heart pounding

and the silence is capturing me

i wonder when i’ll meet you

will you ever be with me?

waking up each morning

brings me closer to that day

when i’ll see your face

and you’ll long for me in the same way

i will not be tired of dreaming

because you will make it come true

now hurry your way to me

because im ready to take care of you

***

made sometime this week..

P1 is killing me..hehe sorry sir Ube.. mwah!

i know im not supposed to like someone right now..but this stupid heart is hurting like hell whenever the fact that he’s not for me comes to mind..

we’ve known each other not quite long..

a few weeks perhaps..

its super weird because i remember setting some standards on who i will love next..and i think he’s the one i wrote about..

i cant believe myself for feeling all jealous and for wanting to let him feel that i care..a lot..

i dont want to nurture this feeling..maybe i should keep distance..i dont want my broken heart shattered into smaller pieces..

recently, i found somebody to like..

he’s all talented and cute..and we’re friends..

but thats just it..

we are FRIENDS..

my heart’s really broken..

arg.

this year has been exciting for me..

a lot of happy and sad things happened that i will surely never forget.

and towards the mid of the year, a challenge challenged me.. hehe

i have, rather, want to stay single for one whole year.

now im not saying that being in a relationship is everything for me. what im saying is, i’ve been in and out of relationships that most of the time, i dont know or forget how to be alone anymore. and i swear, it is difficult.

may 2008. i’ve decided to stay single. the only criteria that would extinguish my decision is if i say i love you back to a person.

somehow, i managed to stay happy and well. up until now, i am very much single but definitely not alone.. thats because i have my family with me. they keep me alive. they make me want to wake up and say -its gonna be a bright day ahead-

a friend asked me if i miss it. yeah..i miss it..but i dont miss it like hell..for some reason i am liking how the single thing is going..its freedom and love all at the same time..i am not losing all the love i have..i am gaining myself..i am under construction and im gonna come back with a bang!

im setting priorities. im studying harder than i thought i could. i am working to keep us fed and im loving it that my wallet is happy as well..

so i’ve stated my case..but i’d like to add more..

tips: to stay happy..

see the light!

its always nice to be optimistic. there is no downside at all. aside from the fact that you’ll get less of that stress from everyday activities, the smile on your face could make other people feel your happiness..

feel the air!

it could be a little warm sometimes but it will keep the coldness in your heart comforted..its a matter of dressing up your heart to whatever comes your way.. problems will always be there..and its gonna make you stronger..so deal with it head on..and of course the good times are always nice to entertain..remember: dont go with the flow..follow your heart..

hear the music!

some people may say bad things about you..but you know what is true.. its either you talk back or walk away..and from what i’ve heard..walking away is the bravest thing to do.. so the next time someone steps on your ego with their words..hear the melody and sing along..

smell the flowers!

suspicions are tricky..and when you smell something fishy, it is always the right thing to ask first..trust is always the best ingredient in every situation..if you learn how to trust you’ll learn how to understand..but i am not saying that you should be stupid all at the same time..asking is not enough..you should keep your eyes open and not lay your gaurds down..so dont dive into the smelly pool of stupidy..flowers definitely smell better..

taste the spice!

life isnt always sweet and not always bitter as well..have some adventure. do something new. its always nice to discover hidden talents and make them better.. sing out loud and dance like its the last dance..life shouldnt be a routine..its supposed to be exciting and fun..

enjoy every minute because life is short..and there’s no better way to spend it than to spend it for your God..

that i need to deal with..hehe

first..

im about to graduate..

im feeling supre good about it..finally finally..im done with my hard work..im about the enter the corporate world..(after i pass the board exams..hehe)

but still..im excited to be a fully pledged adult..a graduate..someone with a degree..something to be proud of..

now i can say that i’ve finished something..hehe

im turning to become a pin cusion..

why is that??im skewered meat..

i do silly things and i end up doing much sillier things..hehe

im planning on having friends..JUST friends..but i am so in demand..haha

imma wait till im ready..im hoping someone’s waiting for me too..:)

no complaints for today..

im too happy for that..

hehe