i was actually planning on writing a story..but i changed my mind..apparently..

a lot of, or maybe i just feel like i always get the same question, people are asking me why im still by my lonesome..and i’d always respond with, i’ll get there (rephrased and translated)

the love day is coming but i dont feel like celebrating..partly because imma have my exam on that day..and i know i wont receive any flowers..

the thing is..i think im liking this..im liking the freedom and the certainty that i can make myself stay happy..

(draft)

alright!

what to blog for today ey??

ah ah..here’s one..

earlier today, i was with my R4J friends.. (what that means, send me a pm.. ) and i was talking with the girl that has the same name as i do..

i was informed that she aced our MS quiz..so i asked her for some tips..

tips on how to study efficiently, that is..

1. stay away from the bed

and man she is right! the bed is always so inviting..just the thought of being close to my bed makes me sleepy..thus, leaving my plan-to-study scheme and just hit the sheets.. sheeeeeet! haha

2. stay away from the mirror

i guess this one applies exclusively for girls.. based on experience, it is really time consuming..i mean, not everybody enjoys the luxury of admiring themselves in the mirror..most of the time they get scared of what they see..hehe kidding..so.. staying away from the mirror for girls is a must! *thinking about leaving my mirror with my sister.*

3. stay away from the nail cutter

and yes..its also super true. one of the things that i enjoy is cleaning my nails..and more often than not, whenever i try to study and see my toes..i end up looking for the panlinis ng kuko kit.. and it sucks up all my time..

now all these 3 are the things she told me to do..but i actually have one more thing to add..

4. stay away from the computer

just like now..i brought some of my MS handouts so i could study them..well i have answered some of the items..but see, the idea of doing something else *not the best thing to do though* lures me to leave my brain cell-killing attempt to the no brain-er activity that this is..*gets mo un??haha*

i really need to function properly..

after this blog entry..i promise to answer more items..

promise!

girl..

bitterness is next to you..

anu ka ba..its not like im gonna steal  him from you.. iyong iyo na girl.. ok??

now i dont have to explain myself because from what i remember, i didnt do anything wrong to you..di ba?!

you just enjoy your life ok??

good day to you blesy/blesie..however its spelled..

wala akong ideya kung binabasa mo pa ang mga blog ko oh kung binibisita mo man lang ito..

sana mapansin mo to..

una..
pasensya na..

nasupladahan kita ng hindi sinasadya..nakakainis lang kasi yung ideya na nagpaparamdam ka pa eh hindi naman natin kailangang magkamustahan..

mali ako dun..kaya heto’t kinakausap kita dito..

matagal tagal na din tayong hindi naguusap..hindi ko alam kung sasagot ka dito sa blog/liham ko sa’yo..

tutal, nasa usapang kamusta naman..mabuti naman ang lagay ko..ganun pa rin ang trabaho ko..pero sa ibang kumpanya na..

kung masaya ba ako..oo..masaya ako ngayon..wala akong inaalalang problema oh anu man..masaya kami sa bahay..at oo, buhay pa si lola..hehe si tata nagkasakit..may maintenance na siya ng gamot ngayon, pero ok siya..ganun parin..pero nabawasan ng timbang..si love, may boyfriend na..si shoji..akalain mo yun??

at may ibabalita pa pala ako sayo..

tapos na ako mag aral ame..sa wakas, hindi na ako papasok sa school..sa review center nalang..haha lapit na maging CPA..makakamit ko na ang tagumpay ame..

hindi ako aasang sasagot ka..sapat nang mabasa mo man lang ito..

*kung gusto mo pala sumagot..eto tanong ko..–kamusta na??

i know i complained about my job and all that..

but today..i feel like i really shouldnt..

i tried to get a new job this morning..and i have this feeling that i wont get hired..

i guess its asking too much to give me a new job when i already have a good one..

this made me feel so blessed that i have the opportunity to pay for all that i need and want..i just have to appreciate it more..

so i guess im going to stay for a bit..

thank you Lord..