havent been blogging for close to a week!
today’s my 7th day at Citibank and my colleague will be going for one week’s leave and i’ve to cover her duties!
its exciting to be able to do daily submission work after just a week’s experience.
still so new to everything and trying so hard to squeeze all the information into my little head.
kinda stressful but i quite like the job.
work environment is okay too. i have nice colleagues (:

still adapting to OL(office lady)’s lifestyle.
my colleagues are “health freaks”.
lol and Jennifer said i’ll get influenced soon.
my loved Butter cookies are termed as VERY fattening and is always rejected when i offer them.
hurhur. i guess i need to cut down on my fats soon.
and did you know that a cup of bubble tea is equivalent to 8 bowls of rice?!?
Jennifer told me that. lol. omg right??

thankyou Tiara baby for helping me with my blogshop.
not disclosing the URL as im not comfortable with it. (:

in need of formal wear.
i need moolahhh.

and lastly i <3 alfred ong!
lol. just a few days ago, i accidentally forgot and took his keys together with me when i went to work.
and his bike key was included so he couldnt fetch me from work with his bike.
and he actually took a bus from his house, transferred to train to City Hall, AND due to the F1 race ( the roads were blocked ) he walked alllllll the way from City Hall MRT station to Millenia Tower.
totally the best bf on earth right? :D

last night, boyfriend dropped tears for me!
i’ve never seen him drop tears before.

last night both of us were like hugging and crying. lol.

this love of ours is so amazing. (:
I LOVE YOU ALFRED ONG!

you just cant stop lying.
i’ve completely lost my trust, i’m sorry.

probably lost my hope too.
no matter how i want this to work out, i just cant bring myself to have confidence again.

might just never come back again.
i dont know what to do now.

Genting was fun and would love to go again, with him only.

view from one of the hotel lobby

hahahaha.

blurred

pardon my complete lack of makeup

the brothers

the family.

at the theme park! omg alfredong is wearing my beanie LOL.

Adam and me

look like Korean???? haha.

this Space shot makes my heart stops man. and i went on it TWICE. :D

partaye like a rockstarrrrr.

taiwanese stars =x

omg look at that fishball of mine!!! -.-

awww. so cute right!!

pictureperfect

ermm. i dont know why im standing so straight either lol.

hey baby look! its your family!

look at her nipples =x why are they so long LOL

my handsome boyfriend

ignore my pimple(s) please.

caught the twin towers on the way home!

lastly, to delude myself that im on a plane. lol.

and thats it im done.
show you guys my work desk when i’ve decorated it up (:

anyone missed me? lol.
just came back from my Genting trip last night.
will upload photos soon.
Good luck to Tiara baby for her exams this week!

Happy belated 20th Birthday to Cecilia (:
and Happy Birthday to Ms Lily Tan. haha.

its the end of my journey with Just Education.
been real fun working there.
hope all of you know how much i appreciate and enjoyed my days working with you.
the warmth and care of a family is there.
everyone is real and approachable.
if not having to give up my weekends, I’ll gladly have taken up a full time position there.

i’ve started a new path in my career - Citibank.
a full time contract based job.
have just gone through the tutorials on the internet to learn more about Excel as it will aid me in my job.
im an Excel noob but hey, google is your best friend! i think im not bad at Excel now heh.
bought all the necessary stuffs like a notebook, post-it(s) and a file to store my stuffs (:
wish me luck on my new journey!

tag replies:
MDA tongxiang: wahaha okay i know its the only pic we took la =p
Martin BB: i bet you have been. tell me about it!
Unker Medic: i will! thanks!
Tiara: hmm sometimes. but this time somehow theres ant so my mum threw the flowers away.
Jiayu: <333 tell me soon! and YO back. :D
Sher: hahaha you’re linked babe. and i’m always reading even though i dont always tag (:
YM: yes omg. LOL. are you gonna do it? ;)
Jiaqi: you bodoh. its from my friend Medic!
Ling`: hey! are you working on weekends? lol.

