been too busy to think.
met Aveline early in the morning for Haagen Daz ice-cream at Centrepoint.
we were like schoolgirls once again, giggling away.
and i asked the server a stupid question- “How does the green tea ice-cream taste like?”
cause i’ve never tried green tea flavoured ice-cream before.
he couldnt give me an answer. so i said “like green tea right?”
and i burst out laughing. LOL.
he said he cant describe it and rushed to get me a spoonful of the ice-cream to try.
and Ave laughed at me!
cause my expression changed immediately after tasting the ice-cream.
it tasted like very concentrated green tea brewed from leaves.

rushed back to school in cab for cca meeting regarding Mix & Splash camp.
will be away for camp from 2nd - 5th Sept.
and YAY im a student leader for the camp!
haha. die, i need to start thinking of cheers now.

after meeting i rushed down to Student Development & Alumni Relations (SDAR) office to collect my clubhouse keys and went up to check out the first aid kit as the camp is drawing near and we need to prepare it for emergencies.
yucks. the kit is in bad condition.
VERY dusty. and i doubt anyone would dare to use the stuffs in it.

then intended to go to Blk 1 to report loss of student card.
but on the way i saw Ting Hui, Ishak and another girl (whom i forgot her name =/) at the canteen.
sat down to talk to them.
and sort of bonded a lil. im happy (:
chatted for like 30mins and i rushed off again.
and im lucky cause my student card was found. phew.

and i had endless work to do while at work that day.
didnt stop at all and even had to do OT for 40mins.
felt so breathless when i left the shop. but at the same time there was a sense of achievement heh.

met Manda today and went back to Dunearn as its Teachers’ Day.
the moment Nick Lee saw me he asked whether I bought a present for me or not =.=
saw Jin Rui there too. and Soon Loong.
ahhh, I WANNA TEACH RELIEF.

hmm,
just something random.
im particularly sensitive to songs these days.

Olivia Ong - Make It Mutual
P Diddy (feat. Keyshia Cole) - Last Night

STFU if u know nuts.
stop thinking like you know everything.
*rolls eyes*

you’re already at the age of adulthood yet behaves so senselessly.
hur. 21 years old and with no brains.
i pity you.

i’ve been forced to start blogging again. lol
and concerns have been flooding in even since i posted blog closed.
sorry to make you people worry.
i will continue blogging alright.
dont worry about me, im fine.

havent been eating much. from my 3 - 4 meals a day, it has become 1 - 2 meals a day.
from 10+hours of sleep, its now bout 4hours.
but i’ll live.

no matter how many ups and downs we encounter in life,
it will only make us stronger if we get by them.
we all learn from each mistakes and every single event in life.
no regrets.
cause without the unhappiness, there wont be happiness too.

ex-neighbour is a deep thinker. haha
and yes i agree, every single r/s between humans have their share of problems.
but i feel that as long as we’re willing to face up to our problems, we’ve won half the battle.
really.

many are still oblivious to the truth.
i dont know how to open up too. sorry.

anyway here’s a very nice song.
with lyrics i really feel for, esp lines in bold.

want the song?
get it from me in MSN (:

And Then I Turned Seven - Forgotten

There was a time, when all was perfect, no worries, but now that’s blurry
We had something, that no one had, but it’s all gone now, ain’t that so sad
He came along, took you away, he opened his arms wide, there you stayed
You smiled, and waved goodbye, and for the last time, I looked in your eyes

Love can fade, can break away, can be forgotten, but not replaced
You might lose hope, you might lose faith, but don’t throw it all away, cause your afraid

Now all I ask, is for him to care, for him to treat you, like I were always there
But please don’t love him, come back to me, I’m begging you, I’m on my knees

Please don’t forget, all the times we spent, and all the places, we saw and went
You were soo happy, what did I do wrong, was I not good enough, all along

blog closed.

will be blogging private entries as drafts only.
so nothing will be updated here.
sorry guys.
if u wanna know how im doing can always msg me on MSN or friendster (:

i feel damn lost.
and dont ask me why.

havent met the bf for a week. i miss him so. ):
but at the same time i understand he has little time to spare.
well, time is about quality, not quantity anyway (:

and i do know he cares about me.
thats enough for now (:
hey dear, stop apologising.
i understand, and i dont blame ya.
just compensate me with a hug! haha ;)

met Carel and Maddie (BeauttiSlim ex-colleagues) to surprise Ada who’s working at Black Pearl pub in boat quay.
but it didnt turned out to be a surprise cause Maddie informed Ada lol.
great seeing you guys again!
i didnt drink hard liquor at all, just kept downing beer.
feel so bloated now.
got challenged to Waterfall by some guys (Maddie/Ada’s friends).
they ordered, but the drink never came. LUCKILY.
i could take it, but i didnt really feel like drinking much.

i left the place early, just reached home like 45mins ago.
sorry girls to leave you two there.
didnt want to drink so much and i wanted to catch the last train home to save the money on cab.
thanks How, for accompanying me for 1/3 of the train journey back by talking to me on the phone.

