*UPDATED MY BITCHING POST*

prev bitching deleted. cause i’m gonna say new stuffs.

SO,

whats the aim and purpose in Counterstrike?

IT IS TO KILL YOUR ENEMIES IN THE OPPOSING TEAM.

you guys were playing match and u still cant be serious.
SERIOUSLY cannot stand you.

im one who’s straightforward and will say whatever i feel/think.

in the match, SHE was in the opposite team and my bf killed her.
and she typed, “EEEEE FRED”.

in case you have no idea, fred is short form for alfred, my bf’s name.

WHAT THE HELL RIGHT? you are playing a match and you go whining “eeee” when your opponent killed you?

OH PLEASE. dont act cute =.= its totally not funny. so you expect your opponent to be like “OH its HER!!! okay i shall turn back around and pretend i never saw her. oh, maybe i should just stand here and let her kill me.”

DUHHH. get a life. yeahyeah, your boy is in NS and you’re oh-so-lonely. =.=
shame on you.

and i bet you guys wanna know who is she.

well i dont know her in person, but i dont like her personality in game.
if you’re like that in virtual life, i bet you’re worse in reality.

her STEAM nick is lovesray and the nick she mostly uses in game is rlj.
ray is the name of her bf.

if you see her in game, f**k her for me. (:
girls like her are cheap. hurrr.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5P6UU6m3cqk

the baby is soooo cute! lol. watch and you will see.
keeps laughing uncontrollably when the daddy says “dong”

continuation of updates.
hahahahaha what Tiara said is really true huh? once i start posting i will post alot. =x

sesame street and chimp (:

i think its Bugis’s NYDC cafe. i forgot where i took the pics. lol.

and im multi-tasking right now. lol trying to upload pics to facebook at the same time (:

show you jap food to make you drool.
this is one of my soft food thats not so soft. its about 4 days after the surgery, i can do minimal chewing but its still very sensitive and pain. so i took out the cucumber from the sushi. i love chicken floss!!! but, i love salmon sashimi more~!!!

HEY WENLING! you owe me a jap food makan session!!!

oh. and i forgot to say, i hate udon. ): i felt bored of it after just 5mins. lol. RAMEN FTW! AJISEN!!!!

okay, i shall end my messy random post with my cutie pie’s face.

his haircut make him look even more adorable!!!

hi i’m back! :D
anyone missed my posts?

lol. guess everyone are used to my irregular postings already right.
haha was scolded by Tiara before. when i post i post alot, and when i stop, i stop for quite some time lol.

i shall do some updates. they’re almost a month old haha.

here’s my hello kitty helmet. half-done. i havent finish the design yet.
and i dropped it like 2nd day after getting my helmet and now both the fins on top are gone. MFizz Generation II helmet sucks like seriously. the silicon that holds the fins on top of the helm are sooo little its bound to drop off no matter how small the impact is when you drop it. i know cause i plucked the other one off when the first one dropped off. its so easy to get it out, unlike other helmets that i wore. but i already got the design half-done, so im reluctant to let it go and buy other helm. ):

MGP helmet S size too big, so i changed to Yohe, a new brand. that brand is good. S size fits my head perfectly. and i have a small head. lol. and now i got MFizz cause i like the pointed visor, and i dont really like how EVO RS 595 feels on my head.

i see this mon - fri every week. Millenia walk (:

my hello kitty accessories (:
the kimono one was bought by bf. the other one was made my me! got it off a push cart at KK Hosp. its a medium sized piece of plastic. used Stabilo colour pencils to color it, then the sales person helped me to bake it. that plastic crumpled up in heat and shrinked to such a small size! she even help me to add glitter at the sides. (: but im no longer using the LG secret though. used the money i won at Casino on the cruise ship to trade it off and bought a new love - w595 in pink!

bf is rather romantic sometimes (:

he brought me to the suntec fountain 1 night. and guess what?? we saw a marriage proposal at the scrolling marquee. AWWWWW!

the next day was my appointment at KK. also the day i made my hello kitty HP accessory. *refer to pic above.

kept having cramps so went for checkup. all my scans and tests were normal. now im guessing i have bladder probs. i dont have any problem holding my pee and shit la but if i do that like 1 week before my period i will have severe cramps. its to the extent that i cannot really sit straight or stand. and sometimes i feel faint and dizzy, and need to sit down. if i’m at home i’ll roll around on my bed. ): doc gave me painkillers but i dont like to take them. i remember some years back during my sec sch years i used to wake up in the night and running to mummy to wake her up and tell her i have cramps. and she will give me warm water and help me to rub my tummy with/without medicated oil till i fall asleep. (: mummy is the best after all, with her unconditional love.

hmm bf also brought me to see aeroplanes! (:

and then to Changi Beach.

look at my hair. its super long and in a big mess.

AND GUESS WHAT. yuling has long hair no more. i chopped it off!
its short now, and i dont like it. lol. might cut it even shorter.

Tag Replies:

Vonnie: hahaha. nope leh they chinese.

