heart pounding

and the silence is capturing me

i wonder when i’ll meet you

will you ever be with me?

waking up each morning

brings me closer to that day

when i’ll see your face

and you’ll long for me in the same way

i will not be tired of dreaming

because you will make it come true

now hurry your way to me

because im ready to take care of you

***

made sometime this week..

P1 is killing me..hehe sorry sir Ube.. mwah!

tomorrow will mark the start of my attempt to shed some weight. *i can do this! hah!

over the christmas vacation gaining weight was a fact. but goodness! even after the vacation, i’ve continously increased horizontally! OMG!

now i have to be serious about this..

so what’s my plan..

its simple..

i’ll go over the drug store and buy me some diet supplement..haha! im serious.

and of course..continue my 5 minute exercise.. *what ever could it do to my body??hehe

eat less..*so help me God..

and sleep less..*fingers crossed..

that’s basically it..

btw..i weigh 130lbs today..so lemme update myself about this on Febuary 21..

best of luck!

i know im not supposed to like someone right now..but this stupid heart is hurting like hell whenever the fact that he’s not for me comes to mind..

we’ve known each other not quite long..

a few weeks perhaps..

its super weird because i remember setting some standards on who i will love next..and i think he’s the one i wrote about..

i cant believe myself for feeling all jealous and for wanting to let him feel that i care..a lot..

i dont want to nurture this feeling..maybe i should keep distance..i dont want my broken heart shattered into smaller pieces..

recently, i found somebody to like..

he’s all talented and cute..and we’re friends..

but thats just it..

we are FRIENDS..

my heart’s really broken..

arg.