November 21st, 2009
by jinlo:hellokitty.com
Long time since i’ve last updated this blog :/ Shan’t talk too much crappy stuff and get on to whatever i would want to say! haha mayb having a summary would be good, so those who find the bottom part too long (IT DEFINITELY WILL…) at least know the gist of it! haha
1. OVERALL RESULTS
2. BACK FOR GRAD NIGHT
3. TA orientation prep (WELCOMING THE 2010TA1 PRCS!)
4. ALUMNI MEETING + short shopping time AFTER (:
PART 1
the much awaited… results! (well. if there are any who are waiting for my post… HAHA. >< GUESS mOST PPL HAS GIVEN UP ON COMING TO VIEW NEW POSTS ALR) I’ve got an E for lang arts :/ but As and Bs for all other subjects! (: my position in the cohort is 8/69! at least i’m in top 20% not too bad yea~ (i’m aiming to get better in Lang arts next year!) basically that’s much abt the result, talking too much would be a bit too over. haha. anything anyone wanna find out more they could ask! (: (can ask about some random subject my position i got quite gd for some! (: HAHA LOL!)
PART 2 I’m lazy to type much about this cox i’ve typed this before on fb le haha so go to this link to read the post abt it OH for people who has photos with me could you guys kindly send to me somehow or sth! thanks!
PART 3 this is the most fun part so far i think! yup The 2010 TA1 PRCs were finally here on WED, late in the night… There are a total of 2 guys and 13 girls~ GIRLS OWN HAHA! interacting with them is awesome fun and just just NICE. I LOVE IT CAN. YEA MAKING NEW FRIENDS!!!(: they are friendly people (: I love them1 (: i think i just get along with prcs easily (: haha guess the reason would be because i’m able to converse well in chinese and so am able to strike conversation with them easily and to relate to them! to tell them a lot of things which i usually don’t talk about (mm as in which usually I won’t be that talkative, but to them i would (: cox i just love helping ppl ><) haha i’ve like crapped quite a bit already, nothing much to talk about though. OH. wewent to BEDOK interchange on fri for their bank account application and i helped with buying of their HP sim CARDS. I followed the teacher btw…and we bought like 14 sim cards! A LOT AYE… and it’s SINGTEL~… SINGTEL ROCKS! haha! XP LOOKING FORWARD TO GOING OUT WITH THEM ON MONDAY! (:
PART 4 ALUMNI MEETING I’m part of alumni le. haha i should have joined earlier. wells joining now is MORE FUN COX I HAVE AWESOME SENIORS LIKE JHIA HAO THE BOSS AROUND HAHA!!!!(not forgetting all the other fun fun ppl but too lazy to mention ><) Somehow working with senior is better than working with my batch people i realised? mayb it’s just some kind of weirdness. haha lOL, actually it depends on the situation… stop the crap abt that! haha we discussed about some alumni events and stuff and councillors are in charge of …*drumrolls~* HOMECOMING! XP yea! anw… we then talked abt council chalet stuff… it’s CAP (COUNCIL ALUMNI PARTY on the 1st dec haha (: ) and for that we went to IKEA to get CHRISTMAS TREE to give a christmas feel! haha. in the end we bought an awesome torch light bulb thing which is to be given to the current councillors to put up somewhere~ in the council room probably… ( I MISS COUNCIL, VERY MUCH. mm..random! ) JHIA HAO IS REALLY AWESOME. can look forward to getting christmas gift from HIM! haha!
back to randomness again! i’m going on a hols from 27th nov til 2th nov~ mm..but i do not particularly look forward to it actually. memories flashed through my mind today. quite a couple of different memories… bittersweet… all the emotions rush out…I miss some good old times. I WANT THEM ALL BACK. I WANT THE PHOTOS. I WANT THOSE PEOPLE. I WNAT TO REVIVE THOSE mEmories. some things just are not possible already though. not logical… not________. available…
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August 4th, 2009
by jinlo:hellokitty.com
For a second time i’m leaving for sch kinda quite late, later than my usual timing. Lol. Last night wasn’t a total deep long sleep yet i dreamt. I dreamt of all e affections that i hoped, being so close so close to someone dear, it’s all that contact.. Well, still it’s just imagination..dream.. What caught me suprise was e ending of the dream, that i was like, how to say..somehow having a cigarette 
even like puffing it, it was not lit though. It ended off with me trying to wash away whatever cigarette stuff that went into my mouth. Weird. But well, dreams are fragments of memories with what we wish to happen.. Random.
Back to today morning. I started to rush, when i realise it’s a bit late, later than the alr later time that i set off to school. I almost, actually forgot my wallet. Thankfully i rmb-ed that as soon as i left house, not like when i’m already at the bus stop or sth. That’s all for now. The worse has yet to come forth.
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July 8th, 2009
by jinlo:hellokitty.com
HEYA. lol. this blog is dead. like literally with so few visitors. oh well. the irregular timings of me posting, only once in a blue moon adrenaline rush so forth is the reason luh. Anyways. Highlights to today’s post.
1. Received exam papers today… it was horrendous, compared to what i expected. on par with the amt of effort i put in for the papers though… Like it’s disappointing, yet it was the marks that i had ‘deserved’… Well that’s why tonight have to not use com and try corrections. okays cut the crap here’s my result so far… :
Math P1- 38 (Eh expected higher de… 9: ) Math P2 - 33 (expected myself not to do well for this it was a total screw up. THANKS TRIGO GRAPH… and COORDINATE GEO…) So in total… borderline 71/120!! o: yea that’s barely 11 marks higher than half the score. lol.
Something more consoling… Physics. I got 32/ 50 (: well could hv done better? i lost 8marks in MCQ o: well but that’s like my standard. (It is alr a plus one mark (: mr iskandar was being nice, (:(: ) SZE WEI DAMN PRO CANZ… 40 marks or sth!! oh well. thanks titus foe enlightening me abt somethings!! (:
ZOMG. tmr’s gonna be hell. i swear. HUMANS (this is a ? i not sure how high i can get, hoping for the best, superly thanks yufong for helping me with the KMT chapter!). then oh sigh math lesson on linear modelling. then CHI (superly just heard teacher say everyone as in s’pore ppl taking chi, lol, did really badly. gosh really cannot imagine how bad it;s gonna be, hope it’s alright..) a break in between… then it’s LA! gosh. essay i guess shld be fine… not having high hopes… but compre seriously sucks. and yea right, after that is CHI LIT. I seriously hope it is okays, cox the way Ms Ong say how badly it’s done sounds scary… I really put in the most effort for that… Can die. Well but i’m such a person, it won’t be till the extreme i would cry that’s for sure? It isn’t that easy to make me cry, well, depends on the situation, but for results, it’s a no.
I wonder how much am I supposedly allowed to reveal abt orientation, but well it is only the beginning stage of recruiting ppl in the TASCIP (Temasek Academy Student Council Internship Programme). I am HIGHLY interested in that i swear… Yea though I think it’s quite unlikely for me to join Council in TJ (Of course, I won’t be heartless to say bye to choir, and with LEP, i guess I won’t cope well), I am really interested to give the best I can to make the orientation a success. (STUDENT COUNCILLOR MIND) LOL. haha. Yeap, it’s just like another council event, but this time will be working with a totally not very familiar group of people, hmm as in haven’t worked with them before, I truly would welcome that as an oportunity for me to bond with those ppl. I AM AIMING TO BE IN THE EXCO PPL!! >< Yups, the post that interests me first is actually the Sec-treasurer post…But the prob is that… I cant type fast enough…9: So i’m kinda aiming for vice-chair wors! >< There are quite a couple of ppl aiming for that wors… Angelique plus Valerie Wong as far as i know… and the common thing is that… we all are from council… so… competition is there… There is a reason why I not aiming for chair… I’m not open enough to approaching teachers… I’m quite the shy type when it comes to this kinda stuffs… yea. But I’m really interested and hmm ACTIVE in council okays, which is like to council events and all i put in my 110% heart into it yea! so i swear if i were to get into the TASCIP… I really will give my best. Hmm truly, I feel very much like to contribute for this event, a chance for me to look out for details and all yet again.(: I really enjoy being said as the one who tie up the loose strings, like I really enjoy doing stuffs like ensuring the bits and pieces of stuff fit together as one nice puzzle. But to be a chair, I won’t be able to do so, so be vice-chair better. LOL. okays. that’s all for today!
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June 25th, 2009
by jinlo:hellokitty.com
Yet another night to rmb. Really love council camps. Reckon this is like the most heart-warming, touching one tt i dropped by to, first, but never the last. Going back with a dif status, I still could easily blend in. Though initially there was a bit of uncomfort, feeling not into place, somehow didn’t know where to go; it was really nice to be back again, seeing all my wonderful fellow councillors.. It was really a nice night tgt, sth I didn’t expect as permission to stay over was given only at e very last moment when everything dragged and I was kinda stuck in a difficult situation.. First time being scolded so badly on e phone..all the fear and everything. But it was all worthwhile for tt precious time tgt with them all. The steamboat was really nice. 
thanks to everyone’s wonderful participation in making it a success. Truly, once a TMS councillor, always a TMS councillor. We all grew tgt, those were the most wonderful moments. The friendships forged, the experiences gained, all, deeply engraved on our hearts. Thanks for the nightwalk. Thanks for walking nightwalk with me, vivek and kitty. Thanks for planning and executing the nightwalk. Thanks for the sleeping bag, miranda. Thanks for the slippers, annabelle. Most imptly, thanks Ms Lim for giving me an exception, allowing me to stay overnight. Thanks. For influencing me, guiding me, teaching me, changing me, bringing joy to me, being there for me, loving me. Love council loads. love love love. <3
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June 14th, 2009
by jinlo:hellokitty.com
Hi. My mind’s in a whirl now…My mind’s shutting off from LA idk how… 
And my heart is beating abnormally fast…For no reason? For hours already!
this is getting so retarded i guess I’m so much into the hugs and the affections…It’s distracting me how? Was it a wrong choice to have decided to go out? I would say it would be so much worse if I didn’t? It’s not the time for assumptions though. YEARNING is just so forbidden. I shouldn’t be acting this way. Not now at least…Or from the start, shouldn’t be like that at all? But without all that I have now…really. I’m just gonna be living a robotic life? Without even that someone who touched my heart, to help me open up, life would be so much different I can’t imagine how it’s like.
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June 12th, 2009
by jinlo:hellokitty.com
Hello. Well I doubt anyone has been reading this blog cox it has been dead for long long time… (But I checked the counter… seems that some ppl do drop by this dead blog >< )Just had the sudden urge to update? OBS… Outward Bound Singapore. I just returned quite a while ago from a camp which was from 1-5th Jun 2009. It was an unforgettable experience, it tested me physically and mentally.
There were a couple of activities that were the main of the camp. The activities are Trust Fall, Climbing High Elements the Inverse Tower DDD and Triyaking (Three person on a kayak, kayaking. lol.) The two that I love more would be trust fall and climbing of the inverse tower DDD. Trust fall is really nice, to me like seriously. It is really nice to like have people catching you when you fall, there’s a ‘you feel loved’ that kinda feeling. Oh well, that’s to me luh. With regards to the climbing up the Tower, I really thank Enoch who was my partner helping me climb up the Tower. It was really difficult to climb up that Tower as it involves a lot of physical strength. Being up there stuck for a lot of times, there were many times I felt like giving up, I was practically crying and climbing after I climbed a while. Ridiculous isn’t it? But it is true. We were up there for a super long time I don’t know how long… I didn’t climb til the top, but I managed to climb up til the one end of the rope netting which was where the highest point was at the other end… This experience is nice for me to recount to others… to laugh at my stupidity? Well… >< dunno. it’s just something that I can share about. About kayaking… this is the one that really tested my patience and everything… Well… it is because I had no choice but to paddle and padddle almost the whole time through. As people would say, yea this just happens almost everytime… It’s just a matter who is the one who sacrifices? It’s all over, we’ve all survived that ardous time kayaking. It is an accomplishment. Isn’t it? The other activities we went through was the TREKKING. Everyone would remember…try carrying a ~10kg bag and trek under the hot sun? Who in the right state of mind would do that? We did that during the camp. Like duh. Testing our physical strength and our mind to persevere.
Today I went back to TMS after a whole long day of mugging physics and bits of LA gah, Like it’s still only bits DONE… Saw all the familiar people! Though I felt rather stanger to the sec 1s…Oh.. Haha. a funny thing is that I was being confused with another Jolene…One of the Sec 1 junior…She even spelt her name as Jolin… >< And text-ed me to confirm onlyto realise is wrong. Saw Ms Ho, like ever since ages… She said I changed a lot. And say I was darker? Like gosh, coming back from Nanchang then OBS I’m like x10^?? darker and she say I used to be even darker?? haha. anyways. Then, on my way back walking from the bus stop near my house, I came across two foreigners who were lost, did not know how to get to the swimming complex. SO I was kind enough to take the longer route, walk them to the swimming complex then head for home. It was about 8 by the time i reach home..o_o yeaps. it felt nice to help others though. YUP YUP. (: That’s the lil update abt today! (:
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May 3rd, 2009
by jinlo:hellokitty.com
This piece of 10 sentences comes from the internet forwarded email… but it’s nice to me (:
第一句
如果我们之间有1000步的距离
你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
第二句
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
才是真正爱你的人
第三句
付出真心 才会得到真心
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离 就能保护自己
却也注定永远寂寞
第四句
有时候 不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重
第五句
朋友就是把你看透了 还能喜欢你的人
第六句
就算是believe 中间也藏了一个lie
第七句
真正的好朋友
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起 就算不说话
也不会感到尴尬
第八句
没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的两个人
第九句
为你的难过而快乐的 是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的 是朋友
为你的难过而难过的
就是那些 该放进心里的人
第十句
冷漠 有时候并不是无情
只是一种避免被伤害的工具
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May 3rd, 2009
by jinlo:hellokitty.com
Hellos.
OMG. I can’t imagine this. I’ve let my blog died for so long. LOL. too lazy what ever whatever. suddenly decided to blog? Cox someone said my blog too dead le, so doing CPR now. -.-lll lame wors. >< I’m surprised by what i wrote for my previous post though >< that’s stupid.
Well updates…
I’m gonna take out my braces! like TMR!!!
I had a flu jab… like yesterday! on my left arm… cause me to hv numbness and ache there luh. omg. i’m so talking abt like boring stuffs. bet ppl who are reading are like.. wow u finally update, but content so boring de. ><
Well my tablet went dead. and i dun have my charger… how great. I want my tablet luh. >< i’m so grumbling now gosh.
The coming 2 weeks… aren’t going to be any relaxing… in fact it’s going to be really pressing and stressing and whatever u can think! geez… prepared for the worse… precisely that’s why i’m so slacking now and having a lot of sleep like a pig for the past couple of days. ><
God. the way i’m talking now is like so retarded. >< like so weird. Well.. I’m kinda a weirdo. Someone with a weird combination of different character traits. So unique. >< I will strive. to survive. NANCHANG! I’m awaiting to go there! NANCHANG! I hope our performance won’t screw up. >< NANCHANG! I want to make new friends! NANCHANG! I’m missing everyone. gosh. wth am I saying. ><
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March 29th, 2009
by jinlo:hellokitty.com
Hi. Rightfully I should not be blogging but doing my hw, but I just feel like blogging/ posting… Because I just came back from Choir camp yesterday.. There was Earth hour yesterday… But my family did not turn off the lights to support though >< Not that didn’t want to play my part to help save Earth,,, But my parents didn’t want… what to do? ><Okays… about choir camp…I had an enjoyable…memorable time with the seniors…everyone! Thanks to all who had put in the lotsa effort into making the camo a success. Though I was very exhausted after that… most camos are like that aren’t they? The games were fun… we bonded… like at least get to know more people from choir better. Yup. The climax of the choir camp… NIGHTWALK… It was the scariest nightwalk I ever had… The first one I screamed so much… I swear… it freaked me out… I was not at all familiar with the school compound totally and there’s nightwalk… compared to TMS sec night walk.. this is so much so much scarier! >< I didn’t dare to look because I was standing as the middleperson… there were five of us… plus tour guide Jun How… in front of me whom I was clutching tightly to was Jie Wei and behind were Zhi Yuan and Samuel i think >< I got horrible STM short term memory… >< I missed the previous nightwalks I had when there was someone who was there giving a sense of security… such that i was not so scared as to scream.
And…I suddenly realise something which made me very sad… I won’t be able to perform for choir concert in may because i would be away for Nanchang trip… It is the only concert where I can perform with the J2s and I already like told my Secondary school choir friends to come see TJChoir concert… Then I won’t be there performing…. Very sad lehs.. It then made me yearn for hugs from my good friends… and to lie on the shoulder of one friend especially… cox like yesterday when I went out to Chinatown in between choir camp for the chinese learning journey, on the way back I was tired I napped on the bus but kept hitting the pole behind. >< Whatever the case… it is not possible for that I had wished for to happen…
I do hope the next time i get to see them I can get hugs and so forth.. Getting a little emotional today. >< end here. Just to say… would nto blog so often because cannot really afford that time… sorry.
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March 5th, 2009
by jinlo:hellokitty.com
hi hi. quick lil updates here. there had been so much of things i couldnt really fork out the time to bloggy… Yea.. >< This two weeks are Service learning week… Thank god… at least finally i can take a small little break from the demanding academics… >< That’s why i’m blogging here… when i’m actually supposed to… do my Service learning stuffs. >< filling up the template blahs…Yesterday was really nice…like… i helped hongyu with his work… then he treated me with a drink and we had lunch tgt. I had to stay up until 1am to do complete service learning stuffs which i didn’t really manage to get a lot done… hmm… i’d love to post photos to make this blog not so boring… but it’s too time consuming >< mayb i should get photobucket acc or sth… if there’s time i.e. … that’s all. it’s suppose to be a short lil quick update!
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