes the facts will look like reals!!!!

But, one last time of real life…

I discovered who had the ideia of take the net off… yeah… was her!!! Blablabla…. fuck you, ok?! And I guess she did this without the ‘others’ know!!!! Nha… ¬¬ well, but I’ve already knew she won’t the kind of person who she shows!!!!

Why write about the real life is easier than invent a history?! I keep trying to think in names and how the caracteres will be but I don’t get nothing… but I’ll try anyway!!! And someday this will take good =P!!!

Once upon time…. hehehehehehehehehe!!!!

Yeah, all the farietales starts like this…. why my history can be a farietale??? I love farietales, anyway!!!!

Can be a history with a princes waiting the love… your beautiful prince!!! In a white horse… with blondy hair and green eyes… things she have too, actually!!!

But they can’t commited yourselfs because the bad witch… a brunette woman with dark eyes too!!! And this witch make the poor princess as she slave!! But she didn’t know the princess could looks like a donkey but she don’t know what she’s real feeling!! And only think she CAN boss the princess…

Hehehehehehehe…

Well, someday, maybe I’ll end this history…

Now I have to go… because I find spider here!!! Uhuuuu…

Bye-bye…

XXXXXX

“I not crazy, I just a little unwell” - Unwell, Matchbox 20 (remeber: cath this song in my pc)

“I don’t care if you don’t care” - Jesus of Suburbia, Green Day

Well, I liked this history of start a post with a song… actually I’ll like untill I remember songs =P!!!!! Explain the songs… I know I not crazy, those days I just a little confused!!! And about the Green Day song… to be honest, I don’t  care anyway, by me this can explode… with some people inside!!! I don’t miss they…

Fact: The recepcionit get late today and yesterday… and in any of this days they ask me if I can stay there… strange!!!! Yesterday after  my lunch time I should stay there but another person did… why?!?! Strange [2]

What I think about it: It’s because the internet…

Oh… and today I realize what I already know… the internet was cut on propous!!! Well I already knewt (?) this but now I’m sure, I just want know why!!! Ok.. maybe I know why, but everybody use the internet… I not the only one who abuses… I’m absolutely sure about that!!!!! Some people always stay online… aaaannnddd enter in the orkut!!! I know they have the right of cut it off, but I’d like if someone chated with me about this… not just cut off!!!!

And about the reception, I’ll discever today… maximun this week!!!! OMG… ¬¬

They really need to study a little… well, actually is a lot!!! But untill a tecnical course was great!!! But, who did a lot of basics mistakes when speaks, will do something?!?!

Come on…

Yeah, this piss me off too… be manager of people who knows less than me… they’re really stupids!!!! And I won’t over reacting… how I submit myself to this???? Let the people with less education than me manager me?! I need inteligent people around me… pleeeeaaasssseeee!!! I’m ‘imploro’ (forgot beginn???) for inteligent people and a really dificult job to do!!! Maybe like this I feel more usual!!!

Well, after I start my degree I can look for a better job!!! I know I can l start now, but without internet, it’s really hard!!!! Really really…

How you can see, I won’t pass trought this!!! This still makes me lose my head!!! Nha ¬¬

Why I can’t know everything I want??? Oh… I have so many questions and almost any answer!!! Aiai… But I guess some of this questions I never know, don’t matter how hard I try, maybe nobody will say to me!!! Maybe because one the person knows the answer!!!!

Maybe I should do ‘psicologia’ to try understand the people head… Oh-ho!!!! Why they do this not that?! Why they speak one thing and act in a completelly diferent way?!?! Yeah, everyone trys to make youeself diferent… like use a mask!!!!!

Why I never know what happen here??? I guess I discovered why one girl here was fired ¬¬!!! Oh my… let the others take care about they onw life!!! Blablabla…

Another song: “Everyone around you is corrupted… say something” - Advertising Space, Robbie Willians ( I know I already write this song)…

Well and I’m sure they thell lies about me too… like the history about the bottle of water!!! I guess I didn’t tell tihs history… I’ll tell now… sit and read =P

In a beautiful day (I won’t say names, unless I’ll try don’t say names), the girl who works in the next room say she already have went to the upstairs two times and she’s feeling to shy to get up again to get water in her bottle and then my ’supervisor’ answer to her this is not the worst thing… worst is stay there getting water when you really trying to listen the conversation!!! Well, and she only could speaking about me, because the only person who have a bottle biseides her, it’s me!!! Come on… I have so much better things to do!!! Why?!?! Why I was trying to listen the conversation??? I wasn’t… I only try listen when the people was whispering around me!!! If they want a particular chat, then go to another room!!!!

Oh my… still missing 20 minutes to noon!!! Danm it…

Oh… 5 months untill my birthday!!! Uhuuu… heheheheehehehehe!!! Lovely… =P

Hehehehehe… after they take off my interner my post are so much expansive than the others!!! Maybe it’s because I have more time to write…

Well, I’m going… ;D

Bye-bye!!!!

Hellooooo Doooollyyy…

“I’m happy, I’m feeling glad, I have the sunshine in a bag I’m unsual and (some word I don’t remember) my future is comming on… is comming on… my future is comming on” - Clint Eastwood - Gorilaz

Hahahahahahahahaha… the new girl already give up!!!! It’s a record… less than one week!!!! I think they should give up!!! Unless they want a new girl because they want fire some of the old!!!! =P

I really get happy with the mistakes of the others!!! Especially when I get the mistake and speak with the person who did the mistake… but she don’t listen to me!!! Well, I tryed… I only let the bomb explodes!!! I don’t care, anyway… fuck off!!! With this kind of person the thinks need to be like this!!!!

Putz… now I remember about the history yesterday… about the towel paper!!! It’s so ridiculous… It’s hard to believe… so hard I even can think about it!!!! Well but I already say what my opinion!!!! Yeah, the portuguese part!!!!

Anybody wants give a new job for me??? I don’t care if it’s in another country… =P!!!! I’m tired of Brazil and the way the things go here… there too much wrong things in here!!!

Oh my… how I dream!!!! I’m a really dreamer… I keep inventing historys inside of my head!!!! Conversations… a lot of things!!!! Well, I think I need to be live more in the real life!!!

But live in a utopic word is so easier!!! And so much better… and, nobody can do nothing against this!!!

I have a question… why today I didn’t need to stay at ‘recepçao’ today??? It’s only because everybody needs to stay there?! Well, I don’t think so… I think this is a new way for me don’t use the internet!!! Ok, I too ‘teoria da conspiraçao’…

Oh… I’m to sleepy today!!! If I close my eyes I’ll sleep!!! Oh my… today is too boring!!! I want go home… =(

Buuuuttttt… I’m a dreamer… and this is the good thing about be a dreamer… I can create my own reality and nobody can enter without my permission… so, now I not here anymore!!! Well, I junt can’t dream I’m sleeping, because if I do this, I’ll sleep for real!!!!

Nha, all my creativit, has gone!!!

Bye-bye!!!!!

Untill next bad new… =P