oh yeah!!!

i have been struggling on how to balance that balance sheet..

i’ve been solving single entry problems (accounting stuff) for 4 days now, and if i’m not solving i am definitely thinking about how to solve it..

i asked my mom for some help, and all she gave for an advise was to change the title to ‘UNbalance sheet’  its a nice one actually..i wont have to squeeze my brain out for some decent answers if i agreed to change..

but then, i really wanted to solve it..i want to take pride on saying to myself that i made it! i balanced the balance sheet!!! and i am super happy about it..i didn’t have any help and i still managed to get through the though process in one whole piece..^_^

i had a dream last night that i would be missing a class..but not intentionally..

my dream was that i was doing something because i thought that my student is absent..so i went on doing what i’m doing..

i always knew that i have this predictions with my dreams..because it happened before without me realizing it..

and just now..with my 10:30 class..i looked at his ID and it was still offline..and when i looked again around 10:45 he’s online! goodness..i mean, how could that happen..how could i be so careless..knowing that i had a dream about it..i mean, i didn’t know that it will actually happen..though i had some dreams actually happening, i also have some that doesn’t come to life..

i didn’t mean to ditch our class..i was just preoccupied..

i totally take the blame of being irresponsible..

but i think that he was irresponsible too..i mean, he could’ve called me when it was our time to have a class..

i’m so sorry..

i am expecting a mail today..from someone who’ll least think of mailing me..

it makes my tiresome day worth experiencing..

ok..

here i go again..

i’m waiting once again..and i don’t think it’ll be over any time soon..

how i wonder why i’m like this..why i wan to give myself something to be sad about..

well not entirely sad..

i mean..i just hate it when i get excited and this excitement leads to disappointment..

i just hate myself for being so trusting..

i know its not bad to trust but to trust for nothing at all is absurd..i know about it and still i give in..

shoot me!!!

shoot me with Cupid’s arrow!!!^_^

i have been experiencing bad things in life lately..
the trouble of sending myself to school..finding a place to stay, living alone, budgeting, eating alone, not watching television..
i mean, how could anyone survive with such lifestyle??

but you know what..it changes when i see how blessed i am to have such good family..supportive and appreciative..
they let me decide and agrees to what is right..they’re definitely giving me the independence that i really dont want..but eventually need..
they see the little things that i do for them and is very thankful that i was raised the way i am..

and as for me..
i could never imagine myself with any other family that what i have now..
i am thankful that God gave me a good life..a bearable life that is guided by His word..

I’m so blessed to be a servant of God..its like having all you need, and sometimes the things that you want..without even thinking about it..^_^

^_^ ooohhh happiness is in everywhere i go..^_^