i cant believe that big screaming and slapping scene in sibika would get me into doing the thing i hate the most - ACTING! i really hate acting. i think i really suck at it but my sibika teacher insists that i act! i hate it! i really prefer writing scripts and backstage stuff than being in the spot light of a stage or at the center of the classroom. sigh.

.,we sometimes thought that the person we love so much will never leave you,,.we just thought,,i also thought..
.,and we have to accept every reality that it never seems true,,,and not all the times there are happy endings and wishes do come true…sometimes maybe.
.,im almost way out of it,,i mean, not only getting over someone…but almost loosing hope that there will never be a mr.right or mr.perfect,,
.,ive already entered such relationships.,that obviously didnt clicked,,or didnt have any of those happy endings my friends always tell me about…haize…
.,that’s another part to everyone, has to be faced also…oh yeah…hi3..

.,i just have to put in mind what my friend told me “forget the unhappy past.,,and live the happy present…

.,yeah,,,but still im almost way out of it…

.,aio…so sad…hu2..:((

.,i do honestly,,still wish and hope for you to reach a specified point..and to be mine…though it doesnt seem as that…but deep inside…i cant put it somewhere difficult to see or find…its too evident…that i have this great affection,wholehearted liking for you..

.,and though im not having it back,,im not fond of it,,,im just satisfied with the things as they are…with you…your everything,without exception..and without anticipation and regards as probable…

.,every period of 24 hours,,,every period of light between sunrise and sunset;at all times i wanted to be at the place or time not far away departured from you..on account of the fact that i have this instictive aptitude and emotional sensation for you…the fortunate feeling that i got from you always make me turn up the corners of my mouth and exhibit pleasure and amusement is really pre-eminent..

.,i dont want to use pointlessly or thoughtlessly my time,,just to remain inactive in expectation..but as long as i could wait,,ill sincerely do…

.,i dont care about the physical or mental suffering coz im always willing to take you as an imagined series of events,,and an expectation of something desired…

finally! sem break is here! muah! yay! that officially means i can stay in my room all day without leaving my computer! i will miss my crush though. sigh.
i super ♥ the third installment of high school musical!
troy was still kinda cute and i loved the part where gabriella taught troy how to waltz, it was amazing! gabriella even danced a little ballet!i also loved tiara and sharpay’s showdown, it was completely funny! speaking of sharpay, i laughed my eye sockets out when sharpay had no idea that zara was gonna be the one to sing with her coz troy was still driving with gabriella!
haha, that’s all for now, bye guys!

ugh! i hate him!
i freakin hate him!
why does bad things happen to me when he’s around?
he gives me bad luck!
who is he?
his codename is
malas or bagoong
his name?
that i’ll never tell you
*cough* cyril *cough*