Tiaraaaa: my friend had the same prob! lol i dont know whats wrong. i’ll see what i can do. mee tai mak is what the chinese call “lao shu fen”.

see the pic! i’m sure u eat before!
and cai po is the salty salty thing they put on top of the chee kuey.

Jiayu: hihihihihi LOVES :D

VI: we not obasan! LOL. i miss you too. and you inspired me to start saving for my birthday ROARS.

stitches from my mouth taken out on monday evening!
so happy! ;D

my first painkiller-free day was friday. (:
and that was the day i went back to work. could eat a lil meat then, but still hurts when i chew too hard or near there.

now i still feel slight pain. i cant tell if its my other teeth or its that area boo-hoo.

but at least i can brush my teeth with ease now. at first it hurt so much i couldnt brush the teeth at the back so i just lightly brush my toothbrush past those teeth a few times then use the antiseptic mouthrinse the doc gave. now i can almost brush normally already. i heal very slow huh??

i dont get why those NS men like to remove their wisdom tooth one by one and get a total of 4 weeks MC (1 week each time). i rather have MC-free days without pain than kiao-ka days with pain. :(

and soft food really did bore me in the end. :(
all the tibits and snacks lying around the house and office, TEMPTING ME! BUT i couldnt eat them arghhh. AND NOW THAT I CAN, THEY ARE ALL EATEN UP. lol =.= fated.

lips giving me probs again. keeps having pus. :(
i think air-con dries my lips too much. the pus always come in the morning after a whole night of air-con. hai. skin centre also cant cure. HOW?!

tags to be replied tomorrow. i need my sleep >.<
recently OT-ing like mad. left office at 9pm+ last night. today slightly after 8pm.

workload keeps increasing. dont mind learning more stuffs but i need more time to adjust to the increasing volume. shouldnt dump more stuffs on me first ma. im stresseddddddd. dear says i keep on doing OT and keep skipping lunch/buying takeouts. he dont like how its affecting my health and all, and says its better for me to change job.

i agree. its affecting my health. rushed meals, and i keep sitting on the chair and refuse to even go toilet or refill my bottle with water. lack of water + rarely ans Nature’s call. i can feel my stomach getting weaker. sigh. what to do. we are just salaried employees afterall.

thinking of switching to LTA/HDB if i really do change job in the future. i wanna continue my field of studies IF i do go back to civil/environmental engineer jobs. but if i’m able to renew contract at Citi, or change to other better depts in the near future, then i will study banking & finance (:

OK GOODNIGHT ALL~ GOOD LUCK TO MY SISTERS WHO ARE HAVING THEIR EXAMS! <3 loves.

i havent got my share of ice-cream!!!

today’s breakfast was chwee kuay. the cai po was terribly hard to chew. :(

and lunch is just mee sua soup with absolutely nothing else at all. no fishballs no nothing. i ordered it like that due to my inability to chew well. the uncle didnt charge me for that lol. (:

and im sick of mee tai makkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

RAH hoping to go back to work tomorrow.

was bored and found something that made me laugh. hurhur.

someone randomly found a blog and described it as an angsty female teen blog. and enjoys being dark and moody to lash out at the world, and that the blogger had problem spelling! hahahaha.

moreover the blog is just barely 1 year ago. and the blogger is alreadywhat, 20 years old? no longer a teen!

wellwell, i thought so long ago. express student who cant spell and has bad grammar. not to mention lousy vocab. makes my day. hur. *sneers* stop acting all princessy. princesses aint trashy like you.

i just had my wisdom tooth surgery on May 2nd, 2.30pm at Rochor Dental Clinic.

removed both my upper left and lower left wisdom tooth.

my upper left is fine, growing straight and normally. my lower left is impacted, and is pushing onto my teeth infront of it, causing trauma and sensitivity to them. it hurts when the dentist tapped on some of the teeth in front :(

therefore it is important that i remove the lower left one. if not all my teeth in front are gonna spoil as a result. and since i’m removing the lower left, the dentist advised me to remove the upper one too, if not since it has no teeth supporting it below, it will continue to grow and press on my lower gum, then it will cause gum troubles and cause me pain.

my right side is having the exact same situation but the wisdom tooth is not touching my teeth yet so its okay not to remove it now.

anyway luckily i did not agree to removing all 4 of them at one go cause i only removed 2 and it hurts like shit!!!! i dont think i would be able to bear the pain if i removed all 4 of them.

the black parts are decay. mine not decayed yet but its just pushing frontwards.

i have a bloody pic to show you guys. literally bloody! so please do not see it unless u have already taken your meal and will not feel nauseous.

