my eyes have been itchy as of late.
i cant help rubbing and my eyes gets swollen and red.
argh. irritating.

im tired and lazy to reply tags.
will reply tomorrow ba.

let me believe in forever again…will you? (:

after so long..i’ve decided i shall not expect anything from now.

you give what you can and what you want.
i will not ask for more, and i will not say its lesser than what i want or what i need.
and i would not complain, nor be angry anymore.
really, i wouldnt say anything more.

im grateful and i appreciate everything you have done for me.
especially these few days, thank you for being my chauffeur and my partner in everything i do.

i know you reciprocate my feelings but i dont understand why even your games are more important than me..
maybe one day our flame will just die out… :(

I LOVE JIAYU & JIAQI (:

im failing in everything.

did a quiz i found from YM’s blog (:

i am a…

Laid-back Doer (LD)

Laid-back Doers are friendly, happy persons. They enjoy being together with other people. Smart, eloquent, witty and charming, they like to be the centre of attraction. They do not like to be alone. Their zest for life ensures that others feel well in their company and that they quickly get to know people. Laid-back Doers get the best out of every moment - many people of this type have a gift for making their whole life one big party. Boredom is unknown in their presence because they are very good at carrying others away with their enthusiasm, their good mood and their optimism.

Abstract thinking and profound philosophising about the meaning of life appeal less to Laid-back Doers. They are pragmatic, realistic and live completely in the here and now. At work too, they prefer it when it’s all go and they can act out their purposeful manner to the full. They have no problem handling several tasks at once and they blossom out in crisis situations! A varied field of activity with a lot of social contacts is just the right thing for them. One will also seldom find them inactive in their spare time; due to their open, curious nature, they mostly have many hobbies and interests. They are not afraid of the unknown: as they are flexible and creative, they quickly adjust to new situations and make the best of them. They sometimes come into conflict with strict rules or hierarchies by which they quickly feel constrained and against which they rebel.

As friends, Laid-back Doers are generous, helpful persons who attach great importance to harmonious relationships and a good atmosphere. Their sociable manner means that they have a large circle of friends and they love having the house full of many different types of guests. They are happy to give in to their spontaneous moods and fancies in the just one or two important things. This makes them appear somewhat unpredictable to those with a quieter nature. When it really matters, you can rely on them one hundred percent. As partners, they are creative, impetuous and imaginative - as long as their partner knows how to fascinate them. They can hardly stand boredom or routine in a relationship. They do not like conflicts at all; if a relationship becomes too strenuous or involves too much effort, they tend to withdraw from the partnership and start to look for a new partner. However, if one manages to keep their curiosity alive in the long term and surprise them again and again, one has a loyal and loving partner.

Adjectives which describe your type

extroverted, practical, emotional, spontaneous, enthusiastic, friendly, playful, lively, talkative, nonchalant, tolerant, happy, pleasant, generous, flexible, wily, attractive, relationship-oriented, generous, adventurous, fun-loving, creative, helpful, action-loving, casual, sociable, open, sensitive, touchy, erratic, curious, noncommittal, action-loving

These subjects could interest you

going out, dancing, parties, cinema, eating out, sport and travel (club holidays), music, trekking, camping, hiking, cooking, handicrafts, nature

the test is rather true.
and all the predicted subjects i could be interested in are true.
just that i dont know how to cook. haha. =p

take the test here.

PS: Tiara dearie, PLEASE CHEER UP!! *hugs*

when you neglect me i feel fear.
when you treat me nice i wonder if its gonna last.

there’s nothing definite in the world.
i’ve lost hopes in the word “forever”.

im really thankful and i see all your efforts.
but everyday i wake up and wonder “how long will this last?”

soon you might just get bored again and the cycle repeats.
my heart wont be able to take it anymore.

a real man knows a woman’s worth.
i wanna run away and i aint taking anybody with me.

the more you yearn for something,
the more it eludes you.

people just cant cherish what they have till they lose it.
the world’s warped.

if really anything happens and cause you to lose something important to you for good..
is it worth it?

i gave my all.
from the start, all the way, up till now.

but maybe im just too irritating and easy to get tired of?
if its really the case..
theres no point.
you have wasted your time.

It’s just that people are so fickle
They fall in love at different angles
So really I could lose you just as quickly
as I’ve gotten you
And that’s the kind of thought that
makes me nervous
And worried if you’ll really think I’m worth it
When the rush wears off and you’re left with
this busted person
But if you tell me you will
I will do what I can to believe it

So baby all this things that I’ve seen
Last night while asleep
This morning, they’re messing with me
And now I’m anxious as hell
And looking for help
Something pleasant and painless
Some story to tell
With a throughline of calm
That could stop me from being myself

‘Cause all I think is how I wanna be your fever
Just to know I make you heated
‘Cause I worry you might see me more like a blanket
Who’s there for comfort and for cover
From the glare of former lovers
All that passion that kissed you and bit you
’til you were devoured
And I’d like to get better ’cause thinking
like this is torture

And if I can’t stop it you’ll get sick of
bearing crosses
And you’ll jump to cut your losses
You’ll go get quarantined somewhere far
from me
Where it’s much less dangerous
But maybe if I wake up and quit dreaming
I can shake the shit I’m fearing
And I can feel like I’m just freaking out
for no good reason
I’ll tell you what:
If there’s a line I can cross, once I get there,
I’m not ever leaving

we had a special moment (:

i love you baby.
thanks for treating me so nice recently.

yes i have been MIA again and the reason why i guess you guys know it. lol.
but its the end of my hols now so not much chances of me staying over already.

no time to reply tags now, rushing for work!

update again soon, stay tuned!

and dearie you owe me alot of things eh!!!

i always sit there and do nothing and just watch you game when im at your place.
so i understand how you feel when you go shopping with me.
lol thanks hubby for accompanying me that day to cut hair and shop around Far East and Bugis.

went JB just now with him, Jack and Wei Ming.
something happened to his bike along the way and we had to push his bike all the way from customs to the bike shop.
so i switched bike and Wei Ming pillioned me.
its a weird feeling.
lol i’ve realised i only sit Alfred’s pillion. =p

so glad that nothing is wrong with his bike, just that the connection between his carb and engine is loose.
if not i know he will be very upset. >.<

thanks for putting the mudguard back.
though you said just last week that you will put it back for the sake of me,
today at the bike shop you still hesitated whether should you put it back or not.. >.<

为我着想多一点

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