the past few days have been very good lol. i did some yeard work and i just been happy lately. i realy miss derrik tho, i havne’t gotten to talk with him in a while. hopefully i’ll get to talk with him soon. Read the rest of this entry »

i’m very happy because me and Derrik got back together. i haven’t gotten to talk to him much tho, he’s moving to AZ, from Oklahoma, tomorrow so he’s very busy. and i’m not pissed off at Miguel anymore so next time he calls i’ll talk with him lol. i got my cell fixed to they just gave me a new one lol. and i bought 3 pairs of shoes yesterday, really splurged lol. well that’s l i feel like writing for now. ttfn - k

scince april 24 it’s been crazy here. first my brother had a seuzure then derrik and i broke up then miguel called me and said he loves me all on the 24th. so i thought miguel and i were getting back together. the next day he was in town and stoped by with his mom for like 30 seconds so i didn’t get to talk with him about getting back together. i did get to see him sunday a  religious/family thing and we got to talk a little, turns out the jeark only said he loved me because i was upset, so he’s screwing with my head again, jeark. then next day, monday 28th, we got to hang out at the mall for a few hours and i was pretty quiet, seeing as how i was rejected by him and had my heart broken all over again. but we made plans to get to hang out the next day. his mom was suposed to come by upload the rest of my senior pics and leave him here for a few hours. well his mom showed but miguel decided to go bike riding with one of his other friends, so he ditched me tuesday, jack ass. so i decided to not talk to him anymore, alteast for a while. and when he called thursday night i freggin answered the phone, i was soo pissed off at myself for that. and on top of all that my cell is broken, i droped it in the toilet and it won’t work right anymore, it’s turning on and off by itself and calling people by itself and when i go to call someone or answer the phone the send call button will not work. so hopefully tomoro before me and my aunt go to my grandmas house i’ll be able to get a new one, it’s gonna cost 50$ tho, good thing we have insurance on it or it’d be a hell of a lot more lol. well that’s the end of my venting, i’m still realy realy pissed off at miguel tho, how could he just ditch me like that!!! he does this every time he’s in town we’ll make plans and he won’t show. gawd guys suck ass.

Who was your first kiss?: ashley

Who was your last kiss?: miguel, for now

All together, how many people have you kissed?: 5 that i can think of

Do your actions ever scare you?: sometimes

Have you ever been in true love?: yep

Ever lied to make someone feel better?: not realy

How do you like being lied to?: heck no

Did you forgive the person who hurt you the most?: NO!!!

Did they deserve to be forgiven?:NO!!!!

Can your friends count on you?: always

Are you a good listener?: yea

Does it bother you when you’re friends wont help you out?: yea

What’s a regret you have?: not telling

Why did you cry last?: a few days ago

Who’s always on your mind?: derrik

Are you comfortable with your body?: no

Have you ever broken a heart? Did you feel bad?: maby and yes

Do you believe in god? Go to church?: undecided

Do you keep a journal that only you should ever read?: yea

Can you control your thoughts?: i try

Can you control your actions?: i do my best

How about your emotions?: i do my best

Have you ever done something that was really bad for yourself?: yea

Who is it easiest to be yourself around?: derrik

What can always put you in a good mood?:derrik, ashley, vanessa, sara

Have you kissed in the rain?:nope

Are you able to always be yourself?: no

Is their anyone that you care more about than youself?: yea everyone

What do you miss about your past?: dad

Are you excited about the future?: yea

Do have any idea of what your future is gonna be like?: i have hopes

How do you do in school? Do you try hard?: i did ok, and no

Do you like to help others? Does it make you feel good?: yes and yes

Are you trust worthy?: of course

Did you lie at all in this survey?:nope

[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] You have your own laptop
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You have an ipod/ mp3 player
[ ] Your parents are still together
[x] You have a best friend
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard

T 0 T A L: 3

[x] You dress how you want to.
[ ] hang out with friends more than once a week
[ ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] you NEVER cry more than twice a month.
[ ] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.

T 0 T A L: 3

[ ] You have over 50 friends on myspace
[x] You have pictures on myspace.
[ ] Your parents let you have a myspace
[x] You get allowance
[ ] You collect something normal
[ ] You look forward to going to work (School)
[x] You don’t wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[ ] You do something after school

T 0 T A L: 3

[ ] You own a car.
[x] You usually don’t fight with your mom
[ ] You are happy with your appearance
[ ] You have never gotten a failing grade on your report card
[x] You have friends

T 0 T A L: 2

[ ] you know what’s going on in the world.
[x] You care about many people.
[ ] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own/owned a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[ ] You don’t have many enemies
[x] You are a generally nice person.

