its crazy how certain things in your life affect who you’ll be tomorrow…. lately, this year i have been living life for the future…. “why clean today, i’ll clean tomorrow”…. why see my friends this weekend i’d rather lay on the couch and be lazy today-ill see them next week”….. but then an un expected death happens in your life and you realize and rethink it all-everything and you say…. why am i waiting?…… everyday im afraid to sit down theres so much to be done… yea i have a to do list but its always gonna be there and i shouldnt get down abotu it… sometimes people who have a list stick to it  and dont do anything except try to cross stuff off it (my husband) and others realize its alsways going to be there and take their time to do any of it (myself)…………with the unexpected death of my 19 year old brother i have finally come back to earth…..

we need to enjoy every day , we need to spend time with our families, their the only ones we have , after all we never know how long we’re here for

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