Good morning…

Ooohhh I’m like a zombie today!!!!

Well, about my crazy weekend… on friday I get the bus to Londrina with my boyfriend!!! We became there at 7a.m. on saturday!!! Then we went to the Juliana’s wedding party!!!!

The party was great… terrific!!!! The food was amazing and the people really beautifil!!! Was a graet time… and we enjoy the party!!!

Yesterday we pass all the day at my uncle’s house!!! Playing games on the computer, watching TV, eating (uhhnnnn barbecue!!!)!!!! And in the evening we went to patio san miguel to dinner!!! And went back to sao paulo!!!

Reading now looks like a normal trip… but the detail: almost 7 hours inside a bus to went there and more 7 to went back!!!

Yes, now looks like a crazy trip…

I wanna sleep… nha!!! And today I still have english class!!!

But after all the weekend was really great!!!!

Bye-bye

Until tomorrow…

Zzzzzzz

Good morning!!!

Friday… friday… friday!!!!

I don’t know why but at  fridays I feel so more happy!!! I wake up happy… Actually I know why… it’s because is friday!! And this means I’ll pass two days far away from here… away of this people and this company!!! Today I’m come here and say good morning and no one answer me!!! No one….  then I  went to the refrigerator and another was there and she saw me and almost close the refrigerator door!!! Look like I was invisible… sometimes I would can be invisible!!!!

Anyway… tomorrow Is the day!!!! Juliana’s wedding…. uhuuuu!!!! And I going to Londrina today at night!!!! And went there tomorrow mornig… Yeah, 6 hours inside a bus!!! Terrific… but in the end I like!!! The results are good!!!

Sooo…. until monday ¬¬

Bye-bye!!!!

Good morning!!!

And I’m here again!!!

Ohh… I freak out today!!! I was alone and no one see but I freak out!!! Totally out of the blue I felt bad!!! Just want go back home!!! Yes, I know I always say I’ll get e new job and blablabla but never take a new one!!! But this don’t depends of me… unfortunatelly :(!!!!

Again… a song!!!

In portugueses again… but I trying to translate to english!!! If anybody want listen, entry in 4sharde.com and look for semana que vem from Pitty!!!

Semana que vem (Next week) - Pitty

 Amanhã eu vou revelar
Tomorrow I’ll prove
depois eu penso em aprender
because I think about learn
daqui a uns dias eu vou dizer
in a some days I’ll say
o que me faz querer gritar
what makes me want to scream
No mês que vem tudo vai melhorar
In nest month everything will be better
só mais alguns anos e o mundo vai mudar
only more some year and the word will change
ainda temos tempo até tudo  explodir
we still have time untill everything explode
quem sabe quanto vai durar
who knows how much goes on
 

Não deixe nada pra depois, não deixe o tempo passar
Do not let anything get then, do not let the time pass
não deixe nada pra semana que vem
do not anything for next week
porque semana que vem pode nem chegar
because next week neither can reach
pra depois, o tempo passar
for later, the time pass
não deixe nada pra semana que vem
do not anything for next week
porque semana que vem pode nem chegar
because next week neither can reach
A partir de amanhã eu vou discutir
From tomorrow I’ll discuss
da próxima vez eu vou questionar
in next time I’ll ask for
na segunda eu começo a agir
At monday I’ll start to act
só mais duas horas pra eu decidir
only more two hours for me decided
Não deixe nada pra depois, não deixe o tempo passar
Do not let anything get then, do not let the time pass
não deixe nada pra semana que vem
do not anything for next week
porque semana que vem pode nem chegar
because next week neither can reach
pra depois, o tempo passar
for later, the time pass
não deixe nada pra semana que vem
do not anything for next week
porque semana que vem pode nem chegar
because next week neither can reach
Esse pode ser o último dia de nossas vidas
This can be the last day of our lifes
última chance de fazer tudo ter valido a pena
Last chance to do everything was great
diga sempre tudo que precisa dizer
always say everything all you need to say
arrisque mais, pra não se arrepender
risk more, for not have regrets
nós não temos todo o tempo do mundo
we don’t have all time of the world
e esse mundo já faz muito tempo
and this world is already too long
o futuro é o presente e o presente já passou
the future is the present and the present the past
o futuro é o presente e o presente já passou
the future is the present and the present the past

So… I hope someone look for the song and enjoy!!!!

Bye-bye…

Untill tomorrow

Good morning…

I’m here again… and try really hard don’t write in portuguese!!! Because somethings I hear and is wrong… but I try write in english!!!!

It’s identification no iNdefification… is just no just is (I think in english both are right but not in portuguese)!!!!

And the worst is this person think could correct me… blablabla!!! They are stupids… actually donkeys!!!! Really really donkey ¬¬

One make something wrong and always try pass the guild for another one!!! But I never take someone mistakes like if I was wrong!!!! I only accept my mistakes… here in Brazil we use to say something like this… ema ema ema cada um c/ seus problemas (each one with their problems… but we speak like a song)!!!!

“All we need is just a little patience” Yes… I know!!!!

Bye-bye

Untill tomorrow…

Good morning…

Almost saturday!!!! I’m going to Londrina… uhuuu!!!! I’m missing the city… my uncles and my cuisin (and the dogs, of course), my friends!!! Untill my university… I was wondering if I can get my diploma!!!!

Now… a song!!!! In portuguese =P and I have no ideia how translate this to english!!!!