T 0 T A L: 5

multiply total by 3

your score: = 48

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Stats:

Name? kala
Age? 17
Male/Female? i think i’m a chick let me chick……..yep i’m a girl
Birthday? 9/13/90
Birth sign? dunno
Hometown? red bluff, don’t go there
Current location? at the computer duh
Hair color/Style? you tell me
Eye color? blue-green they change sometimes
Height? 5′7″
Weight/Fitness? 135
Heritage? dunno
Education level? i’ll be out of high school on frinday
Stereotype? uhhh emo i guess
Clothing style? my own
Best feature? depends on who’s asking lmao
Piercings? just ears for now
Tattoos? not yet lmao

Psychological:

Think you are attractive? no, but i’m told otherwise
Believe in yourself? sometimes
Hopes for your future? secrets
Biggest weakness? not telling
Greatest fears? again secrets…..and lies, it’s all secrets and lies!!!!!
Health freak? hell no
OCDs? what??
Depressed? sometimes, ok alot, i’m doing better tho
Regrets? yea, don’t ask
How do you want to die? don’t ask me that
Theme song? scars by papa roach

Favorite

Color? dark blue
Food? stuffed mushrooms
Book? green angel by alice hoffman
Song? heaven’s gaze by the cruxshadows
Actor? johnney depp duh
Pizza? pepperoni with mushrooms and pinapple
Movie? at the moment sweeny todd, but it changes
Animal? cat wolf owel
Holiday? none
Cartoon? famil guy
Pastime? crap like this survey
T.V. show? mythbusters, csi
Ice cream? chocolat chip cookie dough or mint chocolate chip
Thirst quencher? tea
Band/performer? too many to list
Outside location? the ocean, or near water
Indoor location? my room

Locations:

Where would you like to live? by water
Been to or lived in a major city? been to
What country would you most like to Visit? china
Been outside of your country? nope
Been to a major tourist spot (Grand canyon, Big Ben, Pyramids, etc)? no that i can think of
Been to a major romantic spot (Niagara falls, Eiffel Tower, etc)? burney falls

Ever/Past month/Last 24 hours/Do you:

Smoke? never
Swear? yea
Been drunk? yea, not doing that any time soon, don’t ask
Done any drugs? never
Stolen anything? nope
Had an argument? yea, the last one was with the cat lmao
Gotten into a fight? verbal yea
Been beaten up? no
Done more than kiss? yea
Been to a concert? no
Play an instrument? no, i’m musically retarted
Play video games? who dosen’t?!?!
Dance? when i’m alone sometimes
Sing? only when i’m alone or with ryan
Read? on occasion
Like storms? of course

Relationships

Had/Have a crush? yea
Been on a date? yea
Been on a blind date? no
Kissed someone? yea
Kissed the same sex? lots of times
If Gay/Bi are you out? no
Been called a tease? yea
Gone skinny dipping? of course
Had sex? not telling
Been in love? yep
Been dumped? yep
Had your heart broken? too many times to count
Broken someone’s heart? maby
In a relationship now? yea
Want to get married? yea
Have/want kids? maby some day

Dating preferences:

Guys or girls? don’t matter
Eye color? brown, green blue, don’t realy care
Hair color/Style? shorter than mine
Height? taller than me
Fitness level? don’t care
Heritage? dunno
Stereotype? any
Clothing style? their own
Best feature? voice, eyes

I finally got to talk to Derik about why he lied to me about the pics. He promised to get a cam and send me a pic but couldn’t afford a cam and was very afraid to let me down, he’s sooo sweet lol, and the pic he sent me was one he had of his cousin.

Anyway i’m happy now lol. Had a realy rough last night that i don’t want to talk about tho. Finaly got to talk with Vanessa and Sara a little, Ashley too. well i gotta go to be ttyl <3 ya lots - kay

My day was good lol. I made a home made chocolate cake and just relaxed most of the day. I talked to my ex bf for like and hour and a half today, it was very nice, happens to be the highlight of my day. I watched part of Sleepy Hollow and messed around on the net. I found today that i realy realy like the band Panic! At the Disco. My younge brother and i also got some laughs at this pic, no offence ment to emos, i happen to be labeled as that myself, it’s all in good fun ok, good and i’m sory if the pic  does bother you.

 

 

i’m bored so i decided to start a blog. well here it is lol. this is just a test run tho.