wala akong ideya kung binabasa mo pa ang mga blog ko oh kung binibisita mo man lang ito..

sana mapansin mo to..

una..
pasensya na..

nasupladahan kita ng hindi sinasadya..nakakainis lang kasi yung ideya na nagpaparamdam ka pa eh hindi naman natin kailangang magkamustahan..

mali ako dun..kaya heto’t kinakausap kita dito..

matagal tagal na din tayong hindi naguusap..hindi ko alam kung sasagot ka dito sa blog/liham ko sa’yo..

tutal, nasa usapang kamusta naman..mabuti naman ang lagay ko..ganun pa rin ang trabaho ko..pero sa ibang kumpanya na..

kung masaya ba ako..oo..masaya ako ngayon..wala akong inaalalang problema oh anu man..masaya kami sa bahay..at oo, buhay pa si lola..hehe si tata nagkasakit..may maintenance na siya ng gamot ngayon, pero ok siya..ganun parin..pero nabawasan ng timbang..si love, may boyfriend na..si shoji..akalain mo yun??

at may ibabalita pa pala ako sayo..

tapos na ako mag aral ame..sa wakas, hindi na ako papasok sa school..sa review center nalang..haha lapit na maging CPA..makakamit ko na ang tagumpay ame..

hindi ako aasang sasagot ka..sapat nang mabasa mo man lang ito..

*kung gusto mo pala sumagot..eto tanong ko..–kamusta na??

i wake up in the dark
silence brings me to my senses
i wonder where you are
and i feel the pain
the pain in heart

coz i’m living without your love
i’m all alone for sure this time
and it doesn’t seem to be a dream
a dream that will be over

All the words you said

Weren’t enough to fool this heartache

Memories in my head

Aren’t enough to stop me falling apart

Cause I’m living without your love

And maybe it won’t be the last time

I don’t know how much more I can take

Hope is wide awake and here I go

calling your name again

Thinking of all that we two had before

There’s got to be more (to) this I know

Calling your name again

Remembering all the love you gave to me

And how we used to be

I think of what’s to come

Then

I turn and see your picture
The tears begin to fall
And soon I can make sense of nothing at all
Cause I’m living without your love
Hoping that I’ll make it this time

Something tells me this is not the end
Wish I could pretend but here I go

calling your name again……….

***

i like it when i feel that its true and when i feel that you share my pain..

but now its just a song..a song that reminds me of a great love..a wonderful love that can never be felt again..because we have parted and we wont ever meet..

we wont ever want to meet..

like i said, i’ll miss you forever..and that will never ever change..because that is all i could do for you..let you know that i care..but not love, i guess..i hope not love..

this is it..

you’re leaving me for good..but i wont say goodbye to you..i’d like to put it this way..’see you someday’..

it more comforting..

having hope is comforting..but it hurts me more..

confused..really..i dont know how to react..i know we can never be..atleast in this lifetime..

i really wish to see you someday..

i will miss you for the rest of my life..

how many more days will i wait till i hear from you again..

agony..

agony is all i’m feeling and i don’t know when it’ll stop..i wish it was today..but..

i know you wont miss my anyway..

i have been waiting for almost two weeks now..and i haven’t got any mails from you yet..im starting to wonder if you ever think of me like i do everyday..

i am hoping..and i think that it is the saddest part..because i might be waiting for nothing at all..i might be waiting for the impossible..

the thought of being with you for a day never slips my mind..how much more for the thought of you saying you wont ever leave again?

how many more days till i see you?how many more days till i’m perfectly happy?how many more days?