some of you may be a lil blur when you read my reply but that might be cause you forgot about what you tagged. yeah its been some time, sorry guys. lol. just click on Older Messages on my tagboard and refresh your memory (:

xoxo!
oh, and guess what, with my addiction to GossipGirl, the bf has learnt to use xoxo in his smses too. how cute!!!

i felt so xin fu yesterday!
though the day wasnt a great day.
couldnt finish my stuffs at work and i fell down the stairs when i went to buy dinner.

lol the clumsy yuling at work again.
i fell over a flight of like 5 steps and it was when i was reaching level 1.
so i think everyone saw me la. hope i didnt show anything i was not supposed to. sigh :(
and it was damn painful but i acted brave and just stood up and walked as normal as possible to buy food without even glancing at my wound.

after ordering my food i looked down at my shin and saw blood flowing. -.-
lol so even though i tried to act normal guess everyone knew i just fell.

but hubby gave me tender loving care! :)
he came and fetch me. and brought my sandals along.
loveeee.

bf’s krr (:

ending my part time work next week and will be going to Genting with bf and his family from 14-16 Sept. :D

just wanna share some overdue pictures. (:
LYME gathering!

i think that was when my hair was the longest. before i went to cut off my fringe and trimmed my hair.

everyone just looks so happy here!

and there’s only 1 word for our hair - UGLY.
but its the only pic of us i received. or maybe its the only one we took lol.

tucking myself in bed now, goodnight!

okay my cellphone’s camera sucks.
but the least i could do is to show my readers the flowers i received today (:

Unker Medic sent me these to cheer me up after reading my emo entries.
thanks so much! love the sunflowers :D

actually.. i seldom receive flowers. lol.
my first ever flowers, okay flower. was from Bryce. it was my 1st serious relationship and we lasted for close to 2 years. it was a single stalk of red rose bought from a street vendor on Valentines’ Day 2004. (:

2nd flowers received was from Derrick. if you dig back into my archives you will be able to find the pictures. a bouquet of 12 roses - 11 real, 1 fake. i guess i dont have to explain this?

3rd was a single stalk of pink rose from Nefnef. pink rose signifies perfect love.

and then this is my 4th!

xiexie ni men! haha.
was so shocked when the flowers came through the door.
thank you unker, once again!

60 Things A Girl wants but Wont Ask For

1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.

3. Share secrets with her.

4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts.

5. Kiss her slowly.

6. Hug her.

7. Hold her.

8. Laugh with her.

9. Invite her everywhere.

10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

11. Smile with her.

12. Take pictures with her.

13. Pull her onto your lap.

14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.

15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.

17. Kiss her unexpectedly.

18. Hug her from behind around the waist.

19. Tell her she’s beautiful.

20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

22. Tell her she’s your everything - ONLY if you mean it.

23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT-so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.

25.Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know

26.DON’T lie to her

27.DON’T cheat on her!

28.Take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.

30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold YOU too.

32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.

33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).

34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.

35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.

37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.

38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.

39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.

40.When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible

41.Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS

42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.

43. Take her for LONG walks at night.

44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.

45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

46.Rub her back–feels good

47.Give her your coat if she’s cold–thats always cute

48.Write letters on her back with your finger–feels good =]

49.Let her sit on your lap

50. DON’T poke her hard…but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.

51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.

52.Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she’s BEAUTIFUL

53. Keep conversations flowing…talk about anything usually they just go along with it.

54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionately and gently.

55. Surprisingly sneak up on her and hug her from behind–loves it.

56. Kiss her in the rain.

57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.

58.Slow dance with no music

59. Don’t ignore her or be nervous around her–everything is going to be okay.

60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you’ll be good to go.

seriously these are things that girls love but just how many guys will actually know it and do it?
most guys who will do it are cheaters who know how to play around with girls.

of course not the whole list is true for everyone. and definitely its not all true for me too.
i can count with my 10 fingers the things Alfred would do. okay maybe i can count up to 13 but maximum i give him is only 15. lol.

all things change after being in a relationship for sometime. no more surprises. no more sweet talk. no more calls. no more “i miss you”.
cant tell you how much i miss those stuffs you used to do for me…