Amor pra recomeçar - Frejat

Eu te desejo não parar tão cedo
Pois toda idade tem prazer e medo
E com os que erram feio e bastante
Que você consiga ser tolerante
Quando você ficar triste
Que seja por um dia, e não o ano inteiro
E que você descubra que rir é bom,
mas que rir de tudo é desespero

Desejo que você tenha a quem amar
E quando estiver bem cansado
Ainda, exista amor pra recomeçar
Pra recomeçar
Eu te desejo, muitos amigos
Mas que em um você possa confiar
E que tenha até inimigos
Pra você não deixar de duvidar
Quando você ficar triste
Que seja por um dia, e não o ano inteiro
E que você descubra que rir é bom,
mas que rir de tudo é desespero
Desejo que você tenha quem amar
E quando estiver bem cansado
Ainda, exista amor pra recomeçar
Pra recomeçar

Eu desejo que você ganhe dinheiro
Pois é preciso viver também
E que você diga a ele, pelo menos uma vez,
Quem é mesmo dono de quem

Desejo que você tenha a quem amar
E quando estiver bem cansado      
Ainda, exista amor pra recomeçar
Eu desejo que você tenha quem amar
E quando estiver bem cansado   
Ainda, exista amor pra recomeçar

By the way… the song it’s a bout you never give up… still have love to re-start (I don’t know if it’s right)!!!! The light in the end of the tunnel… and  I thing the song is about love but no just for love… like this part: “E que você diga a ele, pelo menos uma vez,  Quem é mesmo dono de quem” (And you told him at least once time who is really the boss/manager/owner/master of who) it’s not only for love… for me this can be about job!!!!

Well but I don’t like my job anymore!!!!

So… bye-bye!!!

Untill tomorrow…

Good morning…

Hey, how are you?!?! I’m happy today… but I don’t want to be here!!!

Today I’ll ask in Cultura how I can make theatre… I think this can be really good for me!!! I fell I closing me more and more, like I’m in a shell and close and close… more and more!!!! And I don’t want this… I want open me and show all I can be!!! I know I’m better than this… better than who I’m now!!! I’m sure about that…

And about the new job… I’m still looking for a new one!!! This job make me really unhappy… I can’t take it anymore!!! But I know I’ll carry on untill I take a nem one… I keep with this!!!!

Nha…

Yesterday I ate a lot of chocolate!!! Uhhhnnnnn… I really really love the egg that I win from my boyfriend… and this egg was made by him!!!! =P

Bye-bye…

Untill tomorrow!!!

PS: I want another holiday!!!!

Open Your Eyes - Snow Patrol
All this feels strange and untrue
And I won’t waste a minute without you
My bones ache, my skin feels cold
And I’m getting so tired and so old

The anger swells in my guts
And I won’t feel these slices and cuts
I want so much to open your eyes
Cos I need you to look into mine

Tell me that you’ll open your eyes x4

Get up, get out, get away from these liars
Cos they don’t get your soul or your fire
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we’ll walk from this dark room for the last time

Every minute from this minute now
We can do what we like anywhere
I want so much to open your eyes
Cos I need you to look into mine

Tell me that you’ll open your eyes x8

All this feels strange and untrue
And I won’t waste a minute without you

This song show all I feeling now…. it’s like a conversation between me and I!!!! But I already know all these things… I know I have to get up, get out, get away from thise liars!!!!!

I know, but for I can get out of here, I need a new job and to get a new job I need to go to interviews… and  a lot of blablabla!!!!

Every past day I keep more and more sad with this!!! About everything…. the situations… the other person, who like a little dog, just know follow everytinhg, like what she say it’s a law!!!! And you have to follow the law, don’t matter waht say… if she send, sit, throw, roll the other one will do all and will shake the tail!!!! And she thinks anyone need to be like this… seriously, I won’t be like this… I’m not like this!!!! I so much better…

Now I have to keep all of these better things I see im me and found a new job!!!! Simple…

Oh, let me explain why I so nervous (again) because my job… now I have a time to lunch!!! I know I already have… but this time change and I don’t like the new time… it’s so early!!! I’m not angry at soon!!!! Nha ¬¬

Sooo… let me go!!!!

Happy easter… lot of chocolate!!!!

Bye-bye…

Untill monday!!!

\o/

Tomorrow is a holliday!!!!

Good Morning…

OMG if I could speak all the things in my mind… poor people!!!! I really like to say all this but I can’t… because I need to keep my work, to pay mu english classa and my swin class!!!! Ai ai…

Everyone here it’s a fake… nobody is really honest!!! All they lie and lie and lie… They say… “oh I love you” but when the person turn back… poor one!!!! All you can listen is… “this one… umpt… I don’t like her/him smeel, or the way she talks, or walks… I don’t like her/him”

I just keep quiet… but the things keep running in to my head!!!! Nha… better I just forget… like I always do!!!!

Bye- bye…

Until tomorrow… a fake friday!!! Uhuuuuu….

Good Morning…

OMG if I could speak all the things in my mind… poor people!!!! I really like to say all this but I can’t… because I need to keep my work, to pay mu english classa and my swin class!!!! Ai ai…

Everyone here it’s a fake… nobody is really honest!!! All they lie and lie and lie… They say… “oh I love you” but when the person turn back… poor one!!!! All you can listen is… “this one… umpt… I don’t like her/him smeel, or the way she talks, or walks… I don’t like her/him”

I just keep quiet… but the things keep running in to my head!!!! Nha… better I just forget… like I always do!!!!

Bye- bye…

Until tomorrow… a fake friday!!! Uhuuuuu….

Good morning…

I’m so happy today!!! It’s strange… yesterday I was so sad and today I feel so happy!!!! I don’t understand me… And I think anyone can!!!

Today I have swim class… \o/!!!! And I’ll see my boyfried \o/\o/ and this week is short because friday is holiday!!!! Uhuuuu… I really love easter… eat chocolat… a looooot of chocolat!!!!!

In my work the things still be the same… but I’ll find a new one!!!! Someday…

Bye-bye!!!!

Untill tomorrow….