Its so hard to expect, for something to be yours…

Forever.

I know that everything you own..wont last forever in your hands.
It may stay long…but not permanent. Even the permanent markers invented wont stay permanent.

There are times i think a lot of things while looking at a distant place nowhere…
I wonder if such thing as “forever” exist…if such thing….do really occur.
If i have something….will it stay with me forever?
I kept on asking…though i know…the answer..is no.

Even if i hold on…even if i tighten the grip..
if
its not meant for me….it wont stay with me…even if…there’s a
formation of bond between me..and the thing i’ve been holding on,
destiny…will make a way…to find its way..to its rightful owner.

It hurts to think…that..after you’ve loved someone with your whole heart…
someday……you two will go seperate ways..
someday…..he will be owned by someone else…
“the
one” for him. Sometimes…i wonder, if he isnt for you why did he even
crossed your path anyway? Why did you loved him? Why did he loved you?

If in the end…you two wont be the one for each other.

I mean..what’s the sense of you two meeting up…and loving each other…then in the end, he isnt for you afterall.

That’s why its so hard to love.
Its
like you’re performing a mathematical equation in “Trial-and-error”
method which is something I really hate in any form of equations. You
try…and if you think you finally got it….the result turn out to be
wrong..and then..you have to try once more for another equation.

I dont know, but..i cant help but think way ahead of me.
Im
the type of person, that thinks about the future..and plans on how to
solve it, im not the type that crosses the bridge when she/he gets
there.

Its really so hard….
its been bothering me…because..i wanna hold on forever.
I dont wanna let go…
I want everything to stay the way it is..

i just hope…that i am “the one”

cant i really fight with what destiny wants?
cant i really act against what destiny intends?
cant i really change what destiny had already written?

Everything is up to us anyway…
if we wanna stay forever…we should hold on forever….

but….even if i fight..

it depends on destiny…

whatsoever, if i cant fight destiny..
ill just fight against “the one”

i wont let go…
ill hold on tight..

and then, “the one” wont have any chance…
as long as we’re binded together..

nobody or no one will separate us..
never…ill never let go..

ill make this stay forever…..
and ill make myself….

“THE ONE”

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these
things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in
someones life.
• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
• look at her like she’s the only girl you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you’re around your friends.
• be the one to take her hand, don’t make her reach for you
• be the one to call her, don’t make her always call you
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
I
never thought my year would turn out like this. Its like my life is so
complete and perfect though not that perfect and all out.

School
year was just starting, its been 2-3 months since the school started
but im feelin’ the glory and happiness already..I know its too early to
judge this year and i know that things might change any time now…but
i m really hoping that what ever it is i have now…will remain the
same as it is….Im really looking forward for this thing that im
into…to last for long.

Things
didnt stayed long back then..but i wanna make a new record, and make
this present last till the future. If possible…I even want to make it
last FOREVER.

I dont wanna let go.
No i wont..

Its my first time to be serious in these things..
before i became serious but it faded right away..
I promised to my self….this time…it wont fade..i promised that it’ll just stay.

He changed me..and I changed him.
I wont let anything ruin this thing…

original from sis kymie

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these
things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in
someones life.
• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
• look at her like she’s the only girl you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you’re around your friends.
• be the one to take her hand, don’t make her reach for you
• be the one to call her, don’t make her always call you
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.

heres a little info about my new celeb crush dino imperial

Dino Imperial (born (Dino Ricardo Kilates^[1] on April 9, 1988) is a Filipino actor, Commercial Model. He is a member of ABS CBN’s circle of homegrown talents named Star Magic, ABS-CBN’s Talent Management & Development Center and stars in Star Magic Presents: Abt Ur Luv.

StudentDino is taking his studies more seriously than perhaps his career in show business.

The Multi-media Arts sophomore at the De La Salle-College of Saint Benilde is determined to finish the course at all costs.

He chose to major in Multi-media Arts because, according to him, he likes to be in graphic design. He also likes to paint and do graffiti arts. He loves the arts so much that he has discovered a way of de-stressing himself: coloring books.

Dino knows the value of education and believes that it will be his fallback when all these things in show business shall have passed.

Besides his dream to finish a degree, Dino also wishes to put up a business. He plans to save money so that he can start a clothing line, a club, or a restaurant. Quite an ambitious guy, but he appears to be not just a dreamer but an achiever.

Right now, Dino’s short-term goal is to have a well-sculpted body. He does regular exercises because he wants to see himself on a billboard along Edsa with a real buffed body! “That will really make me happy!” he explains. And if given the chance, he also hopes to be a video jockey or a disc jockey someday.

Accidental starNot many know that Dino was discovered by accident.

After a scheduled visit to the family’s dentist, he sweet talked his mother to take him to a burger joint.

“I wanted to test if my teeth were strong!” a smiling Dino recalls. While he was claiming their drinks, a stranger, obviously a gay man, came up to him.

“I thought I saw a ghost,” Dino says. “I was so afraid I ran back to where my mom was.”

To cut the story short, that chance encounter eventually led Dino to star in a number of television commercials.

