i know i complained about my job and all that..

but today..i feel like i really shouldnt..

i tried to get a new job this morning..and i have this feeling that i wont get hired..

i guess its asking too much to give me a new job when i already have a good one..

this made me feel so blessed that i have the opportunity to pay for all that i need and want..i just have to appreciate it more..

so i guess im going to stay for a bit..

thank you Lord..

i’ve been on my new job for a month now..

the pay is great..

i’ve never received this much money since i started working..and to think that im having less hours than my previous job..

my boss is awsome!

i think i’ve never met a person so considerate and responsible..for a boss, that is..

but..

yes..

BUT!

im sad.

more like lonely.

im all by my lonesome here..no officemates, no anybody..

there’s a helper..but we really dont talk that much because she’s busy with the place and im trying to work..

now i’ve realized that the best things are really free..

im paid here..so it cant and wont be the best thing for me..

i miss being with people while working..i mean, having people around me..hearing the noise when everybody’s having their class..

at first i thought im gonna enjoy it because im paid well..but its not all about the money..its the satisfaction i get when i come to work..its the excitement i feel when i sit infront of the computer..its the smile on my face when im about to have a class..its feeling energized when im about to go home..

one thing i’ve learned in this life is to continue when you’re enjoying and stop when you feel like you’re dying..

my heart is all dried up in this place..its bright because of the lights but the feel is gloomy..its cold because of the air conditioner but i feel all sweaty because of unease..

im resigning..

i want to be happy..

that i need to deal with..hehe

first..

im about to graduate..

im feeling supre good about it..finally finally..im done with my hard work..im about the enter the corporate world..(after i pass the board exams..hehe)

but still..im excited to be a fully pledged adult..a graduate..someone with a degree..something to be proud of..

now i can say that i’ve finished something..hehe

im turning to become a pin cusion..

why is that??im skewered meat..

i do silly things and i end up doing much sillier things..hehe

im planning on having friends..JUST friends..but i am so in demand..haha

imma wait till im ready..im hoping someone’s waiting for me too..:)

no complaints for today..

im too happy for that..

hehe