ahuh..yup..yes..

i think about it too..the past..what could’ve happened if i made a different choice..if i chose to be alone, if i chose to love someone else, if i chose to be miserable all my life..

oh yes..i do want some of it back..i want to take some words that wasn’t supposed to be said..words that i should have kept to myself..emotions that should have been a secret..

i try to hide everything..but some things are just popping out like a popcorn.. i wish i made better decision..i wish i invested on good businesses, i wish i bought the things im gonna use till i grow old, i wish all my clothes fit me perfectly..i wish for so many things..i guess this is what you call happiness..happiness with some pain on the side..

i want to be complete..-centrum

a korean movie that will totally leave you crying when the movie ends..

its a story of a love forgotten and found at the most inconvenient place and unusual time..

i think its the sweet love that every girl or most of the girls want to have..nothing could ever be sweeter than knowing you’re cared for and protected unconditionally..

the fear of losing becomes your strength and you lose the fear as you go on..

sweet movie..made me cry myself to sleep..

oh yes..i’ve seen the movie..so aside from the fact that its funny, its also..hmm..how should i say it, coincidental? yeah i think that’s the word to describe the movie..it has a lot of coincidence..and when you mix it with the silent-type mr. bean, its just completely hilarious!

but there’s one thing that i noticed. some funny scenes were already done in his show..that was just the part that made me kind of disappointed..but overall, its a good one!^_^

hello to my blog..

i haven’t been posting for quite some time now..and it doesn’t feel like rest at all..i feel like i’ve been missing a lot because i’m not letting things out..

ok let me start..

last week wasn’t interesting at all..except that i realized that most of what we treasure are the things that leaves us or maybe persons that we value that just wont last like we wanted to..but i’m not saying that i lost someone.. its just that i think i really have to practice being alone sometimes..so i wont be at a shock when it really happens..

so i guess it also means that i have to rest once in a while..rest from everything i do and everything i have..just be with my lonesome and enjoy myself and a good movie..

rest is all i need.

i have been fasting for 5 days now and i already had my prayers answered.

thank you Lord. i mean, im not the persevering kind of person towards this but you still gave me your blessing..thank you so much..!