I just felt this need to blog about last week which had been HECTIC! this post should have been posted earlier, i had just been delaying. all rights. craps aside. overview of the post as usual!

1.TUESDAY 1/12: choir exchange with SAJC followed by council alumni party at downtown east coasta sands 
2.WEDNESDAY 2/12: tuition (not gonna dwell too much on this) followed by council CAMP night bbq and stuff
3.THURSDAY 3/12: missed watching new moon but had fun time with lunching with seniors AFTER CHOIR
4.SATURDAY 5/12: date with twinnie (:
5.SUNDAY 6/12: date to twinnie’s brother’s bdae bbq! (:

TUESDAY 1/12: choir exchange with SAJC followed by council alumni party at downtown east coasta sands 

I enjoyed the choral exchange VERY VERY MUCH thanks to MR TAY AND MS THAM! their lesson on music theory and stuff were AWESOME! (: hearts hearts! haha esp cox it was the first time i saw mr tay the way he conducted the whole choir was simply (to me funny and cool and awesome) haha AND we’ve got REINDEER candy sticks! HAHA. it was just so so so FUN (:

2.WEDNESDAY 2/12: tuition (not gonna dwell too much on this) followed by council CAMP night bbq and stuff

i liked the tuition i had been going for because it’s really awesome, i’ve been helping there too. reckon i’d help after TA2 or A levels as like tutor or just genuinely helping out. it’s fun(: the tutors there are fun too! (:

about the camp! i reached sch while the people were having FUN ‘auctioning’ food, eventually they all were sharing food haha but it was for the fun of bidding haha! i joined the nightwalk. freda kamini and zul went walking with me. I was the scaredy cat among them so I SCREAMED LIKE MAD. yea SCREAMED like nobody’s business, just for the fact i wasnt walking with someone else. WELL. YES. i shouldnt be thinking about that. ATROCIOUS. retarded. what had not been possible wasnt possible already.  things were better this way, that i walked with other ppl cox it was a different experience. WELLS. drop that topic. just too bad i had choir the next day so i missed the camp performances. and yes. cox of the screaming i couldnt sing the next day.

3.THURSDAY 3/12: missed watching new moon but had fun time with lunching with seniors AFTER CHOIR

having choir practice while some people who supposedly invited me to watch new moon with them watched new moon. it’s just bad luck the timing clashed and stuff. SIGH. yes. i was damn sad about that, not because i couldnt watch the show but because i couldnt have the time spent with those people. :/ well. i almost thought i was gonna HAVE LUNCH ALONE, GO HOME and EMO with myself, but eventually i turned back and went back to school (i walked all the way to the bus stop, but STONED, watching 2 buses which could bring me home by pass and go) I joined the excos and the dsa people for lunch. i didnt eat much, practically just a yong tau foo soup cox i wasnt particularly hungry. it was fun talking to them, then going back with them on MRT. (those ppl just liked to talk abt funny and wrong topics. HAHA i would say SOME OF THE GUYS. haha LOL)

4.SATURDAY 5/12: date with twinnie (:

going to the library to do work with twinnie! (:

5.SUNDAY 6/12: date to twinnie’s brother’s bdae bbq! (:

that night was AWESOME. had loadsa fun with joni and her siblings, haha went with junshen and winston and another friend.

It has been long since i last went to genting~ This time round it was a rather relaxing and easy going ones. Some highlights of the trip though:1st day-
1.Getting a new pair of sports shoe (:
2 artist portrait of me and my sis!2nd day- many funnny things (:
1. kiddy rides (awesome bumper car time!)
2. watching movie - the christmas carol!
3. karaoke-ing cum dinner!3rd (last day)-
1. LAST min shopping - a skirt bought (:
2. watch 2012 on coach (it’s pirated )It’s always good to have summaries haha so those crappy part ppl can just skip…
rides on coaches are long~ i managed to finish a novel, next year LA text Brave New World by aldous huxley. haha. quite a creepy book! LOL! One thing that never left me was pooh. lol. so random~ i’m still a childish person, need some soft toy for security… get back to point! because we reached there at about 3pm / later, we had an early dinner then walked around shopping. In the shopping list was a new sports shoe for me (cox my current sports shoes is 3 years old alr!) and the new sports shoes i have is NIKE (: it’s like sports shoes with air so cool (: nice to wear and walk with! There was one shop that attracted the four of us which was artist’s drawing of famous people, mediacorp artistes etc~ i thought i would like to have one of my own so i had mine drawn, but with my sister. (: haha i guess it’s really hard to draw me cox i would say the final drawing didnt exactly look like me? but consider the speed and it is hand drawn, the artist is really skilled. (i would upload the photo soon, when i get it on my com!)
That’s much about first day, 2nd day started off late but was generally fun (:The rides we went for were in the indoor theme park, just my dad, my sis and me, It was the same old thing, but just quite different because now i’m 15 so i felt differently and stuff. HAHA. More focus was on taking photos though (zi lian as I am. that is just SO ME.! haha!) even my dad had been infected by my zilianness and he also took one when he was on the reindeer ride! HAHA!!!! XP promise pictures would be uploaded so that less talking needed, it’s boring isnt it? LOL! About the movie we watched, the christmas carol, it was generally ok, the storyline reminds me of GHOST OF GIRLFRIEND’S PAST though, go catch it! (: I like to commend about the 3D animation, the effect it had even without us wearing the 3D specs thing. Yup. it was  cool~ fastforward to dinner time! we went kbox! haha not exactly kbox but those karaoke place. it;s like my first time there! (i’m such a noob aye haha) i had much fun SINGING til my heart’s content. (but my vocal chords were giving way though :/ i gotta have it rest for a long time or sth, but choir practice is just in a few hours time! technically quite a couple of hours)i dont feel like crapping too much for that haha good thing. off with day 3~




Last day! still have things to talk about! morning was time for last min shopping, and i managed to buy a nice purplish/ brownish skirt (: yay more skirts to wear haha! (and there was this barbie show on telly in the hotel room in the morning, wanted to watch it but missed a whole lot of it cox we went out of the room LOL. realised i’m still quite obsessed with barbie. i think barbie on telly is nice, especially those fairy tale stories. (wells i’m still childish as i can be…) Next on, the coach ride. It was a blessing in disguise, we actually wanted to watch 2012 on 2nd day, but cox there was a mix up about the timing we watched the christmas carol instead, 2012 on coach wasnt really nice. the environment wise it was very bumpy ride, and i was rather far from that telly which was showing it… the subtitles were so tiny and at certain point of time there were no subtitles too! :/ well pirated what to expect? >< overall the show was rather amazing. its just hard to be convinced why the main characters were so lucky to be alive against all odds (wells, that is so movie~) haha! waiting time to reach s’pore was exceptionally long~ because there were accidents along the expressway, thanks to the smart driver, we overtook quite a couple of coaches. so here i am back in singapore (:

for the photos! i think uploading on fb would be easier! could go check it out!


There in the bus, the long waiting time, I was thinking of random stuffs again. It was because of sth which someone told me just a couple of days ago, to be wary of ppl… why is it time after time it’s like there just are some sense of being cheated or something. why is it that we just cant trust people to be who they are. it’s really sad. ppl just wear masks and go around hurting others. those people are such jerks. as for me, i had been just too foolish to want to believe that things are good as they are, to have blind eye towards the bad stuff because i’m just losing almost everything if i were to acknowledge them and take actions to them? well. :/ why do ____ have to be like that, they are the ones who listen, yet with motive and stuff? :/ why must i be forced to acknowledge that fact and start thinking of all those hurtful stuffs :/ which cant be changed. and for some things which the more i try not to think of, i ended up thinking of them even more…

Long time since i’ve last updated this blog :/ Shan’t talk too much crappy stuff and get on to whatever i would want to say! haha mayb having a summary would be good, so those who find the bottom part too long (IT DEFINITELY WILL…) at least know the gist of it! haha

1. OVERALL RESULTS
2. BACK FOR GRAD NIGHT
3. TA orientation prep (WELCOMING THE 2010TA1 PRCS!)
4. ALUMNI MEETING + short shopping time AFTER (:  

PART 1
the much awaited… results! (well. if there are any who are waiting for my post… HAHA. >< GUESS mOST PPL HAS GIVEN UP ON COMING TO VIEW NEW POSTS ALR) I’ve got an E for lang arts :/ but As and Bs for all other subjects! (: my position in the cohort is 8/69! at least i’m in top 20% not too bad yea~ (i’m aiming to get better in Lang arts next year!) basically that’s much abt the result, talking too much would be a bit too over. haha. anything anyone wanna find out more they could ask! (: (can ask about some random subject my position i got quite gd for some! (: HAHA LOL!)

PART 2 I’m lazy to type much about this cox i’ve typed this before on fb le haha so go to this link to read the post abt it OH for people who has photos with me could you guys kindly send to me somehow or sth! thanks!

 (http://www.facebook.com/#/musicaholic.ahjo?v=app_2347471856&ref=ts)

PART 3 this is the most fun part so far i think! yup The 2010 TA1 PRCs were finally here on WED, late in the night… There are a total of 2 guys and 13 girls~ GIRLS OWN HAHA! interacting with them is awesome fun and just just NICE. I LOVE IT CAN. YEA MAKING NEW FRIENDS!!!(: they are friendly people (: I love them1 (: i think i just get along with prcs easily (: haha guess the reason would be because i’m able to converse well in chinese and so am able to strike conversation with them easily and to relate to them! to tell them a lot of things which i usually don’t talk about (mm as in which usually I won’t be that talkative, but to them i would (: cox i just love helping ppl ><) haha i’ve like crapped quite a bit already, nothing much to talk about though. OH. wewent to BEDOK interchange on fri for their bank account application and i helped with buying of their HP sim CARDS. I followed the teacher btw…and we bought like 14 sim cards! A LOT AYE… and it’s SINGTEL~… SINGTEL ROCKS! haha! XP LOOKING FORWARD TO GOING OUT WITH THEM ON MONDAY! (:

PART 4 ALUMNI MEETING I’m part of alumni le. haha i should have joined earlier. wells joining now is MORE FUN COX I HAVE AWESOME SENIORS LIKE JHIA HAO THE BOSS AROUND HAHA!!!!(not forgetting all the other fun fun ppl but too lazy to mention ><) Somehow working with senior is better than working with my batch people i realised? mayb it’s just some kind of weirdness. haha lOL, actually it depends on the situation… stop the crap abt that! haha we discussed about some alumni events and stuff and councillors are in charge of …*drumrolls~* HOMECOMING! XP yea! anw… we then talked abt council chalet stuff… it’s CAP (COUNCIL ALUMNI PARTY on the 1st dec haha (: ) and for that we went to IKEA to get CHRISTMAS TREE to give a christmas feel! haha. in the end we bought an awesome torch light bulb thing which is to be given to the current councillors to put up somewhere~ in the council room probably… ( I MISS COUNCIL, VERY MUCH. mm..random! ) JHIA HAO IS REALLY AWESOME. can look forward to getting christmas gift from HIM! haha!

back to randomness again! i’m going on a hols from 27th nov til 2th nov~ mm..but i do not particularly look forward to it actually. memories flashed through my mind today. quite a couple of different memories… bittersweet… all the emotions rush out…I miss some good old times. I WANT THEM ALL BACK. I WANT THE PHOTOS. I WANT THOSE PEOPLE. I WANT TO REVIVE THOSE mEmories. some things just are not possible already though. not logical… not________. available…

This piece of 10 sentences comes from the internet forwarded email… but it’s nice to me (:

第一句

　　如果我们之间有1000步的距离
　　
　　你只要跨出第1步
　　
　　我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
　　
　　第二句
　　
　　通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
　　
　　才是真正爱你的人
　　
　　第三句
　　
　　付出真心　才会得到真心
　　
　　却也可能伤得彻底
　　
　　保持距离　就能保护自己
　　
　　却也注定永远寂寞
　　
　　第四句
　　
　　有时候　不是对方不在乎你
　　
　　而是你把对方看得太重
　　
　　第五句
　　
　　朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人
　　
　　第六句
　　
　　就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie
　　
　　第七句
　　
　　真正的好朋友
　　
　　并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
　　
　　而是在一起　就算不说话
　　
　　也不会感到尴尬
　　
　　第八句
　　
　　没有一百分的另一半
　　
　　只有五十分的两个人
　　
　　第九句
　　
　　为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
　　
　　为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
　　
　　为你的难过而难过的
　　
　　就是那些　该放进心里的人
　　
　　第十句
　　
　　冷漠　有时候并不是无情
　　
　　只是一种避免被伤害的工具

Hellos.

OMG. I can’t imagine this. I’ve let my blog died for so long. LOL. too lazy what ever whatever. suddenly decided to blog? Cox someone said my blog too dead le, so doing CPR now. -.-lll lame wors. >< I’m surprised by what i wrote for my previous post though >< that’s stupid.

Well updates…

I’m gonna take out my braces! like TMR!!!

I had a flu jab… like yesterday! on my left arm… cause me to hv numbness and ache there luh. omg. i’m so talking abt like boring stuffs. bet ppl who are reading are like.. wow u finally update, but content so boring de. >< 

Well my tablet went dead. and i dun have my charger… how great. I want my tablet luh. >< i’m so grumbling now gosh.

The coming 2 weeks… aren’t going to be any relaxing… in fact it’s going to be really pressing and stressing and whatever u can think! geez… prepared for the worse… precisely that’s why i’m so slacking now and having a lot of sleep like a pig for the past couple of days. ><

God. the way i’m talking now is like so retarded. >< like so weird. Well.. I’m kinda a weirdo. Someone with a weird combination of different character traits. So unique. >< I will strive. to survive. NANCHANG! I’m awaiting to go there! NANCHANG! I hope our performance won’t screw up. >< NANCHANG! I want to make new friends! NANCHANG! I’m missing everyone. gosh. wth am I saying. ><

Hi. Rightfully I should not be blogging but doing my hw, but I just feel like blogging/ posting… Because I just came back from Choir camp yesterday.. There was Earth hour yesterday… But my family did not turn off the lights to support though >< Not that didn’t want to play my part to help save Earth,,, But my parents didn’t want… what to do? ><Okays… about choir camp…I had an enjoyable…memorable time with the seniors…everyone! Thanks to all who had put in the lotsa effort into making the camo a success. Though I was very exhausted after that… most camos are like that aren’t they? The games were fun… we bonded… like at least get to know more people from choir better. Yup. The climax of the choir camp… NIGHTWALK… It was the scariest nightwalk I ever had… The first one I screamed so much… I swear… it freaked me out… I was not at all familiar with the school compound totally and there’s nightwalk… compared to TMS sec night walk.. this is so much so much scarier! >< I didn’t dare to look because I was standing as the middleperson… there were five of us… plus tour guide Jun How… in front of me whom I was clutching tightly to was Jie Wei and behind were Zhi Yuan and Samuel i think >< I got horrible STM short term memory… >< I missed the previous nightwalks I had when there was someone who was there giving a sense of security… such that i was not so scared as to scream.


And…I suddenly realise something which made me very sad… I won’t be able to perform for choir concert in may because i would be away for Nanchang trip… It is the only concert where I can perform with the J2s and I already like told my Secondary school choir friends to come see TJChoir concert… Then I won’t be there performing…. Very sad lehs.. It then made me yearn for hugs from my good friends… and to lie on the shoulder of one friend especially… cox like yesterday when I went out to Chinatown in between choir camp for the chinese learning journey, on the way back I was tired I napped on the bus but kept hitting the pole behind. >< Whatever the case… it is not possible for that I had wished for to happen…


I do hope the next time i get to see them I can get hugs and so forth.. Getting a little emotional today. >< end here. Just to say… would nto blog so often because cannot really afford that time… sorry.