ok..

here i go again..

i’m waiting once again..and i don’t think it’ll be over any time soon..

how i wonder why i’m like this..why i wan to give myself something to be sad about..

well not entirely sad..

i mean..i just hate it when i get excited and this excitement leads to disappointment..

i just hate myself for being so trusting..

i know its not bad to trust but to trust for nothing at all is absurd..i know about it and still i give in..

shoot me!!!

shoot me with Cupid’s arrow!!!^_^