Now, Dino is considered as one of the most sought-after product endorsers in the business. If you’re a motorist you wouldn’t miss his face along Edsa and other major thoroughfares in the metropolis as he is the face of PLDT myDSL. The same billboard is replicated in newspapers as full-page color ads, not to mention the television live-action version. He is also in that heartwarming Coca-Cola TV commercial about how families are drawn together by the soda drink.

More than the television commercials, the billboards along the highways, and the print ads, Dino is an actor dying to be recognized for his thespic skills.

“Ultimately I’d like to be known as Dino, the actor,” he declares unabashedly.

While he has appeared in just a couple of movies, particularly Shake, Rattle and Roll 8, he is very optimistic he’d be in more movies when he leaves his teen life and enter a more adult and responsible life.

Dino is glad that he’s in several shows on ABS-CBN, like the youth-oriented Star Magic Presents: Abt Ur Luv, Ur Lyf 2 , Love Spell: Ellay Enchanted and Astigs: Hay Skul Lyf. With all these things keeping him in the fulcrum of show business, Dino doesn’t complain.

its quite unbelievable, really
doing a good deed for someone
u wanna know the story?
then read on…

on the 20th of september i was on the computer the whole day
then, around 8 o’clock, iona rubinos, my friend
IMed me asking where i got my blog layout
i responded and told her the site
then, minutes after, she asked me to edit the code since she doesnt know how
of course, i gave in and did it for her…

a few minutes passed and after a few bloodsheds,
i finished her code.

i emailed it to her and crossed my fingers that it will work
after a few heart throbbing minutes, she said that there was an error
i gave her some pointers on what to do and crossed my fingers again

it took a long time after she IMed me back

after a while, she announced that,
IT WORKED!!!
i was so happy that i succeeded!

it was hard and long,
but it was worth it!

Friday, September 19, 2008

i used to have an awesum school life wen my little brother was still in pre school…
i used to have never ending salo-salo sessions with mah friends…
i used to do everything i wanted…
i used to be free…

now that he’s in first grade
my relationship with my friends ended
i was now separated from the group becoz i have to eat lunch with my bro
since he’s too scared to eat by himself or ask his classmates to eat with him
i was now feeling out of place and not having any idea wat my friends are talking about
right now, my friends and i hardly ever talk to each other anymore
niether do we notice each other

why, wen little siblings are born,
they start as sweet cute munchins who fill ur life with joy

but wen they’re old enough to walk and talk, they evolve into horrible gremlins
who annoy you, ruin you, and make you hate them???

i just dont get it…

its quite unbelievable, really
doing a good deed for someone
u wanna know the story?
then read on…

on the 20th of september i was on the computer the whole day
then, around 8 o’clock, iona rubinos, my friend
IMed me asking where i got my blog layout
i responded and told her the site
then, minutes after, she asked me to edit the code since she doesnt know how
of course, i gave in and did it for her…

a few minutes passed and after a few bloodsheds,
i finished her code.

i emailed it to her and crossed my fingers that it will work
after a few heart throbbing minutes, she said that there was an error
i gave her some pointers on what to do and crossed my fingers again

it took a long time after she IMed me back

after a while, she announced that,
IT WORKED!!!
i was so happy that i succeeded!

it was hard and long,
but it was worth it!

They say good girls write in diaries and bad girls don’t have the time. Those in between put up blogs!

So my heart, my head, and the contents of my dinner are just one click away and it’s kind of daunting. On the one hand, I’m exposed for all to see. On the other, there’s less reason to feel isolated, communing with a whole new neighborhood of friends.

What can be expected from my blog? The way I see it—everything from the totally inane to the truly heartfelt. Anything that I get riled up about during the day, or those that completely bring me down.

My no-holds-barred tell all is officially up and running!

So when does friendship end and romance begin? When do you start having more than friendly feelings for a friend? When it begins, does it hit you like a jackhammer, pounding on all your sensibilities and jarring you from out of your comfort zone? Or does it creep ever so slowly, almost unnoticeably, until one day you’re looking at someone you’ve looked at your whole life as if it’s the first time you’re seeing him?

The way I see it, when it comes to ending relationships, a person will act either of two ways:

There is the girl who humbles herself, latches onto a relationship fiercely until she is let go, dredges the bottom until she can no longer find any scraps or semblance of what she used to love. This girl will hang on until she is at the point of humiliation. At the end of the day, when the relationship finally falls apart, she is content in knowing there was nothing else she could have done to save it. She thinks this’ll give her less of a reason to look back and regret.

And then there’s the girl who recoils at the first sign of trouble. She will withdraw faster than he has a chance to prove her wrong. She’d rather be the one who rejects than the one rejected. She covers her bases quickly, and shuts out any possibility of being embarrassed or offended. She’d rather have her pride intact than the truth, with all its potentially gory details.

There are pros and cons to being one or the other.

So which one do you think you’ll be?

yesterday, i found out something that made me scream
vanessa felisa fe te ong, my classmate
confessed that she
is the cousin of
James Y. Samson
the hottest, cutest, and sweetest
guy i have ever met
and also, my crush since 2nd grade
!!!

omg!
she’s gonna introduce me!

p.s.
good luck!