i felt it..just this sunday..

i knew i was gonna suffer..i but ignored the idea..

so now..here i am..really suffering..

sniffing endlessly and trying not to scratch my throat because of itch..

i feel like mucous is dripping but i think that i have to just let it be..

too bad..

cant smell something delicious..and if in case i do..i’ll just end up sneezing..

boo!

i haven’t been blogging..

and this time, its a choice not to..

i feel kinda strange though..i always want to write things down..but i guess my mind says the words faster for my typing to catch up..

lately i’ve been thinking about the future..when i graduate when i grow older..i mean..its all kind of exciting and scary at the same  time..

i like thinking about what is to happen..so then i’ll have plans and pursue them..but somehow, not everything happens according to plan..some fails and some turns out to be even better than what i thought of..

but i do hope that the future will offer good things like what i have right now..better relationships, better friendship, better happiness..

i’m confused with what i think of sometimes..

i wish to be well though i’m doing perfectly fine right now..maybe i just want a good life..though i’m contented i want more..maybe for my family..

i really do want to provide for them..i love working hard because i know that i will benefit from it and i know that it is satisfying for the people who love me because it is some kind of an assurance that they did well in raising me..

and i really do thank them for making me like this..

all i want now is to graduate, be a CPA, and live a good life..

thank you LORD!

this is to tell y’all about the changes that has happened..

*you’re different..
*there is definitely nothing wrong in changing..
*but remember,people should change for the

better..you used to be a kind girl..
*and i feel and see that you’ve turned into someone your family doesn’t know..
*you shout at your mother,you always always pick a fight with your brother, and you

didn’t even talk to you sister..
*i don’t know what happened to you..
*i just wish it’ll go away..

i love the old klarize more than what klarize has become..

psalm 62

David is continuously encouraging people and telling them how great God is in his life and it could be the same for all of us..^_^

through the hard times God has been there to comfort him and God has never failed to let David feel that he is not alone with his purpose to lift up the wonders of God in his life..

Lynette Joy suggested 3 thing to do when we are in the verge of darkness..

light up your heart through prayer

tell God all your burdens..He will carry it for you and it is sure that God will be lifted up amidst troubles..

light up your mind with truth

read the Bible as much as you can..it is the only true thing nowadays..you will find out real promises and live by them..^_^

light up your life by doing God’s will

be involved in the church..aside from you personal meditation with the Lord, it is also good to serve Him together with His children, our brothers and sisters..^_^

you won’t stumble in the dark if you walk in the light of God’s Word.

collosians 1:24-29

this passage is about when Paul was telling the church about the great grace that we will receive when we accept God as our savior. he is also saying that not only the Gentiles who will be saved but everyone who accepts his gift of salvation..no one is excluded from this gift and if would just accept it then we’d have a life leading to righteousness..

You were bought at a price; therefore glorify God in you body and in your spirit, which are God’s

1 Corinthians 6:20

as we journey through our life, He gives us more reason to praise and the reason to be thankful because we are saved from death..we have our eternal life to wait for once we finish in this earthly life..

-knowing God gives meaning to life,  and obeying God gives purpose to life.-