when i got to my LRT station however, it was rather dark and nobody was around.
very scary.
How was asleep by then, Ave i called but she didnt pick up.
Bro has a competition later.
so i called Ace lol.
he always sleep late so i reckoned he wouldnt be asleep yet.
called him up but he was driving, and Vince picked up the phone.
LOL thanks ah boss.

hmmm, i have bloodshot eyes and red and swollen face now, from the drinking.
lol alright, i should turn in.

thank you Carel, for buying grass jelly drink for me when you couldnt find any other herbal tea for my sore throat. (: loves!

wow, it has been so long since im home late.
and i’ve finished 2 books already.
good girl right! haha.

i’ll be the best i can for you, How.

woke up at 10+am but nua-ed til 3+pm before i left my house to apply for relief teaching.
applied at Greenridge Primary, Zhenghua Primary and West View Primary.
when i was walking around the corridor in Zhenghua, a chubby little boy actually bowed to me!
sooo cute la! i think he mistook me as a teacher.
HOHOHO. it means i got the look of a teacher :D

throat has been very itchy today. very dry too.
drank herbal tea but dont seem to be very effective.
a sore throat seems to be coming up.
and its not a good sign. cause once i fall sick, i stay sick for quite long.
my sore throat can go on to become a cough+flu, or even a fever.

then went library.
borrowed 6 books at one go. lol
and would have borrowed more but my hands arent big enough to hold ‘em.

headed home to rest for an hour or so after that.
then left for CineNow CL.
Yarzar showed me where the stuffs were kept for kiosk. Thanks (:

then practically ran to the sports complex cause initially Janice thought the gym closes at 9pm,
and the time was already 8.35pm.
luckily the gym closes at 10pm and we got to work out for a longer period of time.

while walking to the bus stop my slipper gave way and i had to go to Janice’s house to borrow a pair of flip flops. lol. thanks girl.

my biceps muscles are kinda big now.
Janice said i’m muscular lol.
i dare not train my arms too much now.

and i found out that the shape of my ribcage is damn obvious when i’m standing sideways to the mirror. looks so ugly.

and my calves are so big from my sprinting in pri sch and netball in sec sch.
while my thighs are soft and flabby. its the inner thigh area.
urgh.
i dont wanna look too manly at the same time i cant seem to tone up. BOO.

ok, i’ve been tagged to do this by the baby bro.

Rules of the game :
Player start off to list out 10 weird things/habits or little known facts of yourself.
People who get tagged must also write 10 things out.
And the player must tag another 6 ppl and no tag back is allowed.

Erm there’s little known facts about me because I’m myself most of the time.
so i’ll just list some random things that come to mind.

1. I’ve a habit of touching pillow corners. Especially before i slp.

2. The reason why i like to keep long nails is because my fingernails are small and look too kiddy. Long nails also make my bony fingers look better somehow.

3. I have a tendency of getting lost. So sometimes i bring out the TransitLink Guide. and How laughs at me for that haha.

4. I’m obsessed with taking care of my face. If i could i would buy all the creams and whatever stuffs used for skincare in the world.

5. And the obsession moved on from just the face to the face, the hair, and the skin on my arms and legs.

6. I procrastinate too much for my own good.

7. I want to be 165cm tall!

8. I’m capable of falling asleep in a club.

9. I have a desire to be in Magnum(cheerleading) or NRA(hiphop dance).

10. I’m hungry all the time.

and
the tagged 6 are: Aveline, Janice, Felicia, Apple, Amelia and Yvonne.

met ex-neighbour on bus 920 just now.
haha i saw him board the bus and i was sitting at the back of the bus.
so i popped my head out and smiled at him.
then he gave me this blank and blur look. like “huh? why the hell is this girl smiling at me? do i know her???”

hahaha. but he realised who i am soon after.
we chatted and we realised all our friends are really linked -.-
his colleague is my pri sch mate.
his ex gf was my camp mate.
and his ex colleague, aka Alvin Ong, was my sec sch friend.
interesting world it is.

wow. i just got my roster for next week.
hurhur. super packed.

Wed (29th Aug) - CineNow JE
Thurs (30th Aug) - CineNow JE
Sat (1st Sept) - CineNow JE

and in between here im having Mix & Splash Camp with my cca members from 2-5 Sept.
after which on the last day of camp I’ll be heading down CL, which stands for Clementi, for work.

Wed (5th Sept) - CineNow CL
Thurs (6th Sept) - CineNow CL
Fri (7th Sept) - CineNow CL
Sat (8th Sept) - CineNow CL

Sun (10th Sept)- CineNow JE

gonna be covering CL cause there’s a vacancy there right now.
people who’s interested to work do contact me.
or simply email your resume to cinenowhr@yahoo.com.sg (:

aite, im gonna slp now.
need to wake early to go down to all the 3 Primary Schools in Bukit Panjang to apply for relief teaching during the hols.
and meeting Janice for gym in the evening :D
gdnight (:

weeee. new blogskin.
haha i have a habit of changing my blogskin often.
this wont stay too long.
pink is not a eye-friendly colour.
but just cant resist this skin cause its soooo cute.

just as cute as me.
WAHAHA.

anyway How, you can be the milk.
i shall be the cute little cookie hahaha.
ok im crazy, goodnight all!