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Poly-verse: Jealousy

Friday, May 8th, 2009

onegai my melody - kurumi nui / kuromi by knuxie [Semi-Private Post; Filtered away from Hiiragi Keiichi and Hiiragi Jun;]

…Uta has arrived in the City. And she can’t remember anything that’s already happened. She doesn’t know that Hiiragi-sama and I were partners for a year, then me and Jun on the next year. It looks like she’s from the past, since she doesn’t seem to have a relationship with Kogure yet.

Which means she’s still crazy in love with Hiiragi-sama.

I’m jealous beyond reason. Or maybe angry beyond reason? I know Hiiragi-sama still loves her… She’s the first girl he’s ever cared about. And you can never be a replacement for someone’s first love.

Now the City has given him a chance to tell her how he really feels about her…

Is it bad that I’m jealous? It’s not that I don’t believe in Hiiragi-sama’s promise, but this situation he’s in… It’s a great opportunity for him to fix his broken heart… to finally heal the pain from the wounds I could not even touch.

Maybe it’s my fault that the City sent me home…Away from him…

Trust You

Wednesday, February 4th, 2009

imageA self-absorbed Kuromi had been so busy with a lot of things that she had forgotten she even had a blog.

Having finished with her daily work, she found herself browsing through Sanriotown and came upon an official announcement. It was valentines, and the community wants to share the love to the world.

She knows in her heart she still loves him, even if he never accepts her or returns her love, these feelings shall never change.

She leaves her desk, not realizing she left her webcam and mic on and sits by the window, busily singing and humming to herself, trying to forget… to forget pain, or to forget him entirely?

trust you (TV Size Version)
Vocals: Ito Yuna
Lyrics: MARKIE
Composition: MARKIE
Arrangement: Nakamura Jin

Hana wa kaze ni yure odoru you ni
Ame wa daichi o uruosu you ni
Kono sekai wa yorisoiai ikite iru no ni
Naze hito wa kizutsukeau no
Naze wakare wa otozureru no

Kimi ga tooku e itte mo mada
Itsumo kono kokoro no mannaka
Ano yasashii egao de umetsukusareta mama
Dakishimeta kimi no kakera ni
Itami kanjite mo mada tsunagaru kara
Shinjiteru yo mata aeru to
I’m waiting for your love

I love you, I trust you
Kimi no kodoku o wakete hoshii
I love you, I trust you
Hikari de mo yami de mo
Futari da kara shinjiaeru
Mou hanasanaide

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
So that the rain moistens the earth
Even though this world is alive, coming closer together
Why do people hurt each other?
Why do partings come about?

Even if you go far away
You’re still always right in the middle of my heart
While they remain completely buried by that kind smile
Even if I feel pain
In fragments of you that I held, because we’re still connected
I believe that we can meet again
I’m waiting for your love

I love you, I trust you
I want you to share your loneliness with me
I love you, I trust you
Even in light, even in darkness
Because we’re together, we’re able to believe in each other
Please don’t leave anymore

..WHAT the HECK is GOING ON?!

Thursday, July 10th, 2008

kurumi's angry by knuxiechan@LJIf this is what I think it is, then that would mean…

..I’m positive that I didn’t use any magic to change myself into a human. And yet I’m human?

If this is some sort of joke, I’m definitely not amused. Have you people ever heard of privacy? You know I don’t want to be human right now, especially not in front of Hiira-

..wait a minute.

MY MELO!!! Tell me you did not play the Devil’s Trill, or so help me..!

Sometimes… The Truth Hurts.

Monday, April 7th, 2008

hiiragi keiichi and kurumi nui / kuromi - sometimes... the truth hurts. by kurohiko

“There are some things I wish to discuss with you,” Hiiragi began, “and I hope that you will be honest with me.”

I knew what was coming next, but still I asked him… “What is it you want to discuss?”

And my worst fears were realized when his next words came; “Kurumi Nui,” he said plainly.

I wanted to play dumb. I wanted to delay the pain. But there was no escaping it. I could hear his words as he stated the facts on how he suspected I could be Kurumi Nui, the girl who danced with him that night. I could hear them, but they meant nothing…

But I knew my time was up. I could no longer hide the truth. Doing so would only hurt him more. And so I led him to my room, to show him the girl he so longed to see once more. The truth was painful, but it had to be done. I did the magic that I was so familiar with by now and became Kurumi Nui before his eyes.

I couldn’t face him anymore after that. It didn’t feel right. I made him think I was someone else when I was human. Everything was spinning and I cried as hard as I could to ease the pain of my breaking heart. I apologized several times and when that was done, I apologized again… and again. Was he angry with me? Did he hate me? Would he not speak to me again?

After a long silence, I heard him turn for the door and say. “I need some time… to think.”

For some reason, I knew I would not see him again as soon as he left that door. I panicked, so I risked everything. I hurriedly stood up and caught hold of his shirt. We were both in pain, and I knew it was selfish, but this might be the last time I could be this close to him as a human. I had to say what was on my mind…

“Before I leave…”

This was the last moment I had. Say it.

“Will you let me… hug you?”

He didn’t say anything, but he didn’t leave either. I wasn’t sure how he would react if I actually did hug him. And so I decided to just be close to him. I moved closer to him and rested my head on his back. That was enough…

“Thank you.” That was all I could say at that moment. I wanted to say something more… But how could I? How could I hurt him more?

I explained what little knowledge I had of the spell I used to turn human. I smiled a fake smile and turned to break the spell and leave him alone. He deserved that much and more. Much, much more.

“I…”

His voice alone made me freeze. What was he going to say? Maybe he’s angry? Or maybe he doesn’t want to see me again?

…or worse, he hates me?

“I don’t hate you.. Kuromi.”

I could not explain it even if I tried. Relief, happiness… love? The emotions came to quickly and I began crying again. If I didn’t hear the pain in his voice, I probably would have turned around and hugged him… for real.

But all I could really do was thank him and give him the time and space he asked for. I said my last goodbye and left…

His last words… haunt my dreams…

“Sayonara, Kuromi.”

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Kuromi’s Blog author says: I’m sorry I’m redundant. D: But the scene was so cute and perfect, I couldn’t help myself. ;~; Why are they so cute?!? *shakes Hiiragi* The actual thing took place here, for those who want more drama. T___T

Thank You, My Hiiragi-Sama!

Friday, March 14th, 2008

kurumi and hiiragi keiichi

Thank you for a wonderful evening Hiiragi-sama! Thank you for dinner, thank you for riding the Ferris Wheel with me, thank you for being with me…

Thank you for letting me kiss you on the cheek.

I wish it could last forever, but even Cinderella had to say good-bye to her prince charming…

Thank you… Hiiragi-sama…