i know im not supposed to like someone right now..but this stupid heart is hurting like hell whenever the fact that he’s not for me comes to mind..

we’ve known each other not quite long..

a few weeks perhaps..

its super weird because i remember setting some standards on who i will love next..and i think he’s the one i wrote about..

i cant believe myself for feeling all jealous and for wanting to let him feel that i care..a lot..

i dont want to nurture this feeling..maybe i should keep distance..i dont want my broken heart shattered into smaller pieces..