the past few days have been very good lol. i did some yeard work and i just been happy lately. i realy miss derrik tho, i havne’t gotten to talk with him in a while. hopefully i’ll get to talk with him soon. (more…)

i’m very happy because me and Derrik got back together. i haven’t gotten to talk to him much tho, he’s moving to AZ, from Oklahoma, tomorrow so he’s very busy. and i’m not pissed off at Miguel anymore so next time he calls i’ll talk with him lol. i got my cell fixed to they just gave me a new one lol. and i bought 3 pairs of shoes yesterday, really splurged lol. well that’s l i feel like writing for now. ttfn - k

scince april 24 it’s been crazy here. first my brother had a seuzure then derrik and i broke up then miguel called me and said he loves me all on the 24th. so i thought miguel and i were getting back together. the next day he was in town and stoped by with his mom for like 30 seconds so i didn’t get to talk with him about getting back together. i did get to see him sunday a  religious/family thing and we got to talk a little, turns out the jeark only said he loved me because i was upset, so he’s screwing with my head again, jeark. then next day, monday 28th, we got to hang out at the mall for a few hours and i was pretty quiet, seeing as how i was rejected by him and had my heart broken all over again. but we made plans to get to hang out the next day. his mom was suposed to come by upload the rest of my senior pics and leave him here for a few hours. well his mom showed but miguel decided to go bike riding with one of his other friends, so he ditched me tuesday, jack ass. so i decided to not talk to him anymore, alteast for a while. and when he called thursday night i freggin answered the phone, i was soo pissed off at myself for that. and on top of all that my cell is broken, i droped it in the toilet and it won’t work right anymore, it’s turning on and off by itself and calling people by itself and when i go to call someone or answer the phone the send call button will not work. so hopefully tomoro before me and my aunt go to my grandmas house i’ll be able to get a new one, it’s gonna cost 50$ tho, good thing we have insurance on it or it’d be a hell of a lot more lol. well that’s the end of my venting, i’m still realy realy pissed off at miguel tho, how could he just ditch me like that!!! he does this every time he’s in town we’ll make plans and he won’t show. gawd guys suck ass.