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this is straight from the dentist. i washed my teeth after that to show my parents but i forgot to take pictures of it. and there are parts of my gum on it too =/ sorry for the disgusting pic. hee.

anyway i was given 3 anaesthetic jabs on top, and 3 below. the lower teeth was stubborn and refused to come out. the dentist kept drilling and tugging, drilling and tugging. finally it came out. but was in pieces. lol. too much drilling i think. its usually supposed to be just 2 parts if the teeth is obedient. when it came out, the dentist immediately knew why.

my tooth had 2 roots that were curved and the roots kept hooking onto my gum and refused to come out. from my xray it only showed 1 root.

the upper one came out quite easily but i still needed 3 jabs. :( initially it was just 2 jabs on top. but when he tugged at my teeth i still felt discomfort and thus he asked if i wanted another one and so i said yes.

was given gauze to bite firmly on to stop the bleeding. i had to change the gauze every 10mins for half an hour. and when biting on the gauze i look like some retard. cause my cheek was swollen, and the gauze made me unable to close my lips properly.

went to Sim Lim Square with the bf after that. thank god i had him waiting for me outside during the whole surgery. was thinking of getting a Nintendo DS Lite for some time already. actually wanted to get a 2nd hand one but in the end bf said he would share the cost with me (:

after looking around, we decided to purchase it on that very day. and the guy was checking our ds and placing the screen protector and everything. we didnt have enough cash and so had to withdraw. didnt trust the guy to do everything properly so i left him there and went to Burlington Sq to withdraw money from his acc. coming back, i took the lift up to the shop. and i was standing at the back of the lift. and i think all of you know how crowded SLS lifts are always, and i had to get out at the 2nd floor and i was saying “ackuse meee ackuse meee.” i couldnt speak coherently and my words “lou feng”!!!! OMG SO PAISEH CAN!!!! :(

i felt so ke lian that day. lol. anyway i didnt take a pic of our DS. shall take a pic from the internet to show u guys (:

its matt black inside so the guy who sold it to us said we would not have the problem of scratches and the colour coming out from frequent use. (:

damage was $300 in total for the ds lite and the package of crystal case and everything. the new ds lite I was just a ds lite with camera. and games that uses the camera to play are original so imagine how much money we would have to spend to play those games? could use the DS Lite I to take pictures outside and self protraits as it has dual camera, one facing outside and one on the inside. and since we already have a camera, we just got a DS Lite.

Day 1 of Wisdom tooth surgery-

couldnt open my mouth big or wide enough to smile for a few hours.
talk also lou feng. :(

dentist said no food and drinks for 2 hours. surgery ended at 4pm.

after the anaesthetic wore off it really hurts and i looked so pitiful that bf asked if i wanted to stay home.

but i wanted to go out since it was a saturday and most of his friends gathered, which was quite rare. its been almost a year since so many of us came out together. so we went. every action i did and every step i took caused me pain :(

him speeding on the bike and making my helmet press against my head hurt too. but who asked the stupid Super 4 to tailgate him all the way on the expressway. super 4 big fuck? u cant even win a kr150. u and your pillion too fat lah =.=

dinner was at 7pm: mee thai mak.
its hard to eat even food that requires no chewing at all. the motion of putting food into my mouth hurts. sucking on a straw to drink hurts too. but drinking without a straw hurt more then. slowly after half a bowl of mee, i mastered the art of eating and sucking so gently that the muscles on my left side didnt need to move much and thus the pain was lessened loads.

had my medicine after that. the dentist gave me 2 kinds of antibiotics and 2 kinds of painkillers. it wasnt that painful after i had the painkillers and i finally could smile and talk normally. was so happy!

but after bout 2hours+, my eyes started to swell. dripped Eye Mo and walked around but didnt help. it started with 1 eyelid only. his friends decided to go clubbing together and we wanted to go since its been sucha long time since all of us went out together like this. i couldnt take alchohol due to the wound but i wanted to go all the same. i could abstain from alchohol. but when we got home to change, (i was in slippers so no clubbing for me), the other eyelid swell too. and i started getting gastric pain. it was bout 10pm then.

i think the medicine was too strong that mee tai mak aint enough to line my stomach. and both my eyelids puffed out like mashmallows. so in the end we didnt get to go. poor bf stayed home with me. but he said he didnt mind (:

Day 2:

mac hotcakes for breakfast. super shiok!!!

soft food aint that torturing afterall. i just had to press the hotcakes between my teeth on the right side and then its suitable for swallowing. SHIOK!

it was a late breakfast. so no lunch after that.

i skipped one of the antibiotics cause the dentist did say if it cause nausea or headaches, giddiness, i can stop it. i wondered if the med is so strong that it caused my eyelids to swell so i skipped it.

eyes was still slightly puffy from last night. but its a lot better.

visited my grandpa at his house. he fell down at his house :( poor him.

ate pandan cake there and ate medicine again. this time i took no painkillers.

dinner was omelette! (: minimal chewing required. soft food aint that bad!

aijisen for supper! cause i need to take 3 courses of med. i couldnt eat anything else other than the ramen. Hokkaido Corn ramen tasted good! i could eat the corn though cause its rather soft from the boiling. (:

medicine again. this time i took painkillers cause it was starting to hurt again and i wanted to sleep well.

Day 3, which is today!

no breakfast, woke up too late. lunch was porridge. Pi Dan Shou Rou Zhou. i could take the century egg, but if that mouthful contained too much of the chicken shreds, i need to spit the chicken out. its too hard to chew.

medicine at 2pm.

its time for dinner. (: and 2nd course of medicine.

going out soon for dinner. and i wanna have ice-cream from swensens!

jennifer said ice cream was what she loved to eat during her period of wisdom tooth surgery. i wanna try that!