Hello there. I am not to happy at the moment, not because I am still having to take care and worry over Pink my dear friend, she has fully recovered of which I am glad to know, it is not because something has happened to anyone else since the pond, nor is it the fact that Blue Grrya, Pink’s admire, has been sweet talking Pink and she has been raining insults on him (mysteriously he acts as if he is deaf and can not hear her calling him a ‘blue leech’ for the pass 8 hours:().  It is because I have not been spending time with my boyfriend as I’ve wished too.  For as long as I’ve started being his girlfriend we have had no quality time spent together, it is always either work for me, or trying to help someone, or even being too tired from helping and working that I have no energy to go anywhere but home.   The reason why I am so sad is the letter Vito (my boyfriend) left for me on the table next to Pink’s birthday cake:

My Lily of the field, to who I’ve never wanted another. Why do you not come to me and stay for at least a moment? I ponder on this so, night and day. Our friendship before this new level was unfailing, and I wanted it to be more than just a friendship, but your busy life has excluded me from you. I am lonely even when with friends because you are never by my side, tell me what I have done, or do you regret my interference with your very complicated life? If so, I would rather be friends than to be shut away from you.

Vito…

Tell me, what do I do? I am at the entrance of the door to Pink’s house, watching Vito as he sits on the grass, breaking my heart, making me feel as if I don’t deserve such a patient, loving, and caring being. Any other guy would be up and gone, even as a female I probably would have called the relationship quiets if the guy was not spending any time with me. What do I do? I love him, and I know he loves me, how do I make things right?