I’m tired.

VERY TIRED. )):

But my mind refuses to go sleep.

Tml gonna be a super long day for me. Will be on standby for the project. Pray hard nothing will happen.

The week ahead will be a hectic one. Hopefully, i can take leave on friday to complete my report. )):

Will be expecting more saturday work for this year… for now, its 3 more, one in end Feb or early march, end March and maybe mid April…. )):

Got to really JiaYou le.

But, I’m still feeling so drained off. I need my energy pills.. )):

I should go SLEEP NOW..

Perhaps, shes right. I’m still affected by u.
Maybe i SHOULD do something to it…

Finally one of my project has gone live!!! after all the hard work! ((:

Actually, i was very scare about the rollout. Maybe is becoz of my lack of confidence in them but they are very confident that everything will be okay and they have confidence in me. (: We are in this together. ((:

The whole implementation took more then 3 hours including testing from both sides. hmm, some hiccups here and there.. but overall its okay. Quite smooth.. (:

Just as all of us are about to leave, csk dad received an email on the logs, theres some error reported, so both of us decide to stay for awhile to double check while the rest go back. After checking everything, make sure all is okay, we left…

He told me the problems he faced at work. Was glad that he actually opened up to me. At least, theres someone to listen to his troubles. Things that he cant tell his team. Thou, i cant help him much, at least i can lend him my ears. (: After listening to his problem, i realised how insignificant my troubles are. This makes me wanna help him more. But, I know my limits, theres too much on my plate. He makes me realised how immature i am in dealing office’s stuff.

Initally, I wanted to go my cousin’s place to help them with the cookie baking. But, i’m so tired. So, i decided to go home. ): Wanted to sleep, but i cant. my mind just cant rest. haiz.. its always like that.

Went to trim my hair… but it turns out to be not much diff.. -__- i was tooo tired to bother. my mind is practically running low… Was so tired that having my dinner was a bother to me too. argh….

Worse, i spent 1 hour typing this.

I’m really really very tired. But, my mind… 闹变扭!!! wanted so much to do my assignment but i just cant think )):

The side effect of overworked. i’m lucky that my mind did not 当机 today, just running low.

Eva always say that our mind is like a cpu processor. Doing too many multi-task will slow down the processor. But, we all know that a processor can run on multi-thread. Thus, allowing us to do multi-tasking on a computer. But our brain cant. Therefore, multi-tasking will cause our mind to ‘crash’.

And i find it very true. ): Becoz, I 当机 a few times last week. ): my mind totally went blank for a while. Before, I realised. ):

A side note for myself: Please PLEASE sleep early today!!!

Was getting quite busy recently. So many concurrent things going on. New changes from exchange, my 2 projects still under testing.. 1 project still in development… blah blah… not forgetting my school work. @.@

Of coz, theres always a time to relax. (: Went to CHIJMES for dinner yesterday to celebrate lei’s bday and of coz to reward ourselves for the hard work. ((: Had dinner at the restaurant Gyu-kaku. The food there is nice but abit pricy. But, its worth the price!!!! ((: took lots of photos tooo, even thou all our eyes are -_- but, we enjoyed ourselves. (:

Have to work this sat. ): Even thou i’m very SUPER sad (一万个不愿意) that i have to work on that day, becoz i’m suppose to go to my cousin’s place for tarts making, but! i’m glad that one of my ‘baby’ is going live! after soo long. Once, it goes live, i will have more time for my other stuff. Pray hard that everything will be smooth on that day.

Apart from me, fen and bing shan have to work this sat too, but at another client’s place. They on standby for the MR test. Hope that everything will be smooth for them too!

yg’s wife gave birth to a baby girl!!! (: gonna visit his daughter next week when everybody is abit free.. ((: So happy for him. bh jie called and ask wg, when is his turn.. LOL.. make all of us laugh. Cat ma was very excited too. Called and ask when are we going to visit him. LOL. New topic for them to click le, talk about daughters… haha.. ((:

Alright! I better rest early tonight. Tml gonna have a long meeting with laoye on the implementation!!!! Just hope that he wont nag. =X

2 more weeks to CNY!! ((:

I’m so so so tired. )):

心情好烂啊！！！！

烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦！！！！

多么希望有人可听我发牢骚！！ )):
但我相信每个人都有自己的烦恼吧。。。
何必增加你们的忧愁呢？

我的开心药呢？谁把它藏起来了？)):

One word, tired.

3 days straight of lecture, lab and tutorial after work. Very tired!

Seriously lack of sleep.

Lucky I only take 1 module this term. This module is a killer. The lecturer only explains the foundation, the basic. The codings… )): we have to source for it. This time round, we have to build a Distributed Application. Wish me luck. Its an individual project. But, at least its in java. It gonna require alot of self-study and report writing.

Friday night: o.o -> -_-?
Saturday afternoon: O.O -> o.o -> -_-?
Sunday morning: o.o -> -_-
Sunday afternoon after lunch: -_-?? -> _._zZz -> -__-????

hmmm.. Some reminder for myself: Start early!!!!

Wish me luck!!

Sorry if i run away again.
But, you are scaring me.
I’m afraid.
I need a distance.
Its best that we keep a distance.
I need a break, a break from you

Was on mc on wed. finally a rest day for me to recover. but, it doesn’t come by peacefully. )):

Was quite pissed with g today. *shake head*. Was talking to sy in the afternoon about our client, and the more we say, the happier he is (Seriously i also dunno why is he so happy. Maybe like wat fen says, everyone talks to me happily =X ). He was just sharing his view on some of our client, espcially when he 1st saw them. Talk about how different they are in person from his imagination. and out of the sudden, g just bang her mouse sooo hard that everyone can hear her. was pissed by that. In fact, this wasn’t the 1st time she done that action when sy talk to me about work. Was quite pissed off by her, so, i decided to piss her more. We talk more, and yes i make sy laugh more. *EVIL* End up she throw her stack of papers, pen and bag so loudly. After sy left, i asked fen, whats there to be jealous? haiz. as if i’m interested in him!!! OMG. really BTH! I thinks that bing shan is better. At least, he is cuter! hah… was joking with fen that one day, her keyboard will fly. =X I guess the next time she bang her mouse again, i’m going to scold her. damn irritating.

Finally back to school today. Kinda like my module, Distributed System. ((: zq and gang was there. Was happy to see py! at least i know she passed her previous module. Lesson was alright, at least i din sleep! haha.. Will be having lesson for the next few days. )): there goes my weekend! )): This time round, there will be alot of self-study needed and there is an individual project that needs to be done. Hopefully, can cope!

Time to get some REST!!! ((: