Hokay. Lets see. I’m really bored. I’m just listening to music and talking to Riley. Normally this wouldn’t be a problem, but he’s not really saying anything. And Gaia is boring. And no one else is online. I was supposed to hang out with Robert today [not now obviously but earlier] but that didn’t happen because he had to go to his cousins. Speaking of Robert, that made me remember Journey. Haha I’ve been kinda bored on what to listen to lately, so now I’m listening to Don’t Stop Believin’ haha. It was on Robert’s myspace a while ago. And we talked about it.

Okay my brother came upstairs and I didn’t type for like 45 minutes so… now it’s 2:57 am. I’m still talking to Riley. and I’m bored. So I’m gonna post this and go.

<3 hillary.

Ending time: 2:58 am.

Well lets see; I realized this time isn’t set right on here.

And I don’t know how to change it, sooo. From now on I’ll put Starting & Ending times on here.

Starting Time: 8:34 pm.

Well lets see. I’m pretty bored. I had an okay day, but it was tiring. Though I did pretty much nothing, haha. Lets see, I stayed up until about 8 am last night, with intention of pulling an all-nighter, but that didn’t happen when I finally quit thinking about put my mind to rest, haha. So I slept until about 2 pm, which is when both my parents got back from the lunch date [it’s their anniversary today] so they came in and woke me up. I didn’t really want to get up, but I did anyway. By 4 I was showered & my hair was done so I went with my mom to the craft store and got some bigger boards for the necklaces I make [because I want to make stuff bigger then the puny orange ones I have.] I got some other stuff but my mind is like zoned out and I can’t remember. Oh yeah and a couple poster boards. Anyway. Then I came home and was starving [my mom wouldn’t buy me anything while we were out…] Woah, just sneezed 4 times. Hahah. Anyway. My parents were going out to dinner at Olive Garden, and me and my brother Ben wanted to just get pizza so they said they’d give us money. And I’m standing there waiting for like 10 minutes. Then I’m like “Uhhh. Mom, you said we could eat at 6:30, it’s already almost 7 and I’m freakin’ starving.” And she just said “Okay we’ll get it for you.” And sat there. So I was pissed and tired and in a bad mood so I went to my bedroom and layed under the covers for about 20 minutes. My mom came in eventually and asked why I was “pouting” so I said I wasn’t, when in my mind I’m practically screaming “Because I’m the only one who wants to fucking eat in this house !” [She wouldn’t let me make something because we were having dinner soon… and I hadn’t eaten anything all day.] So bye 7:30ish me and Ben were on our way to get the freakin’ pizza finally. I was calling Riley and stuff to see if we could hang out after, and at first it took him forever to call back. Then when I got home he left me a comment saying whenever he called my number was “disconnected” and that Makenzie could only stay til 10. It was already 8:15ish so I keep calling him and calling him to even see if he wants me to come still, and he never picked up. So my brother was gonna give me a ride on his way to his friend Alex’s, but he was ready to leave and Riley wasn’t picking up so I said just go. I don’t really blame Riley, but I’m just in a bad mood now and am home alone which I don’t really mind but no one’s online and I’m bored which is why I’m here in the first place. Maybe I’ll see if Danny’s online. =/ I guess that’s all for today.

Byebye. :]

<3 hillary.

Ending time: 8:44 pm.

And I’m just gonna right about whatever I feel like. :3

Letssee. It’s 2am. And I’m really bored. I’m kind of hungry, but not hungry enough to get up and cook something. There’s nothing on TV, so I’m on the computer. There won’t be anything good on for another 3 hours, so I’m kinda screwed there. Danny already started school so he’s been in bed and he’s the only person that was ever up this late to talk to. So I’m practically bored out of my freaking mind. I think I left my straightener on, now that I think of it. Oh well. It’s old and crappy anyway, I need a new one. I used to straighten my hair after I put hairspray in it, bad idea. Now there’s old hairspray all over the blades of my straightener, which is why I need a new one. But it was only $15, so it shouldn’t be too big of a deal, what with the new year and all.

Speaking of which, I already went school clothes shopping but I have never been given that much money in the past [enough to buy more then 1 pair of pants], so I kind of went on a pant-shopping spree. Which I’m happy for, because my favorite jeans were ruined due to my stupid brother putting a towel with car oil all over it into the washing machine. [Ruined a bunch of other stuff too =/]. So I bought 5 pairs of pants overall, a jacket, some underwear, a backpack, a totally awesome pink belt, and one shirt. It used to be I always had tops, but now I have old tops and lots of new jeans. I’ve made a couple iron-on shirts, but they’re all white and with a black & white image because we have no colored ink. I’ve only made 2, a pucca one and a hello kitty one, but still. I’m gonna wait for some colored ink before I make some more. Anyway, in conclusion I really need to buy some new shirts. I asked my mom if I’d get anymore money, [her and my dad have already spent like $200, which is a lot on clothes for my family, eep !] and she said maybe, because she can hear where I’m coming from and we’ll just have to see what comes up.

So that took about 8 minutes to type, from the beginning. I hate the number 8, it’s so… ugly. Anyway. I just saw a picture of a Choco Taco online. They used to have them at Texaco by my old house before it became a Shell Station, and they were really freakin’ delicious. I haven’t had one in a really long time, up until I was with my grandma taking my cousin to the Train Station. Me and Nick went over to the souvenirs shop, and they had an Ice Cream thing and I’m all “OMFG, CHOCO TACOS !” So I got one for me and one for him and I was all disappointed. So either those ones were just crappy, or I thought they were better then they really were when I was younger.

I’m in a thread on Gaia [www.gaiaonline.com] called “Food Porn”, it’s not real porn of course, or people posing with food, or anything like that. It’s just pictures of delicious food, to make you drool. And it’s working. People keep posting pictures of pocky, which is absolutely delicious. If you’ve never had it and don’t want to be addicted to chocolate, don’t try it. You’ll never be able to quit. That reminds of the last time I was at the store with Kinsey & her mom, of course a really long time ago. And they had this stuff there that’s kind of like pocky, only instead of the biscuit thing because in stick form in the middle of the chocolate, it was in the shape of a panda [doing some kind of sport], with chocolate inside it. It was really cool, I almost didn’t want to eat it so I could save it, but it was really good so I just ate them all. Now that I think of it, I did save one. But I think it got thrown away when I moved. Or is in a box somewhere, rotting. Haha.

Now I’m on MySpace, listening to my song on my new profile. It’s called “caramelldansen” and is in Swedish I think. It’s techno, and so freakin’ cool. Makes me wanna dance. ;D Haha, I know all the words, although I don’t know what they mean. I’m so lame. Oh well. I made my new URL “ilovenicky17″. I was talking to him on the phone, and his is “ilovehillie13″ and he was just kidding but was like “well you should make yours ilovenicky !” and I felt bad saying no and making it something else. I wanted to make is japanese_wannabes, like it is on here but he said it would make him feel special if I made it “ilovenicky.” So I couldn’t say no. But that’s okay, I love the little dork. :] I wish he’d come back from California. Well no, I don’t. Because I know he’s having a good time visiting his grandparents and cousins that he rarely ever gets to see, and I’m happy for him. I just miss him, that’s all. When he gets back we’ll haven’t been away from each other for this long throughout our whole relationship, haha. We’ve been together for over a year and a half now, and I really wanna make it to 2 years. And even past that. I love the kid. Now, enough of the mushy.

I’m still in that food thread on Gaia. x] I just saw a picture of Enchiladas. Oh my freakin’ god. Those are like, the best thing in the world. Enchiladas, with tons of cheese and sour cream and black olives. I could die. I’m so hungry. What also sounds good though is rice or mashed potatoes with chicken and gravy. Ahhhh. I could go on and on, but I won’t, Haha. All I’ve had today is Pancakes and a mini-frozen pizza. It’s been probably 4 and a half hours since I ate last, so I’m getting kinda hungry again. I eat a lot. =/ But I’m not fat. Or at least I don’t think I am, haha. Oh well.

Hokay well, I guess that’s all I’m gonna write today.

Goodnight. :]

<3 hillie.