happy halloween i guess… im not going to have fun….im not going to do anything basically. im not going to trick o treat and im definitely not going to go alone. all my friends have plans..and im here not doing anything. cant my life get any worse. ugh well its my fault anyways cus i was soooo excited for halloween but now its ruined…this always happens to me.. whenever im really excited for something it always gets ruined…*sigh* and plus i was sooo excited cus yesterday we were supposed to go to an amusement park but no a HUGE snow storm just had to come. and i was about to go today but everybody has plans. oh well. life is not supposed to be perfect anyways….ugh and another thing….my computer is all messed up …so i wont be able to be there for hello kitty’s b-day on HKO…im sorry… i should just stop being excited and being happy for something or else its going to be ruined…jeeze…

ok well… i finished {Hakushaku to Yousei} once again i wanted more… is it just me or animes just have endings that want you to want more? (if that makes sense) and if its a yes then its kinda aggravating me…oh well. =P i dont know what to watch next though…*thinking thinking thinking…* ok i should stop talking to myself so bye!! <3

Sorry i havent written in a while. eh who cares… It snowing right now. Alot actaully. but its not sticking to the ground. hum hum this morning i watched some figure skating championship and then gymnastics championship in London. ugh London looks awesome. i really want to go to London and other countries in Europe. me and my friends want to go to Japan with me and then we all will go to Europe. =D but first we need to yell at the airlines to stop raising the prices. xD JK. but they need too…but that cant be helped cus the economy is so retarted. ya i cant even go to my hometown (Japan) cus it is SUPER expensive just to go to Japan… *sigh* Right now im listening to the {Bakemonogatari} ending song. im learning it cus i love it. =] school is boring but my friends are making it a little fun. my spanish teacher is so mean to me. science is BORING and the teacher sucks at teaching. math is EXTREMELY boring… dance is ok…Lit. is ok. Geography is ok… so yeah. oh and im EXCITED for the dance performance!! we finished our contemporary piece and now we just have to finish our choreography group dance. yuppers.

ok ok ok. i finished {Kuroshitsuji}… o_O damn it was good. Sebastian is hawt. >///< then i watched {Bakemonogatari}. it was perty good. and now im watching {Baccano}. its good so far. i love how some of the people are immortal. its kewl.  {Naruto Shippuden}…oh dear some epic battleness much? *cries* it gonna be soon until Jiraiya… T_T {Pokemon}. i havent watched last Saturdays but i need to catch up anyways. chyeah.

OPEN BETA HAS STARTED!!! ugh but i dont like how we have to start from the beginning again. =P and plus the monsters are much stronger!! (or is it just me?) but ya. oh and plus i might not be on for a while after Hello Kitty’s b-day cus of performance rehearsals and stuff. but i might squeeze in some time of playing after rehearsals so ya. =] ok well i should shut up now so bye!! <3

hello hello. oh wow i have to tell you a lot of things… o_O i have so many dog shows coming up!! AHHH!! weather is being bipolar over here. its like cold then super hot then cold then super hot…and so on. yaaa… =P at school i guess its alright. after school dance sucks…. but at school dance is alright. were working on our performances now and some of them are amazing! =D

Ai ok so we had challenge day at our school and it was amazing. some of the games were weird. but the serious stuff was soooo SAD!! i swear everyone cried….EVERYONE. when we had to tell our story to our group i was crying so much but then when we had to do the crossing line thing i was crying my eyes out. ugh it was soooo sad. we had to hug people around in a circle and i hugged the guy i liked!! hahahah!!! but i just came out of nowhere and hugged him….(whoops). ya and after that i felt like an idiot…. -_- oh well at least i did something instead of nothing… hahaa.. anyways challenge day was cool.

ok. well {Pandora hearts} is already done…daaarrnnn.. and the second season will probably come next year… damn it. i loved {Pandora hearts} though. very good very good. Oz totally beat his dad’s chain with one hit which was amazing!! yup yup. Ai… i should catch up with {Pokemon}. and i need to watch {Naruto Shippuden}. well now im watching {Kuroshitsuji}. perty good. its a little weird at times, funny, and the fighting parts are kewl. yuppers. ok well i need to sleep. bye <3

hum hum. well the weather is kinda nice today but now its getting colder and colder…..dang…. *cries* T_T my feet and my hands have been numb forever!!! now they are turning numb… =P *shivers* i want to bring a HUGE jacket to school and where it all day but then when i get to hot i dont have anywhere to put it…..i dont like holding it around with me or else i will forget it…and it wouldnt fit in my backpack….oh well… T_T  school is terrible….i noticed i have mixed up grades. i have all of the letters!!! A,B,C,D,F !!! i have NO idea why i have a F…its soooo weird…. i think i missed a lot tests and stuff… yup…

AHHHH!!! i already finished {Fruits basket}. THE BEST ANIME EVER. its one of those animes that i would watch over and over again. ya ya ya im slow at watching the major animes i guess you could say. wow and i cried a river on the last 3 episodes….it was sooooo sad…. i was crying so much. *sigh* im in love with {Fruits basket}. im thinking of other animes to watch. =] but ya i loved {Fruits basket}.

why hello there. muahahahaha i skipped school today. thats good cus i missed a terrible class probably. >=D my dance teachers at school are mud at the bottom of my shoe. thats pretty mean to say but you dont know what they are like. they make you miserable and they make you look stupid..its embarassing….yaaa…. jeeze i hate school.. i really want to do online school but that will never happen…of course noone believes that i will take it seriously. im not suprised that they dont believe in me. *sigh* hum hum right now im listening to some good ol’ japanese songs. =]  ugh im still sick of ballet… =P GAAHHH!! its soooo cold here now too. my hands are frozen…*trying to type* =P its been raining the last 3 days…..

hahah wow… im still watching {Fruits basket}. its AMAZING. i love it. its random, funny, sometimes sad, and cute!!! man i love it. its another anime that i would watch over and over again. i love all the zodiac people. well except for maybe Akito (cus he scares me!!!)… i love all the characters. =] yesh yesh… {Pandora hearts}…wow…the last episode i watched it had so much ACTION!! i loved it. Break was amazing as usual. i love Mad Hatter. {Naruto Shippuden}. im waiting for it cus they have a special double episode im guessing. and i think its about Jiraiya. oh dear i know what will happen to him….its a big spoiler so im not saying it. you probably guessed it by now. =(  {Pokemon}. i dont know why they skipped there usual show date. probably to show another new show. eh i dont know. yup thats pretty much it.

i heard HKO open beta will start soon. im very excited!! =D =D =D

today or last night or whatever you may call it, HKO ended… =( sad yes very sad. but i had a great time on there. it was sooooo fun. i obviously cant wait for OB. we were waiting till we got kicked off. we did a conga line and that totally failed. xD  but oh well at least we tried. it was fun though. we were like “straight line people” and then we all got clumped up. it was funny. ya then we tried again and then we followed the line but then everyone got lost. then we were thinking of spelling out HKO but that would take years probably. xD  so for the last 5 min. or so we took a group picture by the lighthouse. it was pretty cool. then it was 1 min left and we were all like “BYE!!!” ……..then 3 min. later we were waiting to get kicked off? ya. we were hoping not to get kicked off. hahaha xD  oh and plus i tried making sandwiches for everyone but that didnt work out well. xD so now i have a lot of sandwiches in my inventory… =D im proud of myself that i stayed up long enough till the end. i slept till 2 am….. =P im not tired right now which is pretty suprising.

oh and by the way my username on HKO was:  Kurina88

and if anyone has the screenshot that was taken last night you should give me the link. =] (if possible) well im crossing my fingers for OB to start soon. keep in touch everyone!

hahahaha… now i want miso soup… =d xD  yum yum. honestly i still want my cake…and tea….im still craving them!!!! AHHH!! wow im going to turn into one fat kid. xD i hate school right now…my dance teacher made me right 5 more freakin dance papers….jeeze…just killed a lot of trees idiot. *sigh* i like dance right now at school but not after school…i wish i could go to the studio where my friend is going but its an hour away from my house. its FAAARR away….i like the studio over there though. the teacher knows what he is doing..unlike the ones at the studio im going to now…gawd…and when we do jumps they do stuff that i havent even learned yet…jeeze….and the studio that i want to go to they barely have any intermediate people. its just two of my friends and sometimes there would be two more or three more people that i dont know. the studio that i go to now all the kids stare at me like im some freak. its true. xD but i dont really mind…wait ya i do cus i hate it when people stare at me…*sigh* yup so i hate the studio that im going to now… >=( 

ok well anyways im done with {La corda d’oro}. very good. =] i loved it. and it learned a lot about music. yaaaa….ummm…soooo…now i really want to play an instrument. ya laugh all you want… but i want to. i looks like sooo much fun. hahahaa. anways now im watching {Fruits basket}. haha i love it. =] its soo cute and soooo funny. =] ok well bye for now <3

jeeze life sucks doesnt it? right now i cant feel my feet….cus its super cold…but the window is opened so i know why my feet are cold….i dont feel like closing the window cus im thinking about a lot of stuff. listening to sad songs and looking outside makes me have mixed emotions…right now i want to cry but there are no tears coming out. i want to make them come out but they just dont want to come….i will make sure to cry tonight though. =]  im listening to classical music right now….awww man its soooooooo peaceful and soothing….right now im listening to a really good song i just dont know what its called…but it has the piano and the violin together. my two favorite instruments. <3  *sigh* anyways enough with reality…

i finished {Toradora}…..awwww that anime was cuuute! sooo much drama though. Ryuugi and Taiga’s relationship was soooooo cute! wow…i was about to cry. and when they kissed i was like now that is sooooo cute…..*sigh* {Toradora} was very good. =]  now im watching {La Corda d’oro}. pretty good. *sigh* the music is just AMAZING…yuuupp….

another matter. i FINALLY downloaded  {HKO}. yeah and when it was working i was sooooooooo happy!!! i also was suprised too. some people said that downloading took them a few days. but my downloading took like about 7 hours? yup. im very happy that its working cus i have a 9 year old computer…which is really shocking. *proud of my computer* =] =]  wellll there are times when i go to place to place its like “disconnected from server” and then i have to log myself on again and stuff like that. but oh well. everyone has there computer problems once in a while. =] yup and {HKO} is ALOT of fun! (except some quests are a little annoying) but oh well. =] ok well i talk to much so bye <3

*sigh* yes the sky is going to cry soon… =(  well i missed school today and it feels awesome…jeeze im sick of school SOOOO much. since all my friends left the school im all alone when im eating lunch. except sometimes i eat with my friend that is a grade higher than me but she usually goes off campus though…(and i cant go off campus)… jeeze..right now life sucks. my brain is full of crap and im all messed up right now. like literally MESSSED up. im falling in love with blood stained rabbits and stuff like that. dont asky why….my brain is just working this way right now. im being sick on purpose so that i can miss school. daaaang i want to cry right now because im listening to some classical music thats really saddening…i want to learn how to play the piano. oh wait i did…and i failed that class..>.> *remembers teacher* GRRRR….dang i hated that teacher…he expected us to know the piano just like that…he was like ok do this and he would like do some 2 minute thing on the piano. and were all like.. o_O yeaaaahhh sure….whatever you say…. >.> i guess for me learning to do the piano was quiet hard….

damn {Pandora hearts} rocks…gawd damn i LOVE it… =D just getting creepier every time!!! hhahaha i love Break he is my favorite character and Oz and Gil and Jack. hahah yup. i watched some more {Toradora} and last night i was literaly going to cry. it was a good episode. (it was when they finished that big huge festival). yup. In {Pokemon} *ahem* it kinda made me mad when Piplub stayed as a Piplub…yeahh..i was like ‘REALLY?! dude that lame..’ well i dont know according to you guys but i got pretty mad when Piplub wanted to stay as a Piplub…. -_-  ok i have said enough obviously so then..bye <3 

ive been craving cake like the past 2 weeks. not even joking. i know i know your probably like ‘ew cake makes you fat.’ psh. i can burn it off. [[dancing]] hahaha yaa… school is a PAIN! its sooooooo boring. all my teachers are EXTREMELY boring so the result is that i fall asleep in all my classes. (good way to ‘catch up’ on my sleeping) xD  xD  ya and last week two of my teachers knew that i was sleeping. xD hahaha it was really funny actually… in science i sit in the back but im like in the dead center though. ya i fell asleep by covering my face. (not very wise but my teacher didnt do anything) then when i woke up my teacher kept looking at me and i was like ‘i wasnt falling asleep!’ (wink wink) ya and then in language arts my teacher was reading a story and i sat in the middle and i was looking at the back wall and fell asleep….haha xD  and then again my teacher kept staring at me. yaaa… it was pretty funny..oh ya that asian kid that i thought was asian…..HE WASNT ASIAN! but then again if you look at his face more closer then he DOES NOT look asian…but far away he does. xD yaaaa….

grrrr….i didnt really realize that {Pandora Hearts} was ongoing…damn. well its my fault for not looking at it. xD  {Pandora Hearts} is getting very interesting. *remembers suprising stuff*  =O  *nod nod* well since its ongoing and im waiting for the episodes to come im watching {Toradora}. yup. wow its very funny. hahahahaa xD {Naruto Shippuden} NOW its getting exciting. yes yes. now im like this o_O when im watching. my face used to be like this T_T or =/  yuppers.  ok well im off. bye <3

one more thing….CANT DOWNLOAD HKO…..*VERY SAD* keeps saying error or something….but im still trying. nothing will stop me!!! MUAHAHAHAHHAHA!! hahah